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Good morning, or afternoon, or whatever it is without daylight savings time. Your notes of late remind me of my old friend Mary Ellen who had BMT for breast cancer. She once told me that she marked time from medical appt to medical appt and that it took FOREVER for her to begin thinking of herself as a person not a patient, with ordinary days and weeks. For her it was a real leap to think about having a future and planning further than the next medical whatever. The new age woo-woo part of me says that whatever is the right next thing for you to do will present itself at the right time. In the meantime, I'll share my personal ace in the hole: greeter at Walmart....(would you like a cart? ...thank you for shopping...)Why oh why can't we get money for dancing and planting and petting the cats and making pickles and all the other fun things that enrich the days? More random thoughts soon, but much love in the meantime, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 12:13 AM CST

Dear Jane,
I've been reading some of your entries and want to thank you for telling about your journey. You are a marvelous writer, so good at sharing details that help to understand a daily life. I loved some of your phrases, such as the hot 'lava applesauce' that made me feel I was in the kitchen with you. Your daily life seems to contain so many rich and varied experiences, I hope you are able to continue with your efforts to live in each moment. Thank you again....
Donna <windlake@mchsi.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 8:53 AM CST

Dear Jane,

Oh, our hearts are with you! I have been out of town and sans computer the last week. I think I actually experienced a sort of withdrawal syndrome; I felt so out of touch! We have been experiencing similar issues to those you describe. Rob has had a heck of a time finding anything and it is baffling to say the least. It seems that families who have endured CML and transplant should have an exemption to other life stresses, but apparently that's not the way it works :-)) I am sure your creative energies will pay off, Jane. I constantly marvel at your great ideas and your various projects. You are a success in so many ways.
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

Hmmm, in need of encouragement? I'm not sure if I can help, but if it's any consolation, my career is also a bit of shambles due (at least in part) to cancer. I quit my job as soon as Sam was diagnosed, and have yet to make the move back into the world of stable employment. I'm sure you will get back there much sooner than I will! Your great sense of humor and lovely family and friends will pull you through this rough patch.

Always sending our best wishes (and even real names!)
Jennifer (and Lori, Sam and Noah too) caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Friday, October 28, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Dear Janie, I haven't vanished, just mired in the muck of volunteer and a bit of paid work. Perhaps for both of us I propose a notion based on Science Outside the Box, and that would be, Self-Perceptions Outside the Box. For so long I have been frustrated by thinking that I'm only an art therapist, when in fact I'm that and more. For right now, I seem to be making money from the "and more" part of me. Like a tapestry in which a color submerges to the back of the pattern and then comes back to the surface again further along in the design, I believe and hope that the art therapy thread will rise again. Maybe the same is true for you with science. The other threads of your talented self may be just waiting to rise to the surface and help out: the sew-er, quilter, gardener, creative soul, teacher of many fine things. And I'll share the thought of a dear friend who when asked "And what do you do?" has taken to answering: "I'm a full-time free-lance human." It does halp my self-esteem to see myself in a different way, and this works. Want to hold a long-distance brain-storming session about how to make those little green rectangles flow our way? In the meantime I send much love to warm you. More soon, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 12:49 AM CDT

"It's very good jam," said the Queen.
"Well, I don't want any to-day, at any rate."
"You couldn't have it if you did want it," the Queen said. "The rule is jam tomorrow and jam yesterday but never jam to-day."
"It must come sometimes to "jam to-day,""Alice objected.
"No it can't," said the Queen. "It's jam every other day; to-day isn't any other day, you know."
Annonymous daughter #1
- Friday, October 28, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Dear Jane - as one wise friend always tell me "this has come to pass...NOT TO STAY." And believe it or not, she is right. (But in the mean time, its hard as heck!) So, hang in there, you are a talented, gifted and strong woman...and the right job will come along. Although we have never met, i can tell by your journal you have a passionate calling to science as well as to people...do not lose your passion for either...we need you in our world (especially in KS :-))
We are keeping you in our hearts and prayers ~ lisa
Lisa Gardner
Lenexa, KS USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 6:09 AM CDT

Dera Janie, We are lunkers lurking here! Rowan and I send our love and thanks for soC,VHme way cool dino clothes that arrived today!!!!!! And now without further ado.... Heeeeere's Rowan! kirogh,afbn,ba

]pw[4EY['0O (HEE HEE, BIG SMILE AND LOTS OF GIGGLES)
Lisa Pribanic
- Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

Keep your chin up, sis, brighter days are ahead! Remember your big sis loves you loads and lots and gobs and tons! It's darkest before the dawn!

The Queen said in a pitying tone: "Try again; draw a long breath, and shut your eyes."
Alice laughed. "There's no use trying," she said; "One can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."
--from Through the Looking Glass

Mucho hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

It's a gloomy Kentucky Monday, with cold temperatures, threatening rain, more afternoon things to be done than there are hours in the afternoon, and the day behaving obstreperously (sp? and does that mean being ornery because that's what the day is doing) And then to come home to find a note typed by Patrona her very self in your caringbridge site!! I could not be more thrilled to know that she really is real and sounds even more like the fine soul that she is!! WOW, you just never know when joyous news will arrive, and I'm SO glad it was today. THANK YOU Lisa/Patrona more than I ever can express, from Janie's KY cousin. I look forward to reading more of your messages. Much love all around, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 12:48 AM CDT

Jane -
Wow, what news! Patrona has a name - what an exciting phenom, to hear from part of this miracle (you being a key part of it, of course). I can't even imagine what it must feel like for you. And now, you're in such good health and spirits that you were absolutely on fire today after church, with your imaginative ideas for us church ladies to get involved with: jewelry repair day, wear purple day, swap clothes day, crime science day (to put all those supplies to good use)..what did I miss? The world awaits you and your high-spirited talent! Onward! But first, to the garden for harvest! Happy gathering of the sheaves, and of the pickling cukes, too!
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 8:46 PM CDT

Hi Jane~
I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate your daughter, Lynn. She signed my son's caring bridge page last night and completely explained everything to him about the bone marrow transplant we hope he will have in the future. She did a great job!!! Thank you, Lynn! And, I am so glad to hear things are going so well for you, Jane!

Take Care & God Bless,
Tim & Susie, Mitchell, Logan, Bryce, Joel, & Ethan Breuer <Bryce'sMom@caringbridge.org/mn/bryceb>
Goodhue, MN - Sunday, October 9, 2005 8:41 PM CDT

Dear Jane
Its me...Lisa/Patrona! You and your family are beautiful, its so amazing to see you. I received your letter Friday, but have been at a conference all weekend...so i will write you a real letter and mail it tomorrow. I have not read your journal...but will. First, I want to write just you and your family (but couldn't wait any longer to just say "hi" and to let you know i received your letter) and then i will take my time w/ a cup of coffee or tea and read and read and read. Watch your mail, hopefully "i" won't take too long to get there...as we begin another part of the journey together! Peace, lisa
Lisa <ljgardner@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 12:58 AM CDT

What great news about work! which of course means those little green rectangular portraits of dead presidents will come flying your way, hopefully in abundance -- whoop, whoop! And if you need more jars in which to can pickles, etc. I have many and will gladly send them your way. Dick went through a canning project time in which he didn't exactly can things according to real recipies, but rather invented his own, as he went along....Curious how little of his creations were composted...... Onward, with love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:22 PM CDT

Jane,
I share your emotion regarding your donor. My brother has been hanging around for 55 years and I always wondered what he was good for. Then, 19 months ago, I realized he was a valuable guy. We are anxious to hear more about your blessed cell provider.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

OHMYGOSH, to have a name for Patrona! I am speechless, absolutely speechless. To learn who she is after such a series of amazing plusses in the garden and the lab. WOW!
WHOOP, WHOOP, and much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

Jane,
The only word I can come up with right now is: Wow! It seems sufficient for the moment.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

Hi Jane!
Just found your site and wanted to say hi! Must be so exciting to find out your donor!

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~
~The Prayer Bears~
Ones Who Care

~Simply Joanne~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Sunday, October 2, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

OOHH MYYY It's kind of like when you first realize that your Mom and Dad actually gave you life from their bodies. I am speechless also because I cannot even relate to what you are feeling but I trust you to feel it well and share what you can and what you wish. My blessings.
Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 1, 2005 5:41 PM CDT

Janie, how marvelous! Hope you get to meet her soon. So happy for you!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Saturday, October 1, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
I just read your entry. I imagine you never expected to know anything about your donor. What an emotion.... We give thanks daily to Greg's brother, Scott.
We most likely will go to the Caregiver's event the 19th. Slight possibility of a conflict. We went last year and had a wonderful time. Plan on us going for now.
Enjoy this lovely weekend!
Laurie

Laurie Shields <lshields@bloomington.k12.mn.us>
Bloomington, - Saturday, October 1, 2005 12:00 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Ah, a name to go with Patrona. "A Rose by any other name..." I am happy for you.
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 1, 2005 1:25 AM CDT

Jane - Thanks for veggies, books and your good company the other day! How great you're able to dance again! You are a bright prize of a person and of a potential employee - don't those employers get it? Well, good luck on your search; it takes so long for the right match, but it's out there! Enjoy the weekend, and I hope to see you and Larry on Sunday!
Best -
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 4:41 PM CDT

Hi Janie,
This is a neat site. I'm so glad to hear your great news! The pictures are fun--so hard to imaging Lynn being 'all grownup'--I know she's still an interesting person. Congratulations and may Patrona remain strong within you! love from Beth
Beth Nelson <bnelson@stfranciscare.org>
Granby, CT - Monday, September 26, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
Celebrating with you over your health news, and wishing you success in your work searches. May you feel encouraged in both areas! Much love,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 6:43 AM CDT

Jane,
Great news on your latest tests. Going dancing was very timely. You probably did a little private dance after you got your latest lab results. You're now into your second pickeling season since your transplant!
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, September 17, 2005 1:50 PM CDT

AMELIA Peabody, Mama. And yes, I think that would be quite appropriate. She's very inspiring!

Another platelet donation this morning. I'll let you know how the weird bone leaching goes!
L <lynn.copes@asu.edu>
Tempe, AZ - Saturday, September 17, 2005 11:14 AM CDT

Jane - what wonderful news for you, and it being harvest time with lots of abundance - the good medical news and abundant garden I imagine are a kind of cushion for the uncertainty of all those pending job offers. There's so much fullness (and a delightful FulNER) in the rest of your life! I look forward to some wonderful caloric fullness with you next week involving ice cream, or perhaps a visit (in my neighborhood) to the relatively new custard shop. Which happens to be across the street from a gorgeous little garden shop/nursery. Which is mere steps away from Minnehaha Creek. And very near Betsy's Back Porch Coffee Shop. Do you see an adventure shaping up? Certainly after recovering from your dance-o-rama! Good cheer to you and yours -
with love,
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 11:09 AM CDT

No lab appts for 6 months -- YIppee, Yahoo, and Whoop Whoop! I can remember my friend Mary Ellen telling me it was so very strange to shift from looking at life as a series of increments between medical appointments to actually looking ahead as a real person again, making really ordinary decisions. I SOOOOOOOO glad you are at that point, and with garden abundance to contend with -- another whoop whoop!!! Hope Lynn is still enjoying life out west. Halloween decorations have been for sale for several weeks now and I've been ever so tempted to buy her a skeleton that might suffice until she can get a real one. I've managed to contain myself.....Love to all, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 11:19 PM CDT

Jane,
Great news, so far, on your results. You need to be a scientist to understand, which I am not. Wouldn't it be wonderful if all our problems could be cured by just rotating our lens. Hope your view is 20/20.

Good luck on the work search. Someone/someplace will be lucky to get you!

Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, September 7, 2005 11:00 AM CDT

HOORAY!!
Char Turch <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Friday, September 2, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

I must have known that you had good news because today I got home after a long day and ate 3 popsicles (orange, grape and cherry), which were very good in spite of not being ice cream. Yippee and Yahoo for all the positive news, but how will those docs make it, not seeing you for 6 months....I guess they'll just have to manage! Much love all around, and more news soon, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Can't decide if I'm more excited about your ability to get immunized or that you mailed your HP article. Wow--both such milestones. Hope to hear of real job offers soon too.

Take care and much love.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:30 PM CDT

Happy re-birthday, happy clinic appt, happy biopsy, happy test numbers, happy tomatoes and happy everything else grand and wonderful! I have so missed being connected to you, Larry, Lynn, and so many super folks through your site. We returned to KY in fine fettle (fettel? and what is it anyway...?) only for me to become embroiled in difficulties with the young woman I'm providing community support for. She has more problems than I knew about, some of which result in very unpleasant acting out behavior which hits a raw nerve in me, and I've been in a funk. Now why I don't think to de-funk myself by connecting with fine folks is beyond me. Anyway I'm thinking pleasant thoughts about you all and the fun we had together. Did you write to Patrona and learn any more about her identity? Whenever you're in contact with her, please mention that your supporters in KY are thinking of her and wishing her well. More very soon, with much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 5:54 PM CDT

Congratulations, Jane, on reaching that ONE YEAR milestone, and here's to many more re-birthdays ahead. Were you able to enjoy the Perseid Meteor Shower as an only slightly belated celebration of the skies?

Wishing all the family all the best in all of your new ventures, and of course, nothing but good health!
Jennifer, Lori, Sam and Noah <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Saturday, August 13, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

You are so thoughtful and celebratory at the same time. A most auspicious happy one year birthday to you and Larry and Lynn and Patrona. I am so happy for me that you have reached this milestone.

Take care and teach all about the joys of science, of life and of love.

Love

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 11, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

Janie -- Never has a birthday been more of an accomplishment. Happy first term of what is certain to be a lengthy finite (lengthy for sure, finite to the best of our Western knowledge) sequence of birthdays.

Peace, love, and understanding,

(Mr) Bill and Elaine
(Mr) Bill Rosenthal <brosent@hunter.cuny.edu>
Land O' Lakes, FL The good old U.S. of A. - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 1:14 PM CDT

Happy re-birthday Mama! Love you a gazillion to the power of infinity!
Lynn <lynn.copes@asu.edu>
Tempe, AZ - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

August 10, 2005

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday our/my dear Janey, Happy birthday to you!

What a great photo, too and how nice it is to know you and share the journey.
edward hessler <ehessler01@hamline.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:03 AM CDT

Jane, It was delightful to have our phone visit recently, though I could tell you were needing to get off and to bed. Congratulations on a triumphant year and prayers for the coming ones. Jim & I look forward to seeing you and Larry next month.
Love to all three of you.
Barb (not the sister) Johnson <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE Yes, Nebraska is in the USA! - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Jane! Enjoyed viewing the family picture. Good luck to Lynn in school. It reminds me of meeting you and Larry 36 years ago in Syracuse with our off-campus grad student office complete with a Larry-installed darkroom in the basement.

I'm off to Lake Bemidji State Park for the next couple of days for a reprise family reunion campout. None of our parents can make it, so it will be the "younger generation," some newly retired, to run the show. I will pick up my youngest, Katie, from French camp in Hackensack on Sat, just in time for the gala Sat night slide show. If I get all my pieces of ancient equipment together, I will show family glass-mounted slides from the 50's.

Glad I could get this note in before signing off the net. You are all in our thoughts!
Terry Mackin <tcmackin@earthlink.net>
Bloomington, MN US - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:24 AM CDT

Jane,
It's your birthday! In Norway they say, "Gratulerer med dagen!" In Sweden they say, "Grattis p� f�delsedagen!" In Minneapolis we say, "Yee Haw!" Have a wonderful day celebrating new life, new health, new beginnings. And know that your friends and family love you lots!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:16 AM CDT

I stayed up past midnight just to be the first to post the words, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR JANE!!!!!" Congratulations on the anniversary of your rebirth. Your garden is blooming so beautifully!!! I have so enjoyed and appreciated sharing each step of your journey, and marvel at how well you have supported us and others during your recovery! May this next year bring all good things your way. We wish only the best for you and your wonderful family whom I have come to love. I still have great hopes of meeting you and Larry someday. Maybe we can rendezvous in Arizona :-))
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 2:30 AM CDT

March of the Penguins! Sounds like an EXCELLENT world to enter (vicariously) in this August heat. Will look into it with some of my buddies.

Congrats to Lynn for making the long trek; settling into the apt., and most important, finding ice cream! With tracking skills like that, she'll do very very well.

Congrats on your garden victories (and condolences on losing a couple of battles with the critters, who are only availing themselves of the wonderful smorgasbord you provide).

Sorry I missed church - and you, and all the other wonderful friends there - this past Sunday; but I was "activity'd out" and needed to stay put for a while to recover.

Best to you all! Congrats again, too, on your wonderful anniversary!
Lisa

Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

I love you mostest, but yes, that shower came first. :)
L <lynn.copes@asu.edu>
Tempe, AZ - Friday, August 5, 2005 2:44 PM CDT

You are the 2nd person to recommend the March of the Penguins, and wasn't it clever of someone to release it in this HEAT so we can all think cool, icy thoughts for a couple of hours? Whoop! whoop! for the HP article and hint hint: might you be able to post it here or link to it once it's revised and published? Such an abundance of good news!
Many cheers and much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 0:16 AM CDT

Jane,
Those were fine looking tomatoes and you're a fine looking family. Our best wishes for Lynn on her new adventure. You have a great place to visit her in the winter months.

It is great to hear how well you are doing and feeling. You are almost 1!
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 12:31 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Speaking of penguins, are you experiending Empty Nest Syndrome as Lynn gets closer to her destination? Rob took the boys to see March of the Penguins today. We heard from other friends that it is "too slow" for 5 and 7 year old boys and all reported that their little buggers begged to go home halfway through the movie. But Rob really wanted to see it and thought the boys would enjoy it. And enjoy it they did! They were all smiles, full of chatter about the mommy penguins and their chicks. Riley informed me that he saw Daddy crying during the movie. Jane, I hope you enjoyed your time at home tonight! Larry, I hope all is well with you and that you are not working yourself too hard!
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 2:15 AM CDT

Those tomatoes look as if I could pop one in my mouth and savor its delicious juices. MMMMM
MOST OF ALL HURRAH FOR HARRY ARTICLE. I am thrilled that it will be published and assume the editors needed to make only small revision suggestions. What do they know. Please put me on your list of reprint recipients.
So good to meet your cousin, Diana, and have such a long conversation with her. Hope to do the same with you soon.
Love
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 30, 2005 7:35 AM CDT

What little beauties those tomates are - especially the one all nestled in with the basil - num, num!!! Mine are plentiful, but extremely green right now.
Was so happy to celebrate with you and yours on Sunday; what terrific occasions.
With my fondest, finest wishes for your little clan...
Lisa

Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minnepaolis, MN USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Sounds like a fun week with the 6-8 year olds, enjoy them. It is wonderful to hear about your continued good health.
Char Turch <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:13 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
I hope all is well with you on Day 342. It's sounds like you still were feeling sporty on Day 340. There. Two rhymes for you as you recover from your big Harry Potter show. Thanks for sharing the magic!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 7:09 AM CDT

Great scientists and assistants ! ! ! I have concerned visions of you performing somewhat sedately at 9:00 pm with the audience growing towards midnight, becoming more anxious, and your performance pace increasing and THEN the crowd crawling over your tables and bubbles to get their copy of THE BOOK. Do take care about 11:45 and establish an escape route.

Most of all enjoy. I will be there if possible.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 6:34 AM CDT

Oh, you are all so much fun - great photo of the rehearsing wizard! Good luck with the magic shows, glad the contra dancing was fun, and congratulations on the mile-long swim!
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Jane, I am reaching the end of my cancer journey - 5 more radiation treatments to go!! Clean PET scan!! I hold strength in my heart for your success as well. We are both lucky to have Diana in our cheering section. Keep believing that you are healthy!!!

Jodi Aker (Diana's friend in NC) <theaterx@prodigy.net>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 2:11 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

HA, I hope I have the right website this time!!! Thank you for catching that. Gads, and last night I applied for five positions at the University. I'm afraid what those applications look like :-)) Anyway, your weekend sounds busy and fun. We wish you a wonderful fourth and full enjoyment of the fireworks!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, July 4, 2005 1:50 AM CDT

Dear Jznie, Larry, Lynn--my my it is hard fr me to confront the actual survival odds you state when I see you as so hale and hearty. Repression is a wonderful thing in a way. I am so pleased you are able to publically state those odds.

Glad the camp went well and Bravo to Lynn. Em and I are going to St. Paul Sun and Mon night to celebrate the 4th and mostly the 3rd, her 21st arival anniversary from India. Hopefully we will be able to see the fireworks from the hotel. And maybe we will be at the capitol on Monday for the celebration of the capitol's 100th birthday. Would love to sing in the large chorus with Phillip but don't think I can stand for two hours so will hum along in the audience. TOM is kind of overwhelming to me but we might venture over. A picnic at Lake Harriet on Sunday early evening with the Mpls Pops orchestra will help that celebration with friends.

Enjoy the weekend and your health which I am certain, (wish I had that power) will continue. Love to the three of you.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 2, 2005 7:51 PM CDT

Dear Jane,
I sure wish that I could attend Camp Curie! I'm not that far above the age limit, am I? And if I learned how to make paper, I could probably save my workplace tons of money. Oh well. I hope all goes terrifically for you and your students and that your stamina holds up. I sure envy those kids!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:04 AM CDT

Yes indeed, it sounds like a cure for you Jane! "Cure" is such a glorious word in the context of leukemia. Hurray for you and your family, and here's to many more years of good health for all of you.

The jam glistening in the the sun looks delicious!
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - caringbridge.org/canada/sam
Vancouver, Canada - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:08 AM CDT

Hi, Jane,

I have been thinking of you often and found your old e-mail to visit your site. I am so glad to see you are doing well!! Congratulations on your daughter's college graduation! I know you are so proud of her.

I have done some platelet donations in the past, but not for a while. I had a bad experience the last time I donated, but you have inspired me to go return.

I'll keep you in my prayers and hope your August test has the great result we all want for you!

Your Science Museum friend,
Mary Selbitschka <mjselbi@msn.com>
White Bear, MN - Sunday, June 19, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

Jane
Thank you for providing my sister-in-law Kim with a copy of your journal. I received it today from my Mother-in-law. I of course have not completed reading it yet but its good to see that you went through some of the same things that my husband Mark is going through. I also want to thank your husband Larry for visiting Mark when he was in the hospital it meant a great deal to him. We are now on day 69 and have a long road ahead of us. Sometime when Mark is feeling better in the future it would be nice to meet both of you. Thanks again and please continue your journal so that we can follow your journey.
Colleen Lutes
Colleen Lutes <MLutes1020@aol.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 5:20 PM CDT

As the amazing JSC would say, "Whoop, whoop!!!"

Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 3:16 PM CDT

A short message to the hanging-around nasty critters: Out, out damned bugs! Janie and all the rest of us want you to move along and go far far away, or even better, just fade off into the sunset. Just shoo, go away and move along now. And I hope they have done just that and that you're feeling better by the time you get this.
Had a lovely evening at a local garden center just down the road. This is their 4th solstice celebration and plant sale, and guess who went a little nuts with the variety of perennials and bought a bunch. Now I just have to get them in the ground before they fall over. More very soon, love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

May the only thing going up your nose today be the lovely smells of garden-fresh veggies, slow-cooking rhubarb, and the fragrance of summer flowers. Take good care,

Rick Swanson and Family
Rick Swanson
Maplewood, MN - Friday, June 17, 2005 4:47 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

Glad to hear that some of the culprits have been ruled out and that the antibiotics seem to be doing the trick. Here's hoping that by tomorrow you are enjoying your summer even more!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 1:09 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
I read about the awful procedure with your sinuses, and I audibly cried, "Oh, no!" I had sinus problems several years ago, and I still cringe when I remember a doctor (he looked kinda like a mad scientist) sticking a needle up my nose and causing a lot of bleeding. I cried all the way back to my office. In my opinion, the only things that belong in noses are handkerchiefs, tissues, and fingers. My prayers and love go out to you. I hope those antibiotics and other drugs work quickly and successfully for you.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 7:57 AM CDT

Ah, just read the latest update by Lynn. And I truly hope you are feeling better than the background color of the website which is beyond yucky and into uberblech. Rob has had some trouble with sinus infections since the transplant (they used a CT scan rather than a wire up the nose, but I suppose the latter is quicker). Those antibiotics should starting working soon and I am so glad you didn't have to be admitted! If you want to talk to another transplant patient (unfortunately, quite well-versed in post-transplant infections), feel free to call us! We're sending our good wishes and prayers as always.

Love,
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 1:04 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
I'm sorry you have a bug, and I'm sorrier that I have no bug spray to recommend. I'm confident that this bug will get bored and meander off to some other site so that you can resume your gardening and teaching plans. Best wishes for swift healing!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

OUT, unwanted bugs! I am sorry to hear you are under the weather (but so impressed that you keep your good humor in spite of it). As you no doubt know, err on the side of caution and call Marcie if things don't improve -- see, I can nag long distance, too! You and Larry have been a wonderful support to us along the way and I hope you feel our positive vibes making you better! And Larry, I am sorry I haven't been back in touch. I do look forward to chatting with you when we can.

Love,
Kelly and Rob <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 1:40 AM CDT

Dear Jane, I am so sorry you are having low energy and sore glands. DOn't forget the support people are still around and, perhaps they need to be asked--those who can bend over and garden a bit. Please remember. I'm volunteering others as I cannot bend down to weed but think on it.

I loved your half finished garden/life re: alice--so true.

Hope your class prep gets easier.

love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 12, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

Oh, such wonderful, rich color. Two of my favorite foods: rhubarb and cranberries. I love their flavors and mostly their colors. I will try that jam recipe. If/when you do that again, invite me over and I will help. So glad to read all these 'normal' activities in your life.

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 6:39 AM CDT

Jane,

Certainly we live in the land of 10,000 rhubarb recipes! We have a recipe for a rhubarb beverage (boiled stalks, no leaves!), sweetened, then iced. It's a surprise hit when we serve it to guests, especially those who normally shun rhubarb. It's kind of a chore to make, but I don't believe any task is beyond you!

Best,

Rick
Rick Swanson <swans068@umn.edu>
Maplewood, MN - Monday, June 6, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

Sorry to hear you have this little bump to contend with, but I suspect it will be handled well and serve as your one hiccup in your recovery (not to make light of anything. All BMT recoveries are grueling in their own way). By the way, you can take the Ibuprofen every six hours alternating with Tylenol every four hours. That helps get fevers down pretty well.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 1:58 AM CDT

OHMIGOSH!!!You were in Freeport!!! And you saw the boot at LL bean that I sent the pictures of last summer when we passed through on OUR trip!!! How cool is that!! You know I'm beginning to see that there's something to this "giant things" business. Have a grand time cruising around and meandering to and fro!!! Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

Lynn looks like SUCH a happy graduate!! And I love the picture with Janie -- what a major blessing that you could be there! Have a grand time jaunting about on the long way home to MN. I'll be in touch soon. Right now the dust bunnies are calling. They'd like to go outside in the sunshine.... Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 6:59 PM CDT

Dear Jane,
The word "journey" on your home page really stood out for me after reading your latest message. Thanks for taking me along on your journey and sharing its highs, lows, and in-betweens. Have a wonderful journey to the east coast. I send my congratulations to Amazing Lynn, warm wishes to Virginia, and big hugs to you and Larry. Happy Trails to us all!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 7:39 AM CDT

Dear Janie,

SO glad to hear that you are doing so well. I don't get travel approval yet but did get my teeth cleaned. What a wonderful experience. I just had to take 2000 mg of amox. a day for 3 days. I pray for you and your family a lot and hope that things continue to go forward. I'm doing well and am thrilled to have had you for inspiration. Your family writes me and offers hope and encouragement. It's been wonderful as an outsider. I can only imagine what it's like really being a part of your incredible family. Keep the faith.
Traci Kelley (from Florida) < maui65@comcast.net>
Sarasota, FL USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 6:02 PM CDT

Hello and Happy Spring! Your upcoming trip to Maine sounds wonderful. Can you please ask Lynn to refrain from getting any older? If she's 22 already, then that means I'm...oh it's too terrible to think of.

I'm watching your garden pictures with much interest. This summer I am attempting to (drumroll please) grow two tomato plants, a basil, and a rosemary in a garden the size of a small kitchen table. Ha! I didn't want to overextend myself. My technique for growing things - standing over the bed and staring every day. Hey, it worked for the tulips and iris....

I'm so very thankful that your health has so greatly improved! My favorite thing about you, Janie, is that you live every second to the fullest. You are an inspiration!

Love always,
Wendy
Wendy Scollins <wendyscollins@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

Good Thursday morning to you! Hope Larry's cold is on the mend and that Jane is somehow managing not to catch it. Your trip north sounds lovely - and I'm glad to hear the snow is finally starting to disappear.

And congratulations to Lynn on being done with school!
Jennifer, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:47 AM CDT

Sounds like you had a grand time exploring new territory, or perhaps old territory revisited. Your trip reminded me of the one and only time we visited Lake Superior. Chuck walked down to the water where he found a two foot rise and maybe two feet of beach. It being July, he jumped right in and then, as if someone reversed the film, jumped right back out, because, it being Lake Superior, the water was about really really cold....Quite fond memories of that mental footage and also several glorious waterfalls. I'm off to sanding the cross pieces in a couple of windows -- I'm learning why they're called panes....More soon, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 2:37 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I am not doing well on my CB "rounds" and emails lately, so it is time to check in two of my favorite people. Janie, sorry you had to undergo this somewhat uncomfortable procedure, but the peace of mind will be worth it. I have been thinking of you because Rob is starting to garden again and is is really enjoying it! He is wearing his mask, still; though I suppose they will give him the "all clear" in another week or two once he stops all the antfungals, etc. thereby suggesting (to me at least) that they feel his immune system is strong enough to handle those little buggers. So we have put our home back together after the termite tenting (wow, was that ever a lot of work) and now we are concentrating on prpareing for Brian's (Rob's donor) visit in May. Oh, I do so hope you get to meet Patrona. And we keep forgetting to ask Brian whether he has allergies or not since Rob seems to have developed some. I also suspect tht Brian likes pot roast... Anyway, hugs to you both.
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 0:40 AM CDT

Well, my only anti-bunny suggestion comes from Carl Phee about 30 years ago. He was then probably 80, had gardened for years, and absolutely swore by sitting gallon milk jugs in the garden. His story said that rabbits don't see very good, and when they notice the milk jugs they think they're bigger rabbits already in the garden and so they leave. It's worked for us, but I'm not so sure we've ever provided the tasty buffet that you probably do. Anyway, according to Carl you fill the jugs half full so they don't fall over and sit a few around in the garden and at the edges. And the bunnies will head elsewhere, unless they REALLY like the four star garden you provide.... Love, Diana, who hopes your bunnies are at least near-sighted
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 11:18 PM CDT

Too bad bunny and ugly is sometimes useful. BUT I so enjoyed hearing about your first rhubarb dish. I love rhubarb almost as much as I love cranberries and that is a lot. Think it is the color ?? Flavor I love too. Enjoy your trip to Duluth and hope the polyps are healthy. If you get to the Tree (can't remember the adjective) tell me all about it and how it looked in the lake light. I think SUperior has interesting and varied light.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:02 PM CDT

DUMB BUNNY!!!

Even through my sleep deprived fever induced delerium that made me laugh!

Love you, see you soon!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Hi Janie, thanks for making your page blue instead of green; I can read it ever so much better. I had a lovely birthday; don't know if the Queen did or not, tho. I have planted tomato, squash, kale, and cucumber seeds inside and they are mostly up. They have been outside. We had a late freeze last night but it wasn't as bad as they predicted and I brought in the plants. A cool Spring to go with the mild Winter. Have onions & more shallots to go in but it's still way earlier than last year's garden, partly because we have the two new beds.

So happy for you getting back to your teaching, exercising, and gardening lives, whee! Will hope for pictures of Lynn's graduation next month. Carry on, Copeses!

Love, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

Hi Jane, I'm so glad you are gardening. So am I. I have miniature yellow snapdragons and purple and yellow pansies in pots on my deck. Hasn't spring been nice this year? I appreciate it so much. I even put 2 orchid plants out the other day for a while. I'm thrilled you are doing so well.
June Dale <recipedoc40@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

Hello Jane,

This is Maychee. One of the students from your last year's class at St.Catherine. I do come here to check on you to see how you are doing and it sounds like you're doing great. My highschool did something very special for one of their classmates, his name is Aaron. He also has a caringbridge sight too. But if you're ever bored and want to see it, it's http://www.aaronsnight.com

I am glad to hear that you are doing well and I'll continue praying for you. I hope you're enjoying this spring weather and I know for sure you can't wait for the gardening season to come out :).. Take Care
Maychee Mua <Mmua@stkate.edu>
Lake Elmo, MN Washington - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 4:24 PM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,
I watched you both yesterday as you empathized with our mutual friend whose brother just received a transplant. The names of the medications and the medical terms sort of escaped me (thanks, Jane, for patiently putting many of them into English for me), but the love you showed needed no translation. It was totally clear to me - and, I'm sure, to our friend. What gifts you both are to her and to me.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 6:58 AM CDT

My early daffodils have done their thing, but the mid-and late-season ones are just coming in. And today the small lilac we planted a couple of years ago just all of a sudden has 5 huge blooms, and I hadn't even noticed buds! The pink dogwood just outside the bedroom window is in full bloom, and so is the redbud which I've decided I must have even if it "clashes" with the dogwood. I met a 92 year old lady that my minister asked me to visit with him, and she has a wonderful wildflower garden, complete with jack in the puplit, under a low but wide trree in her front yard. It was nice to have another someone to chat plants with. That's the thing I miss most about my mother. And tomorrow she would have been 89. Maybe in her honor I'll go pilfer some plants, or maybe it would be better if I just buy a few....Here's to spring wherever it can be found! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, April 17, 2005 11:21 PM CDT

Jane -
It has been a long time since I've checked in here, and I'm thrilled at your good news. ALso, it was so nice to see you in church again today! ANd the quilt is simply splendid! Jane, you are a genius artisan - I'd love to see it in person some day! It's just gorgeous! Hope you can put some seeds in - I'd like to myself. Tulips and crocus are green but not blooming in my yard - ain't it grand?
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, April 10, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

Janie, am just thrilled that you heard from Patrona! Was there a clew as to where she is from, or any other tidbits? Can hardly wait to hear!

Hurray for Lynn, what a red letter day for her! Hope someone taped her speech. Or several someones.

Wonder how many times a day I wash MY hands. Lots and lots.

Yes, DO plant on Sunday. What fun! The new moon is tomorrow about 3:30 p.m., which signals the start of another planting by the moon opportunity. I wanted to plant this week in 4th quarter but we had a lot of rain so it was just as well. I do believe I'll try some new tomato varieties this year. I also want to try some dahlias from seed. Oh yes, it's a partial eclipse. I THINK I can see it from here...

Keep up the good work, y'all! Am so happy for you to get back to your life!

I have to write Scott who runs the Guernsey County GenWeb and change my email addy for the Jarvis-McCluskey obits I posted some years back. Just visited them again and found they still have my Atlas addy.

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

I'm glad you are doing so well, Jane. A trip to Milwaukee!!! Wow!!! Thank you very much for the help you and Larry gave Alice. (I finally got reconnected to the internet). I think I am getting back to the world of the "normal" (or my illusion of it) this week. Dad turned 92 on April 2nd. Mom has regained 5 pounds of the 20 that she lost when Alice was ill. My husband, bless his heart, is doing well and got good report from his doctor. We miss Alice very much, but are coping well with her loss. I could not have "done" for Alice without your help and the help of all the volunteers. I owe you and Larry a lot. You both are so kind and generous with your time. I still have many tasks ahead of me, dealing with Alice's taxes, bills, and all the little details, but am taking things a lot slower now and breathing normally. Again, thank you and Larry very much.
June Dale <recipedoc40@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

If possible get to the new art museum to see the magnificant hanging work by Chuilly (can't recall how to spell his name). Someday I will go to that building which apparently looks out over the big lake.

Enjoy the talk tomorrow. Don't hesitate to wear a mask if it makes you feel more comfortable and keep on washing those hands. That's OK.

Share when you return. anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 6, 2005 8:15 PM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,
Your train trip sounded so, well, romantic. And I'm glad you're having such a nice time in Milwaukee - a city also well known for romance. (Don't they call it the Paris of the Midwest?) Please give my love and good wishes to Lynn. I'm sure she will WOW everyone with her presentation.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 6:37 AM CDT

Hi Jane & Larry,

I enjoyed reading Patorna's words. Continue to celebrate life & enjoy.
Char Turch & family <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:51 AM CDT

How splendid to have contact from Patrona! She sounds very kind indeed. When you send another note, please tell her that we who form your support team include her in those we care for, too. We really are all part of an interconnected web. Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 1:55 PM CDT

Wow, Jane, I am thrilled that you heard from Patrona. What a moment that must have been. I look forward to reading it.

Of course I am also pleased with the test results and your ongoing climb, almost there, to normal health.

Enjoy your time with Lynn and being the proud parents. I am resting after our annual state meeting and relishing all my professional friends.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 3:58 PM CST

Jane
Thank you for sharing your site with me. your struggle and strength empower me to hang on through (only) 3 more chemo treatments and some pesky radiation.

I am lucky to have Diana rooting for me as well.

I will check in on your site again.
Peace!
Jodi
Jodi Aker
Clayton, NC - Saturday, April 2, 2005 6:49 AM CST

Jane, how lovely to hear that you're out enjoying the beginning of spring. Although I'm not a doctor, I feel fairly confident in saying that I don't think you will contract any dreaded fungal thingie. It sounds like you're just the picture of health - avoiding the clinic for a whole month!

Thanks also to you and Lynn for the supportive messages while Sam was in the hospital. They were much appreciated!
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver - that unusual part of Canada where the crocuses and snowdrops came up in late February!, - Friday, April 1, 2005 9:42 AM CST

My very best wishes for a calm and positive and negative (re: anything bad) exam tomorrow. And maybe your doctor can narrow Patrona down to a state so we can begin visualizing her.

Take care and thanks for always keeping me and others posted.

anne
anne seltz <anneseltz@aol.com`>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 6:42 PM CST

Mucking in the woods, AND dancing, AND swimming, AND upcoming teaching -- YAHOOOO!! I can only imagine how wonderful it all feels!! Dare I use the word normal? I'll bask in the warm thoughts of the extraordinariness of ordinary life returning to you and to the Zoidburrow. The jingle is perfect and I agree that meeting Patrona would be indescribable. Oh happy day! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:20 AM CST

A Jingle For Jane

Roses are red.
Snowdrops are white.
Jane had leukemia,
And gave us a fright!
But Patrona stepped forth.
Of her power we have proof.
She donated cells,
And Jane's leukemia went . . . POOF!
Karen Barstadsworth <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 6:15 AM CST

Major Whoopage to Patrona and Dr. Tomblyn!!! You people ROCK! (Don't I sound like and Angeleno now? ;-) Whoop whoop! Whoop whoop! And "three cheers" for good measure!

love,
kim
Kim Pribanic <muddydogs@earthlink.net>
Newbury Park, CA USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 11:06 PM CST

Soooo you sound so good. Imagine mucking in the woods. Who would have dreamed of that some months ago. I think its time to advocate for you and all to meet Patrona. Closing the circle with mucho thanks could be the goal.

Good luck on 4/1/05 and happy happy spring.

love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 6:51 PM CST

Jane,
Happy Easter to you and Larry. I love the picture of the emerging flowers. Kind of like you and me?! You sound wonderful. Keep up the great work.

Now that I am over pneumonia, perhaps we can meet for coffee again?
Greg <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 10:16 AM CST

Am so happy you are swimming and dancing again as they are so important to you. And the snowdrops are just lovely, bowing their heads to Mother Earth when I'd love to see their faces. Happy Spring
love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 2:36 AM CST

Good morning, I haven't visited the site for a while and decided to check before writing. I intend to call you two today. I enjoyed reading recent history. Good for Lynn:) And for you two, for having and sharing such a bright, delightful person with the rest of the world.

Barb Johnson <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:03 AM CST

WHOOP WHOOP!!!!! Give my love to Central Square!

You got snowdrops, I got an ice storm. Next year I'm guessing that won't happen...
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:23 PM CST

Hi Jane,
I just stopped by for a vist, and as usual, you never fail to inspire me. Your creativity flows freely from your spirit!
I was also amazed at the exquisite beauty of the quilts.....did you make them?
I have just finished Grad school classes here in New Mexico, and am preparing to start an intership in art therapy. I will commute to Los Almos, an hour from Santa Fe, to work in a clinic private there. Believe me that is one town that really needs therapists, as you can imagine. The clinic also offers biofeedback, nerofeedback, playtherapy and has a massage therapist also on staff, and I get to learn some of those increadable modalities as well...it looks like im really gonna be a therapist! I miss teaching kids tho, and am so glad to hear of your adventure in the class room at SSM the other day. Harry Potter Camps rule!!!!
I send you my love, and my graditude for your indominable spirit - thank you Jane!
Lorrie Ogren <lorrie_o@yahoo.com>
Santa Fe, NM USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:13 PM CST

Ah-ha! I had come by to wish you all a Happy St.Patrick's Day, but I see now that you are busy celebrating a far more obscure, but much more colorful holiday. Will you be posting photos soon of yourselves dressed in purple and green?

Glad to hear that you are feeling well and generally getting a kick out of life. We're enjoying your sense of humor as always...
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:03 AM CST

I believe purple and green are also the colors of Mardi Gras which has nothing to do with FINLAND but I guess I am feeling competitive in the trivia field. Not that the Finnish legend is trivial--no no no.

Hope all is well. Enjoy the coming snow.

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 7:46 PM CST

Jane,

Pleased to hear of Sgt. Hickman's dismissal. I'm sure he served you well, but good riddance, eh?

You are sweet to mention Andrew in your journal. We are glad for support from all directions.

Fondly,

Rick
Rick Swanson - DragonflyTV <swans068@umn.edu>
Maplewood, MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 10:58 AM CST

Good to hear about Rowan. May your heart hole heal tightly so that all your energy goes where it is supposed to go. May you feel better soon and enjoy the future classes and students and friend visits.

anne with love <anneseltz@AOL.COM>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 5:41 PM CST

Jane and Larry -
How delightful to have you visit after church for a warm, touching conversation. Thanks, too, for all the grocery loot you brought me - I've been able to nibble on bits of it through the last few days, in my current under-the-weather condition. Jane, your offer to make a Mother O' Groom dress for me is unbelievable and most welcome! I'll get the word from my future daughter-in-law about my current pick, and see if her eyes involuntarily roll - if so, you and I could start scheming on another choice.

You both are such a warm addition to my life; I'm very grateful for your friendship. Cheers to you and yours!
Best,
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 5:22 PM CST

Dear Larry, Jane, and Lynn,
Congratulations again on your uncle-hood/aunt-hood/cousin-hood! Little Rowan Amelia is going to grow up in an amazing family. What a great future she has!
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:38 AM CST

Ah ha, it's nice to hear Prof. Sepoc is back on the loose! I'll certainly keep my eyes peeled!
Rick Swanson - DragonflyTV <swans068@umn.edu>
Maplewood, MN - Sunday, March 13, 2005 7:12 AM CST

Wahoo kids! Purell is wonderful. So are you!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Saturday, March 12, 2005 2:08 PM CST

--You could have (fill in the number) bracelets on your wrist and each one matters to you desperately
--You mention a child and people assume it's a niece or nephew or granchild from your tone of voice. (And they can't quite understand when you say you've never met them in person)
--You think wonder if a Caringbridge person would be willing to have you visit the next time you're in the 'area'

Friday night hugs from a person who is better for what she's learned from some extraordinary people on Caringbridge.

Tamsen Aichinger <aichinfo@cox.net>
Elkhorn (not Omaha), NE - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:54 PM CST

All the beautiful colors, WOW!
Char Turch <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:06 AM CST

How about: you know you're a Caringbridge addict when you find yourself quoting from Caringbridge sites in casual conversation!

I actually have been trying to cut down on my CB time lately, but there are some sites out there that I just can't resist. So I guess that means that the addiction is still alive and well!
Jennifer, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:26 AM CST

Hi Jane!
Glad that things are going so well! lol...

~Joanne�s Corner~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 7:04 PM CST

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO and WHOOP, WHOOP!!!!!!!!! What a glorious array of great news, on so many fronts! The lucky stars on the quilt sure are working! And I can't wait to hear how it feels to be back dancing again! What a splendid end to the week!!!!!! Cheers and whoops from the south all the way to you! Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:42 PM CST

WAHOOOOOO! WHOOP WHOOP! I'm so glad your March 4 was truly worthy of the title! Love you a million billion!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:04 PM CST

Whoopee, what a wonderful MARCH FOURTH day to hear about your body doing so well. Am so pleased. I look forward to eating some of your homegrown tomatoes come summer. Good journey to you.

love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 9:54 PM CST

Jane,
Great clinic visit. It took me awhile to not be concerned that I was missing something, after the line was removed. You will feel like a normal person (since most of our friends do not have a little plastic tube hanging). We will have to do coffee since we will not be spending much time in the clinic together.
Greg <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 6:00 PM CST

Dear Jane,
You have so much to be proud of - your quilt (it's gorgeous!), the strides Larry is making in his walking abilities (sorry, but I had to throw that pun in), Lynn's grad school opportunity at ASU. And you and Larry can be very proud of how you have been such faithful friends to people like Alice. You made her journey so smooth and so dignified. Blessings to you both!
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 3:08 PM CST

Jane,
Thanks for your good thoughts and prayers. We are on to year two.

Your quilt looks beautiful. Laurie will appreciate all your hard work since she's a very good seamstress.

Congratulations on Lynn's grad school placement. Perhaps she can get a place with a little "parents room". Arizona is a great place to visit in winter or summer.
Greg 367 <gshields@mn.,rr.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 11:34 AM CST

What a cosmically gorgeous quilt!!! The fabrics are out of this world and what a beautiful way to focus your perspective on the big picture. Can't wait to see more!! Happy Thursday with much love from Diana, who suggests a rendezvous in Paducah, KY to visit the American Quilt Museum and buy fabric which is said to be abundant and gorgeous.
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 6:00 AM CST

As the very proud owner of your first-ever quilt, I would like to take this opportunity to say that your second one is REALLY AWESOME! I love it, too! And you, of course!

And even though I haven't actually formally accepted ASU's offer, it's official to me!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:46 PM CST

Whoopee Lynn. Decisions are so much easier when they beg you to be with them. Congratulations to you and your lovely parents. Of course visiting Arizona in the winter might be more attractive than St. Louis.

And Jane, how fun to see your quilt on the web. I am so anxious to see the green growing pieces.

See you at dear Alice's celebration. I hear tell, from June, that they are catering French food. Sounds yummy. Too bad we can't serve wine at Plymouth.

Anne
anneseltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:25 PM CST

Happy Day 200! It's a great milestone to reach, right when the spring is starting to think about arriving. May the next 100 days (and many more hundreds after that) bring you continued health and delight in your family and friends.
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 5:25 PM CST

Greetings friends, so happy you are healthy and able to do so much. Am awaiting the sunrise this morning to see if my driving will be comfortable. Looks pretty clear.

See you soon. anne
anne seltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 6:15 AM CST

Jane and Larry,
Congratulations on your test results. You both deserve to be very relieved and hopeful. Livers do a great job of healing so, I'm sure you will continue to get better. I've had a flu bug for a few weeks so I haven't wanted to meet you. Maybe next week since I'm on some more antibiotics.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 2:20 PM CST

Just a quick hello from KY. We're beginning basketball-mania season down here since it's a thing many folks live and breathe and NCAA finals arrive soon. It's a bit like that little horse race we do, a major deal that others may be perplexed by. I envy your snow, as we're just cold and drippy. The sun's due back tomorrow (isn't there a song about that?) so I'll get to see what's up with the daffodils and hyacinth. The crocuses are puny -- or maybe just smart enough to stay in the ground. Heads up! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 10:58 PM CST

Dear Jane,
What great news about your test results! A big celebratory hug to you and an extra one for Patrona, wherever she is.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 6:36 AM CST

Way to go Janie! And a big sign of relief! I hope this means they will stay negative. A big dazzled grin from me! I am going to go to the iris meeting and tell everyone your good news! The people on the Friday Night Iris Chat are very happy for you!

The crocuses are blooming here, and the daffs down the road are blooming, but not the ones along the highway yet. What an early spring we're having! No iris seeds up yet tho.

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 11:11 AM CST

You Rock, Jane! And a big Yeehaa for Patrona, too!

I'm guessing you'll have to shovel after last night's snow... have fun with that. :>)

Continued best wishes,
Rick
Rick Swanson <rswanson@tpt.org>
Maplewood, MN - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:20 AM CST

Hope despite everything your soon feeling

Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 4:10 PM CST

Just stopping by to say hello and to wish you well. Congratulations on the great scans!
With Love and Hope from Va,
Carolyn and Fisher
www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com>
Chesapeake, Va USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 2:05 PM CST

YAHOO I have been waiting for those results. Despite my current condition of heavy congestion, fever, sneezing, drippy nose, my body, mind and spirit leaped in joy for those results. So good. So wonderful. So rewarding after all the work you and family have done. Having not taken your journey I can't imagine your inward glow but I hope it carries you through many days.

Now, as to planning for the party,=========

anne
anne seltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:34 AM CST

:) :) :) :)

I LOVE YOU!
L <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Saturday, February 19, 2005 0:20 AM CST

Yahoo! yahoo! ending the week on a negative (biopsy)note is a very fine thing indeed!!! This is certainly worthy of celebrating, so I believe I'll go have some ice cream in your honor! WAY TO GO!! Much love from Diana, who is most happy over this news.
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:21 PM CST

I must tell you how much I'm enjoying your family's sense of humour! I got a good laugh out of Jane's teeth being a "missing link" between reptiles and mammals. Then Lynn used the word "vomitrocious" in Sam's guestbook - which is such a great word that we are planning to adopt it as our own.

Hope your Friday is going well!
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, Canada - Friday, February 18, 2005 3:39 PM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

A wish for you from me and George Carlin: "May the forces of evil become confused on the way to your house."

I hope we can get together soon. I have "album-etized" all of my Cuba photos, and I'd love to share a travelogue with you.

Love,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 6:55 AM CST

Hi. Hope the moosh is gone and you can take walks without skating up the driveway. Love you!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Thursday, February 17, 2005 1:16 PM CST

Hi, Janie, What a blessing you are for Alice! I sense that you are helping coordinate many friends to be with her, and clearly friends hold such a special place in times like these. I send you a huge bouquet of cyber-hyacinths in honor of your wonderfulness! And I'm so enjoying the grocery store these days because they have lots of forced hyacinths smelling up the store just inside the entrance door -- YUM!!!! More soon, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, K USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:13 AM CST

Happy Susan B. Anthony's Birthday! (It almost seems sacreligious that the bank is open today. I should have the day off to spend Susan B. Anthony dollars!) Thinking of you warmly, even though the weather is turning coldly.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 6:30 AM CST

I'm so glad to know you're able to be with Alice and coordinate friends to help her. Send her a warm breath of KY spring for me -- tomorrow it's supposed to be 70 degrees, not at all fair to my poor confused daffodils and hyacinths who are up enough to get headcolds when it drops back to normal 30's on Wed. They'll be addled! Hope Alice isn't, and that you and she have nourishing times together. Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:45 PM CST

Hi Jane and Larry,
I'm looking out the back of our kitchen at all the snow that stuck on top of all the branches and it occurs to me that the view out of Zoidburrow must be spectacular. Hope you enjoy this rare, stick-to-everything snow. See you soon. Oh yes....HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
Love,
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:15 AM CST

Hi Larry & Jane,

We continue to keep you in our daily prayers & keep updated through the wonderful caringbridge. I hope you get good news at the clinic today.
Char <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Friday, February 11, 2005 9:09 AM CST

Dear Jane and Larry,
At this moment there's a lovely smear of red on the eastern horizon, glowing warmly in anticipation of a new day. No big news from me, just wishes that we each have a day with at least one happy surprise. I need to start looking for mine. Happy Friday!
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 7:03 AM CST

Forgot to mention that I sent a small envelope of cheer earlier in the week and it should arrive very soon. I really could not resist!

I think all your counts are a bit like scoring bowling (high numbers are good) versus golf (low numbers are good). Since I'm easily confused by what should be which, I just hope that what should be high goes higher and what should be low goes the other way. And that you don't get too dizzy bouncing between the two. At least with clinic appts you can check on new BMT friends, and I hope that's cheering. Sending peace and comfort to Alice and much love to you, Diana

Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 10:16 AM CST

Boo on the whole business. I know you just want a day off from it all, I wish we could make it happen. I love you a million billion, but tell that GVH that I don't love it, it has to leave!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:16 PM CST

Jane, Great news so far on your tests. I believe it is much easier to deal with the nuisance stuff when you know the leukemia is being beaten. The real gold ring is the CURE. I'm getting much better and if you are better next week, maybe we could meet? Congrats on grad school.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mnm.rr.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:52 PM CST

Dears, Chuck and I are almost done with a not-so-much-fun time sharing a tribe of intestinal bugs who thought Chuck's large self was everso much fun to lurk in for several days. Then some of the braver ones decided to jump ship over to the smaller vessel--me--and explore somewhat smaller terrain. They had just the loveliest time, from their point of view, not mine or Chuck's. They have departed for the moment, I hope not to return for a very long time. Do not, under any circumstances, invite them northward....And send the cold germies to join their pals, far far away ASAP. Wishing you the softest tissues and the tastiest tea possible for a quick recovery! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 2:20 PM CST

Dear Jane,
I hope and pray that you can shake that nasty cold soon. Drink lots of fluids, get plenty of rest, eat foods with Vitamin C and garlic in them, sing "We Shall Overcome," jump around on one foot while reciting the Gettysburg address backwards . . . Well, maybe some of Dr. Barstad's recommendations are a little far-fetched. But the warm wishes are genuine. Love to you and Larry-The-Truth-Teller.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 6:54 AM CST

Dear Jane, Larry and Lynn,
Lynn came to visit Sam's page recently, so we wanted to come by and wish you well. Thank you for sharing what you're studying -one of the things Sam loves to pretend is that he's digging for dinosaur bones. Of course, in his games, he finds entire skeletons, almost intact, so that's one of the beautiful things about being 4.

Jane, it's wonderful to hear how well you're doing post transplant. We're sending all our very best wishes for continued good health!
Jen, Lori, Sam and Noah - www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, February 7, 2005 3:05 PM CST

Hi there Jane and Larry,
Dashing to Chicago for a few days, but wanted you to know you are both in my thoughts and intentions several times each day. I'm sending you wishes for peace of mind and improvements on the health reports. May your numbers continue to head towards normal. Rob and Kelly's comments were appreciated, huh?
I love you both,
Mary Rose
P.S. Larry, how is your ankle healing? Bummer.
Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:23 AM CST

Jane and Larry -
What a ping-pong life you're leading! I wish you the best at the appt. Friday, and in general. Looking forward to seeing you both again, and will "hug" from afar. With prayers and blessings (special attention to Jane's liver and immune system!) -Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 8:56 PM CST

Dear Jane,
I got a little dizzy reading your latest medical report. It sort of sounds like you're on a teeter-totter right now. I wish you all the best, and here's a big air hug to prove it! I'm looking forward to visiting with you and Larry and regaling you with Cuba stories. I picked up my photos yesterday and was struck by the brilliance of the colors. What a wonderful experience we had! Hasta luego,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 7:03 AM CST

Jane,
From everyone associated with the Edgerton Explorit Center, you are in our thoughts and prayers. May you be comforted during this time. Your work here is still evident in our daily science demonstrations. We think of you often.
Michael Derr <michael@edgerton.org>
Aurora, NE USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 12:37 AM CST

Kelly, you never fail to make us feel better! Thank you!

So I'm stuck in Detroit, but it gives me a chance to sign your guestbook, mom! So it's all going to be okay. I'll try to let you know when I get to St. Louis, hopefully it'll be today sometime! Love you!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
Detroit, MI - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 9:14 AM CST

Dear Jane and Larry,

When Rob stopped the Cyclosporin (one year post-transplant), his liver enzymes also went high for the first time. We were told that an increase in liver enzymes is very common when a MUD patient stops the Cyclosporin. We, like you, don't mind a little GVH, just not too much :-)) Sure enough, after a while the liver enzymes came down (on their own) and we are hoping it was just another opportunity for GVL to work its magic. We are continuing to hope and pray for good results from your biopsy and hope for a good visit to the doc for you on Friday.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:34 AM CST

Hi Jane! Hope your appointment went well today. Loved Larry's insight into "Ice" Fishing. And, all this time, I'd been waiting for my husband's family to come home and fill our ice tray with treats they caught. Now I know the real deal behind the treks. Thinking of you!
Kelly Gavigan Swanson (DFTV) <kgavigan@tpt.org>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 3:38 PM CST

It was good to be back in touch, with Larry by phone, tonight. It's been too long, and that's our fault. I've spent some time reading the journal this evening to get caught up. Love the funny as well as inspiring words.
Love and prayers from the Johnsons in Nebraska.

Barb Johnson <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:47 PM CST

Wow, Janie with curly hair! I was kinda hoping for that, hope it isn't kinky like Mom's perms-gone-awry. She used to get so provoked with Jo for cutting her hair too short. I apologize for snide remarks I made about your beautiful green eyes, that I don't remember making, but I believe you. Only I remember that they started turning green when your were four, not seven. But I guess you know best.

It's snowing here! Shouldn't be a lot tho. Haven't had our yearly winter foot yet.

Loaded the 'new' Firefox browser on the two puters. It's great!

I'll be loving you, always...

Tons of love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:47 PM CST

Thank you for the thank you note! You are Way ahead of me. I keep Thinking I'll do it soon... Sounds like things are progressing and I am So glad for every bit of good news from you! My friends in Minneapolis are expecting a baby in March and I will be visiting sometime after that. Hope that you are up to a visit from me then too!

Lee Galbreath <lgalbreath@freebornpeters.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 1:49 PM CST

Dear Jane,
Great to hear from you and to know that things are going well. Best wishes from the Eakin family to you, Larry and Lynn. Our door is always open!
George and Kathleen, Limavady, Northern Ireland.
George Eakin <george.eakin@btinternet.com>
Limavady, N.Ireland - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 2:15 PM CST

Dears, The picture of Janie all bundled up and sending air hugs is just so grand! It makes me smile every time I check in. We are frosty cold tonight with just a dusting of snow. I think you have a bit more than that....

Lynn, I hope you'are feeling better with your cold. Larry, do be careful with your foot, etc. A church friend just had a second surgery to reposition a pin in his foot, necessitated by sprinting through the Charlotte airport. I've seen you on the dance floor and you are quite inspired, so please be careful enough not to create additional medical adventures. You all need another hobby besides medical activity for 2005, like oh say dancing....And Janie the cat socks are just purrrrrfect, purrrrple, no less! I will now look like the cat's meow! Many thanks!
Hugs all around! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 11:52 PM CST

Snow here, too!

ILY
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Saturday, January 22, 2005 3:11 PM CST

happy snow day to you all. I am honkering in during the day but a family wedding at Plymouth tonight will be attended. Just hope I don't get stuck picking up Em. Hope you and Patrona are doing well. Love Anne
anne seltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 22, 2005 7:24 AM CST

Jane:

I think of you often. All best wishes, always.

John W Hill <jwhill602@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 21, 2005 3:43 PM CST

Hello, Jane, Larry, and Lynn: Just checking up with youse guys. I'm sure Patrona's cells are mighty enough to do their work and will serve well. Until Spring brings the warm sunshine, keep bundled by the fire and have some soup. Take care, Love, Sheila
Sheila Klassen <klassensm@yahoo.com>
Rosemount, MN US - Friday, January 21, 2005 12:30 AM CST

Hi, we came across your site from a link on another CB page. We hope things are going well and that Patrona's cells continue to work the miracle of life!

best wishes!
Travis and Brenda <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Friday, January 21, 2005 12:22 AM CST

Hi Jane,

Pleased to read that things are progressing well for you. And as one of probably only a few visitors to your website who actually has a JChemEd subscription, I'll eagerly await seeing your Harry Potter article in print.

Thanks for mentioning Andrew in your journal. We draw strength from those who've been down the road before us. We're looking forward to one big happy dance when our various CaringBridge comrades can all declare victory.

Greetings to Prof. Sepoc, as well. ;>)

Rick
DragonflyTV
Rick Swanson <rswanson@tpt.org>
Maplewood, MN - Friday, January 21, 2005 11:04 AM CST

Jane and Larry -
Thank you for your touching comments on the dear people you are staying connected with. It's hard to imagine the kinds of suffering and struggles so many people put up with - and yet we all seem to grow from it, by experiencing it within ourselves or by witnessing others. There's no better way to find ourselves, and meaning, than with connection, love, witnessing, compassion. Thank you for bringing the stories of others to us.

Yours in prayer, and faith that somehow, we're getting it right -
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 10:34 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,
Tonight I will finish cramming the last of my vital belongings into my suitcase and carryon bag, and then tomorrow I'm off to Cuba. It still seems unreal - maybe I'll believe it when we land in Havana. I will think of you while I'm there, sending warm vibes totally uninhibited by the embargo. Love to you both,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 6:43 AM CST

Hi Jane,
I am wondering how your appointment went today. Great I hope. Let me know what you heard. Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 1:41 PM CST

Dears, We're off to the Hocking Hills for WinterHike tomorrow, with a revised schedule due to car troubles which means leaving at 5:30 AM, not my prime time, so Chuck will drive the first leg of the journey. The weather has been so odd, I'm afraid we'll be hiking in mud --yuk. But the hills are always spectacular and Chuck is taking the digital camera so we'll send you some pictures.

In addition to all the memories of my father, I always remember our mothers walking the trails and hiding baggies full of plants for their gardens. No one would ever have suspected those two.....

So we'll add thoughts of both Alices to the others we have on the trail. I'm so grateful you were with Dick and me the last time he could be in the park. Just adds to the specialness of the place.

With warm memories, and hope for warmth and healing where needed, Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 9:02 PM CST

Hi, Jane, Larry and Lynn! I've been away and missed a couple of weeks of your lively updates - torching the house, chigger invasion, Prius meltdown, slippery weather on top of the medical news. Congrats on your progress, Jane, and sympathies to Larry and his unwell feet! How wonderful that Jane was able to attend Plymouth again. Wishing you a wonderful New Year - who knew that such challenges bring out such strengths in ourselves and our friends and loved ones. Blessings within the crisis. Best to you all - Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 12:14 AM CST

Jane,
As a former firefighter I read, with interest, about your torch work. I am not sure what to say. It kind of reminded me of a house fire we responded to a few years ago.

The owner had a mole traveling through his garden next to the front of his house. After many efforts to remove the mole, he decided to light off a poison gas bomb. He dug down and placed the bomb right next to his foundation. Shortly after igniting the bomb, he smelled smoke in the house. He had managed to also ignite the wooden header on top of the foundation. We had to tear off an inside wall and part of the front to get at the fire.

As the gopher in Caddy Shack, I kept thinking of the mole sitting up in the yard watching us tear off pieces of the house and laughing (however moles laugh). Another time, I'll tell you about the guy who decided that warm gasoline would clean his motor cycle parts better then just room temperature gasoline. Yes, he did warm it on the stove.

Congratulations to Lynn and to you, the proud parents. I think it has been a healing blessing for you to have her home wit you.

Greg

Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 11:04 AM CST

Until I read the Wed message, I pictured Janie sitting in a rocker pondering the schedule du jour: quilting and then knitting or the other way around? It seems you all have found MUCH more exciting pursuits! I knew you'd find a way to keep fired up and life interesting.... The lack of dancing sounds way less than fun, and I certainly hope EVERYONE is back on the dancefloor very soon. Having watched the contra dancers, I doubt than standing in the living room swaying gently won't quite suffice. I'm soon off to the third funeral of the week and then painting the next coat of faux finish on the dining room walls. When done I should be a lovely shade of wet clay pot terracotta (I am my own rag when painting....) Happy Thurs to all with congatulations to Lynn on her paper -- whoop whoop yeah and yahoo! Much love Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:30 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,
I received the most wonderful gift of flowers today from two simply terrific friends. The flowers are so fresh and springlike in their blue-lavender and yellow garb. What a room-brighter and day-brightener thay are! Thank you so much for this lovely gift and, more than that, for the gift of your friendship! Fifty-ily yours,
Karen
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 3:27 PM CST

Dear Jane and Lynn and, far away Larry. Sitting with my coffee and listening to Scott Simon on a Saturday morning is my idea of comfort and quiet. Love his approach to life and the world. Good to see you at church on Thursday and hope to see you tomorrow too. Lunch was good.

Going to a birthday party today for a 2 yr old which always helps me be futuristic in my thinking despite my 70 years of life.

Enjoy the Sherlock Holmes cloudy, grey day today and see you soon. Anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 8, 2005 8:42 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know I told a young friend about your caringbridge site. She's 2 months into Hodgkin's Lymphoma, and this week had her 3rd chemo. She's one of the dearest people and maybe since this is such a great support group here in cyber space maybe we could all send some love and healing to Jodi in North Carolina. Ah, the power of the Web! Blessings to everyone! Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 3:07 PM CST

I just wanted to send greetings now that it is 2005. We're thinking of you and send good wishes from not-too-far-away. I hope we see you pretty soon. All three of us (Tom, Flora, and I) have shared some sort of holiday crud but we are almost back among the completely healthy. And we want to keep you that way.

Take care.
Adele
Adele Binning <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:44 PM CST

Oh my gosh! You get to return to Plymouth! That is so exciting! We will have to create a "no sniffling section" so that you are safe, but I'm not sure how we'll be able to keep everyone who knows you from giving you a hug. (Can you hug yet? Did the doctor say anything about that?) Your progress is truly a sign of a Happy New Year!
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 6:28 AM CST

Yeah, yahoo, and whoop, whoop for the cells and immune system and biopsy numbers and Larry's foot, along with a huge hug for Patrona for making it all possible! And even though you're not in a classroom teaching, you're doing a fine job teaching all of us about handling adversity with grace and optimism, along with your open sharing about the emotional roller coaster. Between healing and creativity, it sounds like the year is off to a pretty darned good start. And I'm so glad to hear that you get to return to church -- what a blessing to see all those supportive folks! Cheers from the south, and much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 0:03 AM CST

Larry and Jane, A belated but hearty Happy New Year! Glad to hear that Jane is looking forward to work as that must mean that she is feeling better. Sure hope the good spirts continue. A close friend has just been diagnosed with cancer and I told them about this wonderful web site. Take care and I hope to see Larry out walking soon.
Terry Dent <dentsden@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:43 AM CST

hurry you up and come back and teach. I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. I just wanted to say Happy New Year and happy belated hoildays. Take Care =)..
Maychee Mua <Mmua@stkate.edu>
Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 6:28 PM CST

WOW that hippo is really huge and looks so loveable. The new babe will love it as will the parents. Good to spend part of the 31st with you, Jane, and I wish you and yours a blessed and healthy new year.Most of all the strenght and love to greet and meet whatever comes your way.

take care

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:17 PM CST

Jane and Larry,
Happy New Year for 2005. It is good to have 2004 in our collective rear view mirrors. May you continue your healing and living this year.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 4:28 PM CST

Hi Jane,
I saw you at Caroline's & Lee's sites...
You are an incredible woman--that's all I have to say.
I don't know if the twins' family has moved here yet, but I noticed that you mentioned welcoming them. I'd love to be a part of that, if there is anything planned.
I wish you health and strength and joy in 2005. You are in my family's prayers.
Lori Noah's Page <clowns@myhometown.net>
n st paul, mn - Saturday, January 1, 2005 2:42 AM CST

Dear Jane, Larry, and Lynn,
Here's a little tidbit I found recently that I thought I'd pass along to you as we all approach 2005: Traditional New Year foods are thought to bring luck. Many cultures believe that anything in the shape of a ring is good luck, because it symbolizes "coming full circle," completing a year's cycle. For that reason, the Dutch believe that eating donuts on New Year's Day will bring good fortune. Food in the shape of a ring--the possibilities are endless! Cheerios, Spahettios, bagels, ring macaroni (or should I say pasta?), ring balogna . . . Ring in the New Year and may it be a happy, healthy, hearty one for all of us! Love,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 6:25 AM CST

Jane,
Congratulations on your CSA cessation. It is a nasty drug but very necessary. It seems that we live in a world where they try to balance nasty drugs with hopeful results.

Since quitting the stuff, my hairline is re-locating further inland. Maybe there is some good from CSA. Keep up the great battle. I am sure you are warmed by the love of your family and friends.
Greg <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:05 AM CST

Dear Jane,

I am glad you have weathered the Cyclosporin taper well! Based on our experience, I suspect it was a little nervewracking for you and the family. Rob does feel better now that he is off it and I hope being immunosuppressant free helps you feel perkier (though you continue to amaze me with your activity and positive spirit). Here's to a happy, healthy 2005 for us all!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 0:42 AM CST

I hope you are feeling better today. I have some classes in March at NE Metro which you did last year so get healthy...SOON!
Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, Mn USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 4:16 PM CST

Just finished my annual listening to Kings College choir from England. So many thanks to MPR for doing that live each year. Now for some last minute searching for previously purchased gifts, some laundry, picking up some meds and mail and then to Emily's home for the holiday. I will be HER guest. Nice.

Enjoy the hot cider, fresh cookies and all the people.

Love anne
anneseltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, December 24, 2004 10:33 AM CST

Dear Larry, Jane, and Lynn,
Merry Christmas! I'm breaking with tradition and going to the 7:45 service at Plymouth this evening. Usually I go to the late one, but this year I thought I'd be radical. I may even sit on the LEFT side of the sanctuary! I only have to work until noon today, and then the holiday begins. I'll be at Jim's brother's home in New Hope tomorrow for Christmas dinner. Have a wonderful time with your family, and stay warm and healthy. Love to you all,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 6:11 AM CST

A tidbit all you northeners will enjoy: on the noon news today there was a plea for anyone with a 4-wheel drive vehicle, or truck with a snow blade please to contact our metro govt. Any volunteer help was gratefully sought to free the snowplows from the ice and snow so they could be used on the roads.....And some people actually LIKE this stuff?!?!? At least we're not in the same shape as Seymour IN which has 30"....More Later, Diana, who is ever so grateful for firewood.
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:40 PM CST

Hi Jane and Larry,
Not much to say...except that we're thinking of you and are glad that you get to spend time with your family this week. Tom, Flora and I will be heading south to snowy Ohio on Saturday AFTER Santa has visited. Rumor has it that Dayton got a foot or more of snow!
Love to you and may 2005 be a great year.
Love, Adele (and Tom and Flora)
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:32 AM CST

Dear Janie and Larry, You know the other day I wasn't complaining about the weather so much as I was commenting -- as of the moment 30 degrees seems positively balmy. We now have a couple of inches of snow covered with a couple of inches of ice and very soon that will change back to snow which will keep coming till mid-day tomorrow, for a total of who knows how much. Last time something like this happened the weather gurus predicted 3" of snow and we had 23".....So this is what a good time is like in your northern corner of the world...? Oh my, I'm glad we have the fireplace insert. All this is more adventure than KY can manage since we have so few pieces of snow moving equipment. Will keep you posted on how it goes since that will provide fascinating diversion, I'm sure. I just hope all the folks flying in to visit you arrive safe and sound. Hugs to everyone whenever they arrive. And much love to you in the meantime. Diana and Chuck, AKA Frosty and Frostette the snow-persons....
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:31 PM CST

Hi Jane! Our DFTV gang thinks of you often. It looks like we'll be getting a white Christmas after all. How can it appear so peaceful outside and yet I feel so frazzled at this time of year? :) Best wishes to you and your family this holiday season.
Kelly Gavigan <kgavigan@tpt.org>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 4:10 PM CST

Hello dear neighbors,
Sorry to hear about the car, but glad it is covered. Hey, I was on Grand Avenue in St. Paul last weekend and strolled by the store where you purchased your gorgeous metal tree (Smith and Hawkin) but I was too late- they were closed. So I'll have to come over and gaze and admire your tree from time to time.
Do you have a clinic visit today? Please keep us posted, as I know you will.
As the world spins at a break-neck pace, I'm feeling more and more contemplative. How grateful I am that this year has brought the opportunity to spend more time with you both. I don't know why it takes a health crises to appreciate people...
Thanks for teaching us the important stuff.
Lots of love,

Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:57 AM CST

Jane and Larry,
Best of news at the clinic today. Hopefully, we will overlap our visits.

If we don't connect, Merry Christmas to you and your family. I look forward to another tea or coffee meeting after the Holy Day.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:59 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

At last we have snow! This morning on the bus our driver asked, "Who ordered this weather?!" I almost said, "I did." I didn't order the slipperiness, however, just the sparkle and clean look that gives us a break from the gray and brown. Wishing you well as you prepare for Christmas guests and Christmas hope.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:35 AM CST

SNITCH!

Love you anyway.
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:45 PM CST

Greetings to the Copes. Am sitting in this morning, waiting for others to break the ice on the sidewalk and road. Left my walker in the car as well as my cane in a mood of bravado--I can walk unaided now !!! Well, we shall see if I end up on something other than two feet. Maybe I will use a broom as an aid. My faux fur coat, which goes to the ankles, is my greatest outdoor friend as I never feel even cool in it.

Glorious music and dance in church yesterday plus my favorite, the bell choirs. Wish you were there.

Looking forward to real time communication.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 8:46 AM CST

Dear Janie, Larry, Lynn, and Everyone in this amazing web of love and care, I'm so glad the days continue to be medically uneventful, even though it sounds like the chiggers provide sufficient amusement for all. With Lynn returning and family to arrive soon, I bet you're more than ready for a good time, so do enjoy being together.

Meanwhile, we are freezing here as the temperature dipped below 30 last night, with much colder Minnesota-ish breezes set to arrive next week. We might even have a white Christmas, they say. Meanwhile I'm frosting over....

And now a message for everyone: I am SO grateful to be included in this circle of care, and to meet, through this site, so many clearly wonderful, delightful, funny, kind, diverse, and scattered-all-over-the-planet people, who also clearly care about the Zoidburrow residents. I send you all a bundle of cyber-hugs and abundant love for all the holidays you celebrate this time of year. Blessings all around!!

And now I'm off to protect leafy friends in the garden. Does anyone know if they make mufflers for iris? I suppose it's called mulch...Perhaps there's a reason the foxgloves wear gloves...Much love to all, Diana (and Chuck, too, who at the moment is happily puttering with his chainsaw...)
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:49 AM CST

COLD! YAY!

Finals. Boo.

Love you!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:03 AM CST

Jane, I am thinking about you very often. Knowing your positive approach to your big challenge, you'll make a wonderful holiday season for all around you, and this in return will give you happiness. My very best wishes !!!

Dorothea Gumbrill <dgumbrill@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN US - Thursday, December 16, 2004 5:22 PM CST

Hi Jane,

I was going to send this by e-mail but it strikes me that the sort of folks who read your messages here on the bridge would like this info if they haven't already seen it through the STrib article.

Our neighborhood of St. Anthony Park, while more urban than yours in most ways, has what I suspect you do not: a resident Great Gray Owl. It has been around for a couple of weeks now. Several folks have seen it catch and eat voles. I've been able to approach to probably within about 30 feet. I didn't push it. It is a truely spectacular bird perched and astonishing when it flies. You probably know that there is a passel of them up north but one down here is rare. I've not seen it myself the last few days but am assured by others that it's still around. There are a couple of very nice photos of it on Marcie O'Connor's blog site at www.prairie.haven.com.

Enough to bring joy to nearly any heart.

It has been seen a number of places around the neighborhood but particularly between Buford and Dudley and between Chelmsford and Raymond--though that impression may come from the fact that that's where most live who've reported to me--may be a better map of informants than of owl behavior.

Have a wonderful Christmas with assembled family.

Gordon Murdock <murdo001@umn.edu>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 4:02 PM CST

I finally got around to reading the bowling ball message from December 13th. It reminded me of a bumper sticker I saw this past year: "I'm a Liberal, and I Bowl." (I like that.) It also reminded me of the time I saw a south Minneapolis flower garden hedged by bowling balls. It was actually quite attractive. I wonder if the balls had been whacksed . . . And, Larry, is any of this connected to a BeFriender-style compassionate whack? Enough silliness for now.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:03 PM CST

Well Larry, the people in the office here just heard me say to myself, "Bowling Ball Whacks? Bowling Ball Whacks. OH!!! Bowling Ball Whacks!" And then erupt into peals of laughter. Luckily, they already know I'm a little odd, so nobody pays me any mind anymore.
Wendy "The Giggler" Scollins <wendyscollins@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 12:13 AM CST

Dear Janie and Larry,
The "new Bohemian coffeehouse and bakery" I wrote to Larry about is called Jerabek's and it's at 63 West Winifred Street in Saint Paul. Very Cozy, friendly, homemade everything and the desserts are luscious.
Isn't this wind awesome! And yes, my Christmas tree on our deck did blow over. And so did my neighbor's. The furry critters have not ventured out today at all.
Glad you like the book.
Love,
Jan and Brian
Jan Best <jbest51@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 4:49 PM CST

Well, thanks to the alert from Wendy the Shoveler, I'm happy to share a place where those in need of the white stuff can play all they want, without getting cold and wet. At www.snowflakes.lookandfeel.com, a person mourning the lack of the real thing can make their own snowflakes. And I found another site -- www.popularfront.com -- which has a slightly different cutting and preview technique. Perhaps I'm really too easily amused, or quite possibly the cheapest date this side of the Mississippi, but I could do this for hours....more fun than you can shake a stick -- or shovel -- at.......

Glad the eventful parts of the day are the extraordinarily ordinary things that are too often taken for granted. I'd prefer you have those days over the kind that involve really interesting medical adventures....

Happy cyber-shoveling of the cyber-flakes.....Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 11:02 PM CST

Greetings from rainy Baltimore! I just wanted to let my favorite Minnesotans know that there's a very serious article on CNN.com about you today. Apparently your lack of snow is a greater tragedy than I expected. There's talk of "depressed snowmobilers" racing on fields of alfalfa and people cross-country skiing on wheels, for God's sake. We'll try to get help to you as soon as possible, but in the meantime, try to cheer yourselves up by cutting out paper snowflakes or something. And no matter what you do, DON'T look out the windows!
Wendy "The Shoveler" Scollins <wendyscollins@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 1:22 PM CST

PLEASE let us know when the Harry Potter piece will be in print -- I'd love to read it. So now that you've explained Harry's magic, could you consider tackling that business of flying reindeer, levitating sleighs, time travel around the world, and squeezing past the damper in chimney WHILE there's a fire AND while carrying irregularly shaped toys, and HOW, for goodness sake, NOT to track ashes all over.....? Inquiring minds want to know.....
Hugs as ever, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:05 AM CST

Hey Jane,
I joined the Sisterhood of Cookie-bakers! Eleven dozen down and out the door to the neighbors for their son's Bar Mitzvah. Hope the celebrants enjoy them as much as Lynn enjoyed the ones you got off earlier this week.
Best wishes to you and Larry and glad that Larry got confirmation of a spine and brain.
Take care,
Adele

Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:07 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

Where is the snow?! I'm not complaining about our mild temperatures, but a little white stuff to offset the gray and brown would be soooo welcome. My brother, Wayne, and I are driving up to Park Rapids on Saturday to get Mom and bring her down to the Cities for Christmas and a couple of doctor visits. We have already arranged a "play date" for her while she's here - Jeff Sartain's mom (Mom's lifelong friend) will be in town for Christmas, too, so we're going to get the two of them together on the 20th. My family is still trying to figure out when we're going to get together to celebrate Christmas. The 19th may be a possibility - I better call Santa and tell him to get an early start. Speaking of Santa, Jim and I had dinner at Curran's last night, and Santa was there. We had our picture taken with him, and now it's hanging on my closet door with my Christmas cards. Santa told me to say hi to you both. And by the way, Larry, you are getting sleepy, verrrry sleeeeepy . . . Much love,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 6:30 AM CST

Dear Jane and Larry, a belated everything to you two. Have been so inwardly focused on my new knee and the accompanying pain and fatigue that hours go by with almost no activity of any kind. I do think of you two and wish you well. I just have to accept that when I am ill I do not have a lot to give even though I want to and that all my giving has to be to myself. But it is getting easier to be alive and well and energy is building up.

Your journey is inspiring and I am thankful to be part of it.

Take care and my love and see you both soon.

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 7:26 PM CST

Hello from DragonflyTV!

Thank you for all your help as a SciGirls advisor. All of us at DFTV are thinking of you and rooting for you!

Best,
Shannon
Shannon Rusten <srusten@tpt.org>
DragonflyTV, MN - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:53 AM CST

Wow! You win. A message from the South Pole!!!! New York isn't that cool in any sense of the word. Still love me, even if I'm nowhere exotic?
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:21 PM CST

Hi Jane,
Hello from the South Pole Station!
It was nice to get your emails and I finally got a look at your web site. (we only have Internet access for part of each day while the satellite is up). Your positive attitude is very inspiring! Best of luck, happy holidays, and please continue to keep in touch. I am bookmarking your web site. -Brenda
Brenda Everitt
South Pole Station, - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 4:06 PM CST

Hello Jane,
It's Katie from DragonflyTV! Just want to let you know that I am thinking of you and hope your recovery continues to get easier and easier. Congrats on finishing your Harry Potter project. It sounds so neat. Also you have a lovely family and I enjoyed reading some of your journal entries today. A lot of them made me laugh! Thanks again for being a part of SciGirls.
Thinking of you,
Katie Dolan <kdolan@tpt.org>
Minneapolis, MN 55410 - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:03 AM CST

Hi Jane! Congratulations on the completion of your writing project. It sounds like from your bike training, it is a good thing Lance Armstrong is thinking about taking a year off from the Tour de France, because you could give him a run for his money. Enjoy watching the large fluffy snow flakes falling all around today. Talk with you soon. Smiles, Kelly
Kelly Gavigan <kgavigan@tpt.org>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 10:53 AM CST

CALLING ALL LURKERS!
Are you like me and afraid to put comments here because it feels like you can't possibly say anything more inspiring or witty or wise than the people who have already written? Well, I am writing to suggest that maybe Larry and Jane would just like to hear that you are out there and thinking of them.

Jane and Larry, I check the website every day and you are in my thoughts often. Maybe I can dislodge some of those other "lurkers" and force them to reveal themselves! There are lots of us out here.
Take care. Love,
Adele
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:15 PM CST

Jane,

Please thank Prof. Sepoc for the great jokes (well, corny jokes, anyway), and big Whoop for Andrew's recent good news. The Swanson family is thinking of you and your family, as well.

Rick
Rick Swanson <rswanson@tpt.org>
Maplewood, MN - Monday, December 6, 2004 2:52 PM CST

COOOOOOOOOOKIES!

I love you!

Don't stop thinking about tomorrow!
L <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:38 AM CST

Dears, I'm in a flurry of activity with an art fair fundraiser at church, which I co-coordinate with a wonderful woman who knows the budgetand all things numerical. That accounts for my lack of communication BUT you should have received a torrent of love and healing since I send it in XXXXXL sized packages, all stuffed full.

I'm glad the Zoidburrow roller coaster is only metaphorical, since, if real, it would take up valuable garden space. I don't quite follow all the medical and science parts, but I trust that all will be more than OK sooner than later. Your positive attitude toward all this, and the force field of love and care surrounding you will surely ward off something nasty.

More on the weekend when I can rest at the computer and prop up sore feet. Air and cyber hugs all around!
Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:36 PM CST

papers done. haven't been in a bed since saturday night. this is not a good thing. but everything's done, hurray! sleep will happen tonight, and it will be goooooood. happy time in the snow!
Lynn, who is tired <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:56 AM CST

Things are getting real sleep-deprived foggy, but I keep remembering important things like that I love you!

Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:20 AM CST

Dear Jane and Larry,

Are we one in spirit today, or what? We're further up the road than you, but have travelled through similar scenery. We were told early on that MUDs are two steps forward, one back. Those words have been so true for us, many times over, and perhaps - though I hesitate to call this a step back -- this is a jog in the road as you travel onward to your cure. We have talked extensively with Rob's doc about options if he becomes Ph + You two are so educated that I won't elaborate on all the promising options out there. But the options are many and they are quite good. I wish you hadn't this glitch to contend with, but I am hoping the withdrawal of the immunosuppressants in itself will do the trick!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:04 AM CST

Jane,
Thanks so much for the update. A big Air Hug back to you!
Sounds as though your energy is up to Jane Standard again despite nasty buglets, and also as though your doc knows his stuff, which is good stuff on all fronts. As always you are in our prayers -- much love!
Beth Galbreath <bgalbre@theramp.net>
Princeton, IL USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:50 PM CST

Jane,
Will we ever be in a world that does not always include a BUT? Waiting for results of tests is very difficult but then knowing the results can lead to more uncertainty. The only certain thing about transplants is uncertainty.

I have always heard that the great thing about donor cells is they can always give you more. I am very good to my brother and am, also, admiring his fine condition.

Our prayers for patience and strength go to you. When they start treating my liver, we'll get to see each other at the clinic. I was going to give my CSA to our friend Judy but now may need it myself. You will not miss it!

Greg and Laurie
Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:33 PM CST

Jane,

My non-medical brain is trying to wrap itself around your latest news. I've decided that, even though I don't understand all of the ramifications and possibilities, I'm just going to assume that everything will work out OK. I think Pollyanna was totally on track. My best wishes and a big air hug to you.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN US - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:35 PM CST

Jane and Larry,
A belated Happy Birthday to Larry and Happy Thanksgiving to you all. You must be enjoying having both daughters around this week. Family is great medicine.

We must have another coffee and treat meeting. Until then, keep up your great healing and coping.

Greg
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:53 PM CST

Dear Jane and Larry,

I am glad you had sunny skies and have Lynn's homecoming to look forward to. And Jane, if your "ride" is anything like ours, it does smooth out as the days march on. Heck, we can even envision a life not entirely focussed around CML and transplant! Larry, happy birthday to you, my dear November friend! I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 2:32 AM CST

Happy Birthday to you Larry! And Jane, a belated congrats on your 100 day milestone! On this Thanksgiving Eve I need to tell you both how grateful I am for our friendship. You are such special neighbors and friends. I wish you a wonderful weekend and hope to get a peak at Lynn while she's here.
Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:42 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LARRY! How about a dance to celebrate on Saturday? (Hum...Bet I'd ask you for one anyway. Better think of something else...)
I certianly understand your struggle to stay in the present, Jane. I keep working on that myself to help me with my own recent turmoil. I'm not all that good at it, but it does help me when I can do it. I even got myself out of a bad mood last week one day when I "got up out of the wrong side of the bed." I kept looking around me and saying things like "yeah, the day got off to a bad start, but now the sun's rising, and it is beautiful." ( I was already at work by then. Isn't that outrageous? I'm a night person. There ought to be a law.) Anyway, by lunchtime I noticed that I wasn't in a bad mood anymore. And all I had done was work. I'm going to try this trick again!
Love to you both, and have a wonderful time with Lynn.
Joyce
Joyce Stone <rina1461@yahoo.com>
Mpls, Mn - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:12 PM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

I sincerely hope that you, Jane, are feeling much better by the time you read this, and that your Thanksgiving Day is all that you want it to be. Both of you are on my list of "Things and People To Be Thankful For." When I first brought up your website this morning and saw the opening photograph, I thought to myself, "I wonder if that's a picture of Jane making Thanksgiving dinner. Or maybe it's a picture of her making a birthday cake for someone we both know and love . . ." Anyway, happy celebrations to two dear friends. Love and hope to you - and to Lynn. I hope I can see her when she's in town.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:34 AM CST

Dears, I guess the last few days prove that life's roller coaster takes the most curious and unexpected loops and curls. All at the same time I'm sad about Pat's quick change of health and passing, and for the loss Tom must feel, I'm grateful that you could be with him when he's so far from home, and then there's the joy of Day 100 for you all. I'm surprised, but then not really, that I feel so connected to these people I don't know, except for you and this lovely web of souls you've created. What an honor to be included.

We spent the morning collecting free logs the city offered to anyone willing to get them. We had such storms in the summer and the city picked up an abundance of downed wood. They chipped mountains of branches and leaves, and then decided not to chip the bigger logs but rather to give them away for firewood. Now Chuck has a new pile to split, a task he has missed while it's rained. And now that it's dark when he gets home we have to figure out a safe way for him to chop in the dark. Does anyone make a glow-in-the-dark ax? We get the fireplace insert on 12/6 and have plenty to burn -- yippee!

More very soon, and much love in the meantime, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 0:35 AM CST

Jane and Larry,
I share your sadness about Pat. Why some of us make it and some do not is part of the mystery. It breaks our fellow transplant hearts when one of our fellow travelers cannot continue.

We have been able to add a couple of wonderful tranplant spouses to our list of friends. I am sure Pat's husband will be forever grateful to you and Larry for sharing his journey.

You, young lady, are moving ahead. Day 101. Live a ton on day 101!

Greg
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 10:25 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

Today is a day of grief and celebration. We grieve Pat's dying, Tom's sorrow, my trip to a funeral in Mankato and David's family's loss, and we celebrate Day 100. This makes me realize that God is present in all of our moments, grieving and celebrating with us.

Congratulations, Jane, on reaching this milestone with such grace, courage, and sucess. On a bittersweet day, your healing is especially sweet to me.

Much love to you both,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 6:19 AM CST

Dear Jane and Larry,

First, let me say I am so sorry about Pat. It touches us all when another leaves the fold. My heart aches for Tom.

Rob and I are so happy you have reached your 100 day milestone in such fine style. Some of it is pure luck, of course, but much credit goes to you, Jane, for your fortitude and diligence and to you, Larry, for handling the Caregiver role with such commitment, grace and humor. I guess we should give Marcie and the transplant team a little credit, too :-))

So, I hope you find some moments to acknowledge where you are and how far you have come. Much love to you both.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 0:56 AM CST

Hi Jane,
Just a note to say that all is well at the Science Museum. I hope all is well with you. After reading some of the emails it sounds like you will be having some tests at 100 days which is Friday, right? My hope and prayer is that all will go well,

I have been busy with Investigators' Clubs. I have booked almost as much already as I did all of last year. It is fun but a lot of work. Some of the teachers are so needy that you have to hold their hand forever. Others can just take it and run. Thank goodness for the later group!

We will be headed to Chicago for Thanksgiving to be with our daughter and son-in-law. We always go there for Thanksgiving and they are wonderful hosts. They will be taking us to the Chicago Lyric Opera on Friday night. I'm not much of an opera buff but it is fun to go. I don't know what opera we are seeing. Last year they took us to Samson and Delilah which was fun and quite spectacular.

I hope you have a great Thanksgiving. You have some special things to be thankful for this year don't you?

Hope to see you soon at the Museum.
Ralph
Ralph <RalphJ Carlson @yahoo.com>
Bloomington, - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:39 AM CST

Hope all is fine on Day 99! Still cold and drippy here but I'm filled with happy thoughts about the approaching Day 100, and making plans to celebrate down here, on your behalf up there.

It has utterly amazed me how connected I feel to your support group, none of whom I know, but would like to meet, and even if that never happens, I still feel connected. Such a pleasant feeling!

I send you a cyber-giant-thing: the hugest hug you can imagine, big enough to extend to you two in the Zoidburrow, and Lynn and all the supportive friends and colleagues. YAHOO! Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:11 AM CST

Hi, your daughter Lynn signed my guestbook and she left the link to your site.
My name is Caroline.
I just wanted to say Hi and that you are in my prayers.

I'm moving to MN in Dec. I'm also having a BMT in JAN of 05.
God Bless you and i'll be visiting your page often.
Take Care,
Caroline Holder,
http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/caroline88

and my sister Lee's Site

http://www.caringbridge.com/mn/lee88

Caroline Holder <carolinescarepage@yahoo.com>
MN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:50 PM CST

All:
The element to celebrate day ninety-nine
Is the one named after Professor Einstein.
Einsteinium, as you know, has a radioactive design
And radiation can be either bad or benign.
When a body's in trouble and cells must realign,
Some isolated insult can prevent a decline.
I watch this space daily for whatever sign
Simply pleased to see that you're doing just fine!

All the best.
Ron Palmer <Rapalmer50@aol.com>
Starkville, MS USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 4:39 PM CST

Jane,

School has resumed and it's pretty quite without your presence at St.Catherine. I just wanted to stop by to see how you are doing and I am glad you are very strong about everything. I'm still keeping you in my prayers. Take care!! your Chemistry students are always thinking about you...!
Maychee Mua <Mmua@stkate.edu>
Oakdale, MN Washington - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:19 PM CST

Jane and Larry,
I'm happy that your friend Pat is responding. It is very difficult to make this journey and to see some of your friends fall behind.

I can just about guarantee that you'll feel better when the CSA is reduced and, eventually, eliminated. Unfortunately, we do need the stuff to avoid the GVHD. We're lucky because, if we had a solid organ transplant, we'd be on that stuff the rest of our lives.

I am sending positive thoughts and prayers for your 100 day tests and results. I'd love to meet for coffee and/or a short walk. I'll email you.

Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:19 PM CST

Hello, Dears, It's a blow-y cold Tuesday in Kentucky, making me ever so glad we ordered the fireplace insert when we did, and also making me wish it could be installed sooner than 12/6. I may just call and ask.

Did we mention that we had 2 trees taken down, and Ms. Cheap (me)looked at the huge trunks lying in the backyard and saw nothing but stacks of neatly piled and seasoned firewood, which precipitated the purchase of the insert. Chuck now knows the joys of splitting wood and we are very close to have the neatly piled stacks, having moved old firewood to the front and new wood to season piled behind. All this involved much tromping about in the backyard and exercise, and now it's really hard for Chuck to spend a day without chopping something.

Hope everything's great on Day 98, and that you have something celebratory planned for later in the week, for Day 100. We'll be toasting with you, probably in many ways (wine, bread, marshmallows.....) Much love, Diana and Chuck
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:51 AM CST

Jane,

I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you.

sending my love and good wishes across the ocean,
molly reisman
Molly Reisman <molly.reisman@kcl.ac.uk>
London, UK - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:40 AM CST

Dear Jane -
Onward, Brave Soul! Rest and relax. I'm so glad to hear of your progress. Thank you for the nummy bath salts - tonight I'll inaugurate one of the packages. Hope the hurling is through and you are feeling better with every moment. Hello to Larry, and best wishes to you both.
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:40 PM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

This morning I read an email message from a dear friend whose family member just learned that a bone marrow transplant may be needed because of worsening leukemia. I took the liberty of recommending to my friend that she call Copes, Copes, and Company. You are the best resources for hope and BMT knowledge that I know of. And even if my friend doesn't call, at least she knows that there are people out there who truly understand her family's fears.

The sunrise this morning is glorious! The Creator has such a wonderful imagination!

Love,
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 6:43 AM CST

Hi Jane,

Thanks for your kind wishes for Andrew's recovery. It's helpful to know who else is walking the walk.

Best regards,

Rick Swanson - DragonflyTV
Rick Swanson <rswanson@tpt.org>
Maplewood, MN - Thursday, November 11, 2004 3:13 PM CST

Jane and Larry,

I'm so glad that the car incident was more frightening than injurious. Please extend my good wishes to your mother-in-law/mother. Jane, I think that an upset stomach is the worst, so I hope you get relief from it very soon. I think I'd rather have a screaming headache or backache than stomach distress. Ugh! I'm glad that all else is going well and that your odyssey has been relatively calm. I think of you often and will try to arrange a visit soon.
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 6:32 AM CST

Jane,
Good decision on the Zoloft. My doctor told me that if you weren't on something when you went to the U, you would be by the time you left! Join the club. It is a very exclusive club and, God knows, very difficult to get accepted.

Little GVH, they say, is good. We did the rash exercise. Don't underestimate the GI effect of the CSA and other drugs. You will feel better as the dosages go down. Keep up the good healing.

A good friend of our's, Judy, had her transplant last Wednesday. She'll probably get to know your friend, Pat, at the clinic. Judy is doing very well and should be an early discharge candidate.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 12:21 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

I've told a co-worker and my brother about Jim's great sermon yesterday, and I plan to make sure that both of them get copies. It almost seems like Jim should get some royalties out of this - I wonder how many copies will be mailed to President Bush . . .

On another - and more private - note, my boss, David, is having a very difficult morning. His brother-in-law received the results of a CAT scan this morning, and all that David knows is that this is not good news. David is close to breaking down - I don't think he has slept in days - and I just don't know how to help him. He and his brother-in-law are extremely close friends. Please keep David and his family in your hearts during this tough time. I will keep you posted. Thanks for your friendship and caring.
Karen
Minneapolis, MN - Monday, November 8, 2004 12:19 AM CST

"We hope Lynn gets a chance to read it, maybe during finals week." HAH! Hope springs eternal, doesn't it? I'm not Mom, I actually have to study to get through college, especially during finals! But I love you, anyway!

It's too early to be awake, but I have work and work and more work to do. So here I am. Hope your Sunday is happy.
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Sunday, November 7, 2004 7:32 AM CST

Hello Jane & Larry. We are back. I went home and had chemo and now show no leukemia. We entered the hospital Tuesday and I will have my transplant next Wednesday.

Pat & Tom Evans caringbridge OH pat.evans
Pat Evans <evanstp@zoomnet.net>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 11:16 PM CST

Dear Ones, Cold winds are blowing as they have all day so I guess I need to resolve myself to the idea of winter approaching. I wish we would get snow that we could enjoy rather than freezing rain which annoys everyone and makes the roads a mess.

This week after the time change always get to me, with so much less daylight. Feels like I should accomplish more indoors in the evenings, but some days it's a real trick to press on. Still have bulbs to plant but the ground is cold and wet -- not what I want to dig in.

It's so good to share the ordinariness of the days with you, even the gloomy parts along with the highlights. We're walking the path with you. Much love, Diana and Chuck
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:22 PM CST

Dear Jane,

I have a case of the "blahs" myself and can't seem to identify the cause. The election results surely have not helped. And here you are, so close to your hundred days. I remember Rob and I both felt unsettled as we neared that milestone. I applaud you for continuing with your social interactions. You and Larry never cease to impress me.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 0:17 AM CST

Yes, I would like to read your article for Journal of Chem Ed BUT I haven't read Harry Potter so I don't know if I will be of any help. I think it is a great article though and I am sure it will get a lot of readers.

Well, I voted this morning. I got to the polling place about 7:15 and was out of there by eight. It looked like a good turnout.

Have a great day!
Ralph <rcarlson@smm.org>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:17 AM CST

Dear Larry and Jane,

On this soggy Election Day may we all be blessed with hope for healing in our individual lives and in our nation. Thinking of you with love,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 6:13 AM CST

Hi Mama, just wanted to say I love you, and I hope today was a good one.
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:31 PM CST

Well, today is All Saints Day and tomorrow is election day. I will be glad to have the election over...and all the ads.

Hope you are doing well today. I just got your email that you are coming back to the museum for a meeting. Wish I would be here to greet you but I think it is a Saturday.

Enjoy the day. Ralph
Ralph <rcarlson@smm.org>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 2:12 PM CST

Hi Jane,
Congratulations on the good news! So glad to hear that things are going well. This CaringBridge website is wonderful. I have been following your experience and that of a little boy from my son's daycare who just went through his 6th round of chemo in preparation for a stem cell transplant. He is 2 and a half years old and seems like a real trooper. Hope things continue to get better for you and again thank you for being so open about your experiences.
Ana
Ana Kaveh
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, October 28, 2004 4:15 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I can't imagine a better note with which to end my evening. Thank you for sharing this most wonderful news. Larry, just stay locked in your house and keep those hands sanitized... you'll be fine. No problem :-)) Well, too bad they don't have the criteria very straight. Here in San Diego healthcare workers and those with chronic illness are high risk. Anyway, I digress. CCOOOONNNNNGRAAAAATUUUUULLLAAATIOOOOOONS!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 1:50 AM CDT

As I fight my fatigue from my aching leg, I got up out of bed to read your sight and was IMMEDIATELY AWAKE AND ALIVE
with your good news. Jane Patrona it is. Good for all and good for life and love and energy.
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Jane and Larry
YIPPEEE on your shared victory! What great news. What troupers you both are! Hooray, hooray!!! Your happy photo showed it all. What a wonderful story!

Best, best wishes, and prayers of course, to you both.
Lisa Taylor Lake
lisa taylor lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

Dearest Jane and Larry,
I just KNEW when I signed on today, there would be fabulous news.. and there it was, in all its glory. "NEGATIVE!" I, too, find it an interesting quirk in language that "NEGATIVE" can mean just the opposite.
Such joyful, uplifting news on this drizzly Minnesota Wednesday. Thanks for keeping us posted and to both of you for being such heroic souls.
Blessings and health,

Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:46 AM CDT

Lynn called me with the good news last night. Talk about making my day, week, month This is just wonderful.
Whoop whoop indeed! I'm having lunch with Lynn and Ralph Holloway today and we will most definitely raise a glass to you (be it of water, diet coke or tea) in celebration.
Jill <jss19@columbia.edu>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

Jane & Larry...
Thanks for making MY day with your good news.Love, Paul Rusten
Paul Rusten <paul_rusten@hotmail.com>
Mpls, MN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,

What stupendous news, that something "negative" could be so positive! I wish there were enough exclamation points to express how happy I am for both of you! Wishing you joyous celebrations and continued success in your journey. Much love and friendship,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 6:28 AM CDT

OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!100% PATRONA CELLS !!!! ALL I CAN SAY IS YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM OTHERWISE SPEECHLESS WITH GLEE. MUST GO JUMP AROUND!!
MUCH LOVE TO YOU AND BLESSINGS TO PATRONA!!!!!!!!!!
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:35 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Yahoo and whoop whoop! I am so glad to hear your wonderful news. And glad to hear you can start tapering off the meds. I know your dance card will get filled quickly, so, Jane, I'm asking early, can I have a dance that first marvolous time you return to contra dancing?
Love to you both and to Lynn who I'm starting to feel like I know too ,
Joyce
Joyce Stone <rina1461@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, Mn USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:45 PM CDT

Words aren't any good right now, I hope you're bouncing, 'cause I am (on one foot)! Love you bunches and bunches and bunches! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 7:43 PM CDT

Oh Janie! Whew, you made it! Bless Patrona! Maybe someday you will meet her. Hip Hip Hurray! Janie is in remission! Now you can really continue to get back to normal. I am not a bit surprised, but I am very, very elated! Yay a thousand times!

Sorry to hear about Lynn's toe, hope it's better soon. One of my toes was hit by a car in college, but it wasn't broken. Strange! (-:

Love ya lots -- and hugs for you all -- Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 7:07 PM CDT

Good morning, Jane and Larry,

It was good visiting at the clinic Tuesday. Greg is now making red blood cells, so clinic visits have gone to once or twice a week to once every three to four weeks. There is life after clinic visits, but we do miss our friends there.

Larry, I hear your concern of how to handle not feeling well and Jane's immune system. I'm a middle school nurse and am exposed to GERMS daily! We have pump bottles of Purell scattered about the house and in the cars. We are big into handwashing. There have been two times since Greg's transplant March 1 that I have struggled with slight colds. I believe in afternoon naps for helping cure things fast. I slept on the couch and did hang out in a different part of the house for a day or so. I know that this is a hard time to get enough rest!

It is beautiful outside today. We are going to get out for a long walk. The red leaves in our neighborhood are still on many of the trees.

Continue the healing,
Laurie
Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
Bloomington, MN - Sunday, October 24, 2004 11:19 AM CDT

Occt. 23, 2004

Dear Jane,

I just visited the website today to discover how you are, and I was delighted to see a photo of you hanging up cards. You look happy, and that is good to see, even though you are very sick. I look forward to your eventual recovery. I'm glad that you're able to be out and about some, also. You seem to be enjoying life as much as you can, and that is a good example to others. Thank you, and I send my best wishes.
Diane Peterson
White Bear Lake, MN - Saturday, October 23, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

Jane and Larry,
It was great to see you at the clinic. You look very well. This transplant must be agreeing with you. Keep up your walking, your strength will come back. I remember how difficult it was to walk part of a mile. It will all come back with time.

I am in sympathy with you on the waiting for test results. I still get a bit nervous when they test anything and, so often, you get the "everything is great, but". Then they tell you they will "watch" something. I don't want to watch it, I want them to make it better! Keep living and loving day by day. You've done a great job of getting through the first 100.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 11:07 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

What an ingenious concept this article is! I would love to read it. Jane, thank you so much for being in touch. It was great talking with you. We are happy to have a voice that goes with the photos and print. Your voice is as melodic as your prose, by the way. Larry, I am really sorry to hear you don't feel well. I sent you a quick email, the bottom line of which is REST as much as you can so you get well sooner rather than later! Once again, I am wishing we were neighbors. I make a great turkey noodle soup with fresh cilantro. Or, if you prefer, there is a great jewish deli, Milton's, up the road. Milton makes GREAT chicken soup -- with or without matzoh, it is sure to relieve almost any ailment. Jane, now that you are getting your taste buds back, maybe you would even enjoy it! Hugs to you both.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 0:40 AM CDT

Good Morning, Jane
It is Education Minnesota so it is very quiet around here today. It has been busy though and I have a lot of classes scheduled for November, December and January.

It sounds like you are doing well. Someone referred to lab results but I didn't see any results so I am assuming that they are coming back positively...or negatively if that is what we want. Anyway, I am so glad that you seem to be progressing.

We will have a busy weekend with a neice and husband coming in from Chicago to stay with us, along with her son and girlfriend. Will be fun though.

I love this gloomy dark weather from now until the first part of January. I think it seems so cozy. Doesn't sound like you like it very well though.

Have a great weekend and I look forward to seeing your smiling face come down between the cubicles soon.

Ralph
Ralph Carlson <rcarlson@smm.org>
- Friday, October 22, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

No major news, but I just wanted to say "hi." Mom and my two sisters will return to the U of M on October 27th to go over the results of Mom's tests and concoct a plan for her ongoing care. It looks like my brother will be able to drive Mom back to Park Rapids in time for her to vote. She may then stay in Park Rapids for a while until we can locate a new home for her in the Cities. I'm so grateful for a wonderful mother, terrific siblings, and, of course, superb and supportive friends like you two. Best wishes!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis , MN USA - Thursday, October 21, 2004 6:24 AM CDT

Received box today. Full of crazy happy things, thank you! And the cookies are way nummy. I'm not feeling so hot, sore throat and sniffles and all. I'll work on getting better before Thanksgiving! Too much work to do for tomorrow to go to sleep early, but after I survive tomorrow, life will be happier. Hope you're warm and happy. Miss you love you sending googles of hugs...
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 6:27 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I can't help with the worm emergency, but I can continue to send our best wishes and prayers for your good biopsy results and continued smooth sailing. Larry, my email program is experiencing its own 9-1-1 crisis. I can receive, but not mail out. Rob has been on the phone with our provider and they thought it was our virus program, but apparently there is some other problem. I'll be in touch soon, though. Jane, I do so hope I have the chance to talk to you on the phone someday. You are both a real inspiration to me!
Kelly (and Rob) <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 9:27 PM CDT

How GREAT that your bike fits into the greenhouse! Now you can visualize biking through a lovely rainforest or jungle or some such place where leaves wave as you whizz by. And of course since it's YOUR visualization, there can be piles of perfect compost, juicy strawberries the size of chipmunks, pickles hopping into their own jars, and creative Rube Goldberg contraptions, perhaps robotic, for watering, fertilizing ONLY the plants and weeding, all at the click of a button on your handlebars.....

We had a great time in Champaign-Urbana, beautiful sunny day and a closer game than the final score showed. We did realize just why it can be air-ish in a flat state. I swear the wind started in Colorado, swooped up to get some arctic air and then back down to blow all over the stadium...It was COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLDDDD! But lovely to see another big Ten football game and to see our friend Becca who's in grad school there in planning and development. She'll spend her last semester, starting Jan 5, in the Netherlands doing research on wind turbines and land use --more complex than I can fathom but she's thriving. Which makes me wonder what Lynn might plan to be doing following graduation. Half of this semester and one more to go?!?!?! Where does time go???

Sending healing thoughts your way, with much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

Coooooookies? I like cookies! I'm sending you a package, too, should be in the mail tomorrow if I remember. Packages are happy! Shakespeare midterm is Thursday, whimper... Better get back to work. Love you a googleplex!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Sunday, October 17, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

Jane - Yipes, Death by Daffodils! What a Horror Story! What good thinking to catch the deadly daffs. Congrats on your progress and your fine planning ahead to teach. Let's all hang in there together for progress, healing, life, and daffodils in their more delightful presentation this coming spring!!
Best to you and Larry!
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 6:29 PM CDT

Dear Janie and Larry, We had rain too, yesterday and today, so the plants are quite happy, except for those I haven't yet stuffed their little roots under soil... But this weekend we're off to central Illinois, to the Illinois-Michigan football game. My loyalties will be torn with Chuck the UM grad and both parents the UI grads. We'll go over to Decatur to see, I hope, my Aunt Jerry who has Alzheimer's and I have no idea what shape she's in. AND that will put us near Blue Mound, as I recall, so we'll probably wander by Snell's Half Acre just to see how things are. Do I remember correctly that your cousin bought the property? Will let you know what we discover.

We'll be back on Sunday aft and then down to Danville Monday night to hear Ron -- I had no idea he's so famous.

Since we'll be closer to you while we're in Illinois, our good wishes will arrive much quicker, so we'll send an extra large batch. Have a grand weekend! Much Love, Diana and Chuck
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 8:19 PM CDT

Death by Daffodils after all of this? I don't approve! Remember what you'd always tell me anytime I complained that I was going to die? "Oh, don't, it'd be messy, and we don't have time for a funeral!" So, just to let you know, it's midterms, and I'm freaking out enough! I want NO poisoning of any sort! Love you bunches of pretty daffodils that grew!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Friday, October 15, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

Jane:

I have been thinking about you so much lately, and I keep an old e-mail that you sent me as a "quick link" to you and this website. This is a busy fall for me at my new school site (Marcy Open in SE Mpls), but my objective is to stay in closer touch with friends and family. You, and Larry and Lynn, are in my thoughts and prayers daily. You are a trooper, and your positive thoughts, strength, and family are getting you through this journey. All my love.

Diane Schmitz
Diane Schmitz <Diane.Schmitz@mpls.k12.mn.us>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 9:24 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
It was so good to see you and Larry last week, and thanks again for fixing access to the net. It's heartening to see you in such good spirits and out and about. Hope things continue to improve. Looking forward to getting together soon with you and Anne Seltz. All love and best wishes,
Alice Schroeder
White Bear Lake, MN - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 12:43 AM CDT

Jane,
It sounds like you are doing very well. Keep up the battle. As this fall weather advances, we transplant travelers may have to move indoors. After being in the bubble at the U, I crave the outdoors. I am sure you do also.
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:06 AM CDT

A quick note before heading to bed on a cool night following a day with much needed rain. The plants are ever so happy!

Here is a non-medical question for you, since you are fond of Giant Things: do the seasonal inflatable lawn decorations count? Our street has 2 families who go all out with Halloween decor -- orange pumpkin lights on the bushes, moving skeletons hanging about, and a tower of inflatable pumpkins held aloft by a fan blowing into the bottom one. Since we only see this for a month, and soon after it's replaced with a giant snowman, just got me wondering if such things are a true subcategory of Giant Things, or merely a plastic and temporary version of real Giant Things. Your thoughts, since you know so much more of this than me. And also something to divert you into recreational pursuits.

Along that line I've heard of a new computer game you might enjoy: get into google and think of a totally outrageous combination of 2 words, do a search and see how few entries google can locate. I suspect the more outrageous the better. Another thing for amusement.

Healing thoughts are headed your direction on what is now day 64, and a huge bundle of gratitude to all those who watch over you all! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 11:24 PM CDT

Jane -
Long time no connect but I continue to wish you well. I note that you simply can't accept earthworms for gifts, which is too bad - I had a couple of styrofoam containers of nightcrawlers that we picked up on a luckless fishing trip to Canada. There were leftovers. (worms, not fish). We unleashed them into the earth near the boathouse as we left, certainly a humane fate for them.

So, here's a "gift" in more sterile (that is, electronic) packaging - my fondest, highest wishes for your continued recovery! It's great to connect with Larry and hear the updates, and I'm heartened by his news. I HOPE you are able to at least witness from afar the gorgeous fall weather and colors!!! Let that help with the healing! Best to you, Jane, my prayers and thoughts are with you.

Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 1:56 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I am overwhelmed on several counts... First, with the series of undeserved compliments! You two are the ones who astound me with your deep understanding of the mechanisms of action, etc, etc. I have often wished during the last two years that I had taken more science (not that I would have understood it). Oh, and I definitely would have had to look up Voriconazole. I was still working on Itraconazole when Rob was switched... The other thing that has my head reeling is the lovely photo with the fall colors splashed about. This is my favorite time of year as it starts to cool off a bit. Jane, is your sore throat any better? I've been thinking about you today and sending soothing thoughts. A friend made me a cup of ginger lemon tea she bought from Henry's (a chain here in Southern CA) and I thought it might feel good on a sore throat. Rob happens to have a virus, but he declined my offer to buy him the tea. Boy, would I give anything to be standing on your porch with a steaming pot of tea. Perhaps we could invite the Duke to join us!

P.S. I must tell you that, although I am in the room for the BMB, I have never seen the actual extraction process. Rob has me hold his hand "frontside." I've always been curious about it all, but dutifully offer my hand for squeezing. Ouch.
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 0:51 AM CDT

Deae Jane, Great to hear the good news of your progress last nite at the contra dance--you are missed! Also glad for your day of angels yesterday--sounds like you all enjoyed the Chinese food! We're looking forward to your return to Tapestry! Love, Carol and Steve
carol krush <ckrush60@usfamily.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

I like the new pictures! Minnesota in October is so pretty... Think there'll be snow by Thanksgiving? Thanks for being my favoritest mom ever! Love you bunches!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:06 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I am so glad you have all these Angels helping out -- it is frustrating for me being on the west coast as I would so like to offer more tangible help and support! Just wanted you to know that I mentioned your, "flashing lights" to Rob and he said he had that side effect as well when he started Vfend. It eventually improved for him and went away completely. I hope that is the case for you (his didn't last too long, but everyone is different).
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 8:15 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

The antifungal Sporonox gave Rob GI troubles; the Vfend has been a bit easier on him. These meds are quite taxing on the body, eh? As I write this, I realize Rob and I have developed a love-hate relationship with these meds. All in all, glad we have 'em! Glad you figured out the culprit and hope this sore throat is just a minor tickle that goes away soon.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, October 9, 2004 1:28 AM CDT

It's just wonderful to hear you talk of attending to your plants!! And to figure out the light show in your head is quite a helpful discovery as well! I hope there continue to be highlights such as these, even with the leisurely pace and uneventful activities. I suspect it is just a fine thing for life and medical adventures to be dull for the next while. I have daffodils to tuck in the ground, and more hyacinth and crocus, along with a fern and more weeding. I rather enjoy it even though the ground is dry with no rain. I luxuriate in the sun and clouds with you! more soon, much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 10:17 PM CDT

Hi Janie!

Been thinking about you and "lurking" on the website every day. It sure is nice to be able to check in on what's happening in Minnesota while I sit here at my desk.

Baltimore is finally having a "real" Fall season for the first time in years. It's been bright and sunny and "chilly" for the past week. Just beautiful weather. I'm ready for pumpkins and Halloween candy! A pair of mockingbirds is enjoying all the pokeberry bushes in my yard and helpfully painting everything purple (you know how). I found a "baby" dogwood in my yard that got to be 3 feet tall before I noticed it. (I'm not a very vigilant gardener). As soon as it gets just a little colder, I'm going to attempt to transplant it to a less crowded spot. Wish him luck - he'll need it!

I found this website at lunch today - maybe I'm too easily amused, but it sure got me giggling!
http://www.infinitecat.com

Love ya!
Wendy Scollins <wendyscollins@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

Dear Jane, I am thrilled that you can drive==what freedom !! For Alice's birthdy I gave her (you/me) two trips for us to be together at her apartment. Will have to be after Oct 11 and before Nov 4 so think of some days. Will have to be daytime as I don't drive at night anymore.

Such exquisite weather today--color and breezes and sunshine all at once. I love it.

And so to bed to listen to the debates which I cannot bear to watch. Perhaps I will be fortunate enough to fall asleep during the midst of them.

Take care and love to you both. anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:51 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

A thought for you today:

Ten thousand flowers in spring,
the moon in autumn
A cool breeze in summer,
snow in winter-
If your mind is not clouded
by unnecessary things, this is
the best season of your life.

Wu-Men
12th Century

I'm glad that you are enjoying the glory of this season, Jane.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 6:46 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I hope your Monday was as glorious as your Sunday! I can imagine all the hustle and bustle as the firewood was stored away. We have some that will be ready next year as well. Of course, our definition of, "chilly" in San Diego is much different than yours, I am sure! I am looking forward to being back in touch now that things are settling down a bit for us. I hope things are still dullsville for you -- well, you know what I mean... Hugs to you both!
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 0:37 AM CDT

Good Morning, Jane,
Wasn't it a gorgeous weekend and this morning is beautiful too. It was a great weekend for us as our daughter and son-in-law were here from Chicago. We didn't do a lot of special things but we did go to Famous Dave for some delicious barbecue.

My big news for the week is that I have routine colonoscopy tomorrow. My brother and sister have both had colon cancer so I have to be checked periodically. Thankfully they are both doing well. I hate the getting ready part, only liquids today, and then really get ready tonight. They give me a sedative and I actually sleep through he whole thing tomorrow, which only takes a few minutes. That's probably more than you wanted to know but if you are bored maybe anything is interesting.

The museum seems to be going well. I have been busy with setting up Investigators' Clubs and it looks like it is going well. I think I have seven or eight schools doing programs that have never done programs before so that is good. Usually, those people don't show up until spring when all or most of the dates are taken.

Well, back to work. I hope you have a super day. Ralph

Ralph Carlson <rcarlson@smm.org>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 9:59 AM CDT

Sylvia said you were in need of news and gossip. Well, I didn't think you'd be too interested before, but heck, if you want gossip, VRM Mark and I got married August 27th! And the honeymoon to Gunflint Lodge was awesome.
Jessica Madole <jmadole@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:58 PM CDT

You're absolutely right about the difference between watching and listening. The student execs had dinner at a board memeber's apartment, and watched some of the debate on TV, and we were all furious! Then it was on the radio in the taxi on the way home, and it wasn't nearly as bad. Bush's facial expressions were just awful! He looked exasperated and like he wasn't really listening, just waiting for his time to talk, and it was totally disrespectful. Grr! But I think it was good to hear...

Must go find a hole in which to sit for a weekend to do GRE studying. Love you much!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,

Wednesday my sister, Dee, and I drove up to Park Rapids to get Mom and bring her to Falcon Heights to stay for a while with my brother, Wayne. It is true that "many hands make light work"; everyone has been pitching in to help restore Mom's strength. Her humor and positive attitude are intact, so we don't have to work on those. Dee will take Mom to her follow-up doctor's checkup next week. Thank you, Larry, for your supportive phone message - I know that both of you are sending caring thoughts. Happy healing to all!
Karen <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, October 1, 2004 6:58 AM CDT

Good Morning! It's Day 51, by my accounting,and so far so good! Today I'm thinking of fallow soil, which on the surface is quite still, but below the surface, deep inside, many amazing things are happening: strengthening of roots and bulbs and tubers, compost indulging in mysterious processes to make delicious stuff for the soil, and all the microbial and cellular changes that make daffodils and oak trees and carrots. It's all happening deep inside where nothing can be seen from our exterior vantage point, but we know things are happening.

So I picture Patrona's cells nestling into bone marrow, setting into motion the processes of attaching and multiplying and doing whatever they need to do to stay put and be happy. So I picture comfort and happiness and welcoming friends and support all the way down to the cellular level. Onward!
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 9:17 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry, and you too, Lynn, the sophisticated senior ! ! Today was my day to drive to Buffalo and the low lying fog always makes me feel romantic, not know why. The sun burns off fog--a phrase I've never liked because fog is so gentle and floating and diaphonous (sp??). But anyway the sun did become the victor. I love cool nights and sunny days but do not like the future icy days.

Hope to see you Sunday, Larry, and am anxious to hear how Alice is. Jane, I need to schedule another time with you to catch up on things.

Take care and much love anne
anne seltz <ANNESELTZ@AOL.COM>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I have noticed the very same phenomenon with Rob: the higher the cyclosporin level, the worse he feels. We have heard from our Transplant Coordinator and other transplant patients that everyone feels SOOOOO much better once the cyclosporin is discontinued. Hope the increase nips these pesky GVHD symptoms in the bud (hey, your garden analogy just keeps "growing"). By the way, Larry, sorry I haven't been in touch better via email lately -- kidlets are sick and I am busy getting ready for a friend's wedding. Yes, not only did I have a baby at 42, but now I am a bridesmaid at 43! After this weekend, I hope to breathe again. Keeping close tabs on you both, though! Lots of love to you two.
Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 0:43 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I just wanted to update you both on a matter in my own life: My mom went into the hospital on Sunday with a bowel obstruction caused by the constipating side effects of some medication she is on. They literally flushed her out at the hospital and she'll be coming home today, but her children don't want her to be alone while she's getting her strength back. So I'm going up to Park Rapids tomorrow - my sister, Dee, may go with me - to bring Mom back to stay at my brother's home for a while. Then we'll work on a long-term plan for her because these emergency trips are a bit nerve-wracking. All will be well, but we're kind of scrambling.

I am sure that you can relate to uncertainty, last-minute decisions, multiple phone calls, coordinating schedules, keeping track of medication, short-term and long-term planning, the messiness of being sick, medication's side effects - need I go on? Thanks for caring and understanding. It goes both ways.
Karen
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

Just a happy good morning message. Frost? Yay winter! Foggy here today, thanks to the weather mess south of us. GRE in 6 days, eeps! Definitely entrenched in work, it's going to be quite the week...

Love you,
L
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:27 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Glad to hear that all remains stable! We are doing fine here -- I am the one who is worn out and Rob is carrying the load! At the rate you're going, Janie, you'll surpass us all in terms of energy! Lots of love to you both.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 1:41 AM CDT

So good to hear that you can taste food again, Janie, yay!! I am proud of you for having the courage to go through this 'little' project, for every day just gets a little bit better. You are probably making more daily progress than I am on my exercise-diet program but even I am starting to see results, however tiny. More energy is the biggest thing. You see it too. It boosts your morale bigtime.

No new news on the garden front; the seeds still aren't up, but we're working on the house now, putting books away in the new bookcases in the hall. Every day more carpet magically appears for me to vacuum! (-: I still have to water the food beds every night and morning; the humidity is back into the 20s! At least it isn't as HOT as Phoenix. Still picking squash, and the first batch of green beans is almost ready too. That was fast! Potted up a few late iris arrivals and plan on the big planting of the standard dwarfs in their new bed next week. Have to soak the bed first.

Sounds like Lynn is having fun this Fall too. New York would be too daunting for me. Brave girl!

Carry on, y'all. Larry, it seems that no matter how clean you get the house one day, it up and gets dusty the next! Hang in there! It is SO worth it.

Loads of love and hugs, Barb

P.S. Was Mom allergic to milk? It seems odd for someone who is half Swiss either to not like milk or it didn't make her feel just right. Do you know? It doesn't seem to bother me, how about you??

Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 6:50 PM CDT

Dear Janie and Larry, with additional good wishes routed to Lynn in NYC. I'm enjoying the commentary from both of you in the journal, and it's extra nice to know that even ordinary days can be shared joyfully with all of us.

This last week brought Major Progress on the garage building project, with each day a bit different from the last. I now have great respect for those who lay block and brick, make giant machines do their bidding, and scoot large things around with ease. The guy who poured foundation concrete out of the scoop end of a very large mechanical thing, without dribbling so much as a drop, is for sure invited to help me empty my next 5 lb of flour into the canister....

I've been busy moving plants around to make way for all this, and thanks BUNCHES for the temporary planting advice. The hostas won't go in until the garage is done, since they'll live behind it in the shade, but most of the daylilies have a new home. Now I just have to plant the daffodils, hyacinth and crocus I bought right before all this started, thinking I'd have restful time to consider carefully where to put them....

Air hugs all around! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, September 26, 2004 2:41 PM CDT

You're lying tile without me?!?! I feel so unneeded... But two klutzes with glue in a small space would be even more amusing (or disastrous!).

Yesterday, Michelle and Cara and I went to the Columbia archives to look at old issues of the Blue and White (from when it started in 1891). They were amazing! One of the funniest little bits was about a student who got typhoid fever from working in the biology lab, and lost a lot of weight, so the crew team was super happy that he could be their coxain! Optimists can make good out of any situation...

Today is just workworkwork, although I hope to hear the first broadcast of PHC of the season. My friend Pat, who graduated last year, moved to Brooklyn and is having a birthday party tonight, so I'm actually going to leave the island and venture out into the wilderness that is B'lyn. Wish me luck...

Love you both a google and a half!
Lynn <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:15 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Boring is good! Jane, we are delighted beyond words at the continued good news and your steady recovery. Larry, you are a true friend and better than a cup of good coffee at warming the spirit! Thanks for the congrats on Rob's one-year milestone. I am looking forward to wishing Jane a happy birthday this coming summer. See, we are already into the next season! What wonderful folks with whom to travel this journey.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 1:36 AM CDT

Great News Jane! We miss you at St. Kates. Else from synthesis lab was just in my office asking how you were doing.

Gina
Gina Samuelson
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 2:22 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

When I read that you had gone to a meeting regarding an "NSF grant," I was a bit startled because, in the banking world, "NSF" means "non-sufficient funds" (and that can mean bounced checks for account-holders). But perhaps "non-sufficient funds" is applicable right now for TCPT. Thanks for doing your part to get them "sufficient funds" to continue their fine work. And congratulations on getting to go to the meeting! It takes more than leukemia and chigger bites to keep you down! You are an inspiration to us all!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, September 23, 2004 6:38 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
O for 20 that is good news. Hope all keeps going in the right direction. My grandkids don't live far from the big bunny and they love going to see him. At Easter there were some big eggs there, too. They loved that. The grandchildren will spend the day with us tomorrow which will be FUN but TIRING. We don't have any plans probably just hang out depending on the weather.

The big weeping willow tree in our back yard decided to fall over on Monday evening. We will miss its graceful, dancing fronds but we will adjust. Fortunately the city owns ten feet on each side of the creek which is where the tree was so they came yesterday and cleaned up the whole thing. It was about 5 feet in diameter and 50 feet tall so it was a big one.

I miss you at the museum. I have 160 sixth graders from John Glenn coming in tomorrow. They will do the DNA lab, see the museum, etc. They are a great group of kids.

Keep up the good work and be sure to follow your doctors' orders.

Love ya lots, Ralph
Ralph <RalphJCarlson@smm.org>
Science Museum, - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:10 AM CDT

Hi, Jane!

It was so much fun to watch the Fred Astaire and Jane Powell DVD with you on Saturday evening. Sorry I forgot to bring popcorn and Raisinettes, but Fred's dance steps on the walls and ceiling of his hotel suite were all the treat we needed, don't you think? I love the rain outside now, although it makes we want to work a nap break into my workday. I wonder if anyone would notice if I crawled under my desk for about an hour . . .

Happy healing! I hope to see you again soon!

Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 6:20 AM CDT

OH YEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
What absolutely LOVELY numbers!!!!!!!!!!!!It certainly does sound like Patrona's cells are busily setting up housekeeping in your bones, unpacking, decorating, etc. And so it does occur to me that on a cellular level (those itty bitty tiny things, not the phones....) your being is VERY busy. No wonder you tire easily! I do vote for boring over many of the other adventures you could be having. Hope you're enjoying the pleasant weather when it allows you to be outside for biking or sitting, as you check off these first 100 days -- day 42 and all's well! Much love, Diana
ps. a package with amusements is on its way to you - enjoy!
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 11:28 PM CDT

Dear Janie, I am SOOO pleased you do not have any abnormal cells on this test. Patrona is imbedded !!!! Right ???? I am out of town this weekend to dear friends in Iowa so will not see you or Larry for awhile. Take care, enjoy the wafting breezes and glowing sunshine. Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:57 PM CDT

Jane,
As Dr. Slungaard used to say, when visiting me on the unit, "Boring is good". Enjoy your boredom because we know there are many non-boring events we really want to avoid. Sorry for those bites. I had a similar experience last month from the CT media. I itched for about 10 days. Itching is worse then boring!

Keep up the good battle,
Greg
Greg and Laurie <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:03 AM CDT

Poor Janie! We had chiggers bad not too long ago and they about drove us nuts. I put clove oil on mine. It numbs a toothache and it stopped the itchies for awhile (till I got another chigger!) I remember all the calamine lotion we used as kids. Didn't do a thing for me. Guess they have found something better nowdays. Clove oil might even work for poison ivy.

The 32 foot row of Anasazi beans is setting on beans as is the shorter two rows of green beans. The five short rows of edible pod peas is up and growing. The shallots are up with their many green fronds and a friend sent me some walking onions, or Egyptian onions. Perennials, they set sets instead of seeds and you can just keep planting! They are up too. Also planted beets, kale, and chard. The turnips are very green so hope they make nice fat turnips. The tomatoes have about given up. Send some of your chill our way, it's hot down here! We are picking yellow squashes tho and two zucchinis are almost big enuf to pick as are a couple of pattypans. The two eggplant plants were catching their breaths but now are growing new leaves and starting to bloom again. The six pepper plants have been producing like mad so we have enuf to share, eat, and freeze. What a year!

I'm so glad you're home to enjoy your own five acres. There really is no place like home! Hurray for all your friends and hurray for Larry's loving help. You are truly blessed!

I wish for Lynn her best school year ever!

Love and hugs galore, Barb

Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:28 PM CDT

Hello... You don't know me, but your Mother-in-law gave me your webpage. I live in Florida and am hospitalized right now at Moffitt Cancer Center receiving my Bone Marrow Stem Cell Transplant on Friday, Sept. 24th. Your story has given me encouragement and hope. Thank you for that. I am suffering from Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia and am in my first remission. I will also be receiving a non-related donor match. I can only hope my recovery is as good and as swift as yours. My prayers be with you and your family during this trying time. Thank you and God Bless...
Traci Kelley <maui1965@aol.com>
Sarasota, FL US - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

My dear Jane, knowing you might hear the Plymouth Sunday service via tape recording, I shall sing extra loud so that you can hear my voice among the group--I sit near the baptismal font so am close to the microphone. Now, I am not known as a great singer but I have been told I do sing loud. Just think of that next time. I will not be there the following Sunday as I'm going to visit dear friends in Iowa for a few days. Good friends, as you know are rare and welcoming and enveloping. I am glad both of us have good friends. Love
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 7:34 PM CDT

Miles of smiles and googobs of hugs! Hope today is way good, too. Love you moles and moles.
Lynn Copes <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:25 AM CDT

Great to read of your steady progress day by day. Keep up the good work!
Hurricane Ivan seems to have missed us here in eastern Mississippi, having just some rain and winds, nothing serious. Guess it's Alabama's turn to do some "urban renewal"!
So, again, keep up the good work and positive attitude. And remember, there are 10 kinds of people in this world; those who think in binary and those who don't.
Ron Palmer <Rapalmer50@aol.com>
Starkville, MS USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:42 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

So glad to hear you had a good day! Here's to each day being even just a smidgeon better. Progress brings hope, and you have every reason to be hopeful!

These hurricanes are so mighty. I hope order is soon restored. There is something metaphorical about it all, don't you think?
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 0:59 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Steve and I got the info about your BMT and your website on Saturday nite at Tapestry when we missed your shining face and smile. We've got you in our thoughts and prayers! And it looks like many others out there are rooting for you too! Love, Carol (Krush) and Steve (Williams)
Carol Krush <ckrush60@usfamily.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 9:09 PM CDT

Oh dear Janie, it is so grand to hear you talk of good days and the joy of simple pleasures! You're over a third of the way toward the 100 day mark, which, if this were baseball, would put you batting .334 and that's right good.

I have a package to send you hopefully tomorrow with goodies to keep you amused. I hope to get to the PO in the AM, so it may come early next week, I hope.

Hug each other in the meantime, and enjoy all the carps and diems, Much love Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:22 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

I love the rabbit photo! The rabbit reminds me of a children's book we once had about a character named Great-Grandpa Bunny-Bunny. He is an artist, and with his children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren (He is a rabbit so, of course, he has LOTS of them.) he paints the seasons of the year. He and his crew paint the leaves on the trees, the flower blossoms, the shadows on the ground, even the spots on caterpillers. In the end, Great-Grandpa Bunny-Bunny goes off on a journey and paints a glorious sunset in the sky. (I should see if I can find a copy of that book!) Anyway, I hope you are enjoying the fading colors of summer and the new colors of autumn. Great-Grandpa Bunny-Bunny is hard at work.

I'm looking forward to visiting you on Saturday. I'll call to arrange the details. Love and friendship,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:30 AM CDT

Jane and Larry,
Your news is great to hear. I sounds about like my 30 day report and at my 100 day, I was 100% donor (my brother Scott) and had no lymphoma cells in my marrow. You're on the way to, dare we say, cure. As they reduce your CSA, I think you'll continue to feel better and eating will become more of a joyful experience.

Larry, you sound like a wonderful care giver. I have long said that that the only thing worse then having cancer is having someone you love have cancer. Like my Laurie, I know you make the Jane's recovery smoother and her life richer.

Greg and Laurie Shields
Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:56 AM CDT

Lots of Whoops from the Pierce cousins, Becky and Mary. This message may take a while because I'm typing and Becky is editing (Mary)...It made me smile to see the fun pictures you had posted (Becky) Glad you're on the mend. Loads of Love from both of us. Mary and Becky PS note new e-mail address for mary and larry...
Mary and Becky "Pierce" <lfhughes@sbcglobal.net>
Athens, IL USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW! (And a couple of WHOOP-WHOOPs for good measure!) I'm so glad things are growing well. :-) Three cheers for strong Patrona cells, and many more for you, Larry, Lynn and all your helpful friends out there. You guys are amazing.

love,
Kim Pribanic <muddydogs@earthlink.net>
Newbury Park, CA USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 11:56 AM CDT

Dear Janie and Larry, I'm hooting and whooping and yahooing so much I'm barely contain myself -- 94.6!!!!!!!! What an absolutely FINE number!!!!!!!!! I don't appreciate numbers quite the way Larry, King of Math, does, but by golly you've got a good one!!!!!!!! I'm so thrilled I believe I'll rev up the chainsaw and celebrate by cutting firewood! What a GLORIOUS DAY!!!!!!!! THANK YOU PATRONA FOR GIVING JANIE SUCH FINE CELLS!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU LARRY FOR TAKING SUCH GOOD CARE OF JANIE!!!!!!!! WHOOP, WHOOP AND YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUCH LOVE AND HUGS ALL AROUND, Diana and Chuck
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

We are so happy for your good news! Jane, Patrona's cells have set up nicely in your garden and are doing a great job at culling those unwanted CML weeds. You are both wonderful people -- as a couple and as separate individuals. Why, oh why, did they place California so far away from MN?!

Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:47 AM CDT

Yahoo! Your new news is dazzling! Hurray for you, hurray for Patrona, and hurray for your #1 Helper, Larry!

Why do I not remember any of our family saying Whoop Whoop? Was that one of Mom's favorite expressions that I somehow missed? How strange.

You have just been coming along stupendously. I am dazzled by your progress, but not actually surprised. I knew this would work. How is Patrona doing, anyone know? I hope she knows just what a wonderful thing she has done.

The peas are up. The shallots are up. We are picking yellow squashes. Getting ready to plant irises. Hurray for Fall! I can hardly wait till you announce that you are finally able to dig in the dirt, which maybe this winter will only be indoors, but dirt nonetheless. Love your attached green room!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:00 PM CDT

Hi, Jane. It is wonderful to hear of the good news of your biopsy. Hail Jane! Hail Patrona!
Laura Cooper <lcooper@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

Dear Janie,
We are absolutely thrilled that you are progressing and the patrona cells are doing such an amazing job! We all have big grinning smiles on our faces!
This afternoon was spent with a DNR wildlife specialist overlooking our marsh. He was very helpful and gave us some ideas on plants that would work and plants we should remove. All the willows aren't a good idea but a cottonwood or two would be fine. We do have bur-reed, arrowhead and lots of sedges. He suggested jewelreed would be wonderful to attract butterflies, joe pyereed and boneset along the edge, maybe some blue joint grass and ironweed and of course, marsh milkweed. I know you're way ahead of us on knowing all these plants and we're just getting started. Brian started cutting down some small (very small) trees today. Prior Lake will do the big ones in the winter but will have to leave the wood around the outside of the marsh.
We think of you a lot! I'm so glad to see you making progress each day.
Love,
Jan
Jan Best <jbest51@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

Hello Jane and Larry,
What a terrific team you two make; in good times and bad as I recall those vows from long ago. I felt something close to bliss today hearing about the great numbers you received today. Surely, a good day and results hard earned.
I hope you can feel the love and support being sent from neighbors and friends near and far. Oh, what a privilege to be part of your journey right now.
Much love and germ free hugs,

Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:16 PM CDT

Hot diggity, Jane!!!
Frans had printed up the latest journal entry this morning. This afternoon I heard him yelling, Good news! Good news! Well, he was right. Jane, it seems to me that you are progressing so fast. I know it's easy for me to say, because I'm not the one doing the progressing; but I'm just so thankful and happy!
I agree that Larry's the best. I'm so glad that you guys have each other and so many wonderful friends around you. That's one of the reasons why I love checking the website. I can see how you're progressing, and what to pray for; but I love reading all the heartfelt messages from your friends and relatives.
How is your appetite now? Do you have any food restrictions? Is chocolate tasting good to you? Oh, I hope so. I like to make that old fashioned fudge that you cook till it forms a soft ball when dropped in water, you cool it, then beat the living daylights out of it till it loses it's gloss and starts to thicken, then you pour it in a pan and spread it out really fast before it gets hard on you. Do you like that kind of fudge? If so, let me know, and you'll have a batch before you know it!
When you come to visit us in the spring, you'll notice a few changes around here. We remodeled the bathroom in June, and got a new roof in July. We've expanded the perennial garden and planted several hydrangeas around the house. They're beautiful, but pale in comparison to the spring show your mother's daffodils and wildflowers make.
I'm gonna do another load of laundry, and I'll be humming while I do it! I'm so happy with your good news. We love you both.
Jude and the dude.
Judy Rynders <ilbbww70@wmconnect.com>
blue mound , IL USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:51 PM CDT

Whoopie Whoopie Welcome Patrona your cells are magnificant as they imbed themselves in Jane. Someone here deserves the gold medal. I bet Patrona is wondering how her cells are doing and I think you/they should tell her to celebrate too. I am so thrilled and echo your compliments of Larry. I look forward to celebrating with you tomorrow night. Are you able to drink alchohol (sp?) or eat chocolate????? WHY NOT

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, September 10, 2004 6:40 PM CDT

It's genetic: WHOOP WHOOP! Jump around, jump around! But you'd better do it, I'm exhausted! Spent all day at Activities Day�every group on campus was out on Low Plaza recruiting members. I'm a little sunburned, but mostly okay. Trying to do laundry and unpack boxes. Oh, and homework, can't forget about that! Eeeps. Good to hear happy news from clinic. Tell them hi for me! Have you seen Abbey? Love you googobs
Lynn Copes <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:03 PM CDT

Hi Jane, Larry, and Lynn,
Okay, after reading Adele's posting I really have to add that Indris go "whoop whoop" as far as I'm concerned. And so I guess that whenever I hear one from now on I will think of you...of course, an Indri in Minnesota is not all that common! Keep up the great progress.
Tom <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 3:54 PM CDT

Hi Jane, Larry, and Lynn,
I just thought I'd let you in on a little weird way in which you come to mind for me. I took note of when Jane says "whoop, whoop" and now I see that Lynn has the same habit. I don't know where you all got it from but since first hearing it from Jane, whenever I am outside and a Great Crested Flycatcher does its "whoop whoop" from the top of a tree, I think of you. Imagine that.
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:46 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

Just a warm wish for good biopsy results. As I look back on your journey from my side of the computer screen, it seeems like you've made amazing progress. Perhaps it's just because you're such a postive person, but that alone is a sign of healing. Anyway, I'm rooting for an A+ on your test. You deserve it.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:39 AM CDT

Hi Mama,

I'm sorry today was kinda ishy. I'm also sorry I haven't called for a while. I never get home to a phone before you're long in bed. The first week of classes was pretty good�I really like Shakespeare and Geology. We had to read Titus Andronicus for today. Don't bother, it's kinda creepy. And the guy had 25 sons and 1 daughter! I figured out the statistical chances for that, and it's just not at all probable! The class full of English majors (read: number phobics) didn't appreciate my math nearly as much as I'm sure you will! My archaeology prof is a little post-modern deconstructionist, but it should be a fun challenge! I started working in Prof. Holloway's lab today...so much work to do!

It's been rainy all week, and you know how yucky New York is in the rain! Yesterday I went to Stony Brook (on the 5:47 AM train from Penn Station, UGH!) to a human evolution symposium, where I saw Richard Leakey (whoop whoop!). I also heard an amazing talk, which convinced me that I'm going to study evolutionary development and functional cranial morphology. Isn't that exciting?!?!? I think I've always wanted to do it, I just didn't have a name for it before.

I love you a google and a half. Talk soon.
Lynn Copes <lec2002@columbia.edu>
New York, NY - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:18 PM CDT

Hi Jane,

Barbara's beloved niece, Kate Scott is a poet who sends me things she likes from time to time. Well, she's my beloved something too; niece in law? The tie to B is that of blood.

Anyway, Kate sent me this poem by Debra Bruce which I like and thought you might like too.

Best, Gordon

Purple Aster

Long nights nourish me,
inking the parched fields.
All summer I have withheld,
hoarding my colors
till they flooded the cells.
Now, in the August dusk,
deep armies of pigments
are rising in me.
Their chemistry stains me
with lust for my own growth.
Blindly, we are putting out
flowers.

Transplanted by the botanist
who observes my traits:
The pigment, he says,
is activated by long nights,
causing the aster to germinate
in late summer.

I say it's an aptitude
for dark.
Gordon <murdo001@umn.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:16 PM CDT

Hi Jane: We had a chemistry meeting today and we all held postive thoughts and warm wishes for you. School has started but we are still scrambling as usual. It was very good to read that those platelets are up and the fact that you wrote a to do list is amazing. Those are all positives that show a reappearance of the marvelous "old" (used in the best way) you. When you would like some "Chemists" for company just let me know. I'll keep in touch. Love and Prayers Pat
Patricia C. Dunlop
St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:36 PM CDT

Dear Janie,

All this talk of medication levels is well and good, but there's been no mention of your chocolate intake! Any good fan of Harry Potter knows that chocolate has special healing properties. I would recommend that you increase your dosage immediately. And maybe some of those little maple syrup candies. Those are yummy.

The Twins were in town recently playing our "O's" and it reminded me of the great visit I had with you guys back when I came out to look at colleges. You took me to a Twins/Orioles game and we had a blast! Ever since, I've always thought of you when the Twins are in town. Hmmm, maybe I'm a closet Twins fan?

I'm so glad that you're getting to enjoy sitting outside and watching the scenery go by. Any birds coming to visit you? Migration time is coming - you should be seeing all kinds of neat feathered friends, all on their way to points South. Here's wishing you a Yellow-rumped Warbler to come and serenade you. (They have a cute little yellow butt - you'll love it!)

Love,
Wendy

P.S. Sorry Larry, but I kind of like that picture of you with the chicken.
Wendy Scollins <wendyscollins@yahoo.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:41 AM CDT

Jane,
I am in sympathy with you. As you reduce the CSA, you will feel better. I now am down to 150 per day from a high of 600 per day. A bit of nausea seems part of the higher doses. It will get better!! I would take an Adivan about 30 minutes before meals. As I got better, I would just take 1/2 of a pill before meals and then moved to 1/2 in the AM and 1/2 in the PM. It will help you with the queezy stomach. You may get a little sleepy but you'll be able to eat. Naps are not all bad either.

These are rough days but they get better. The medication is so important but it is not easy to tolerate. You're doing great and will only get better, stronger, and hungrier.

Greg and Laurie
Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:41 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Yikes, I just read tonight's entry and see that Jane had a very unpleasant re-visitor after dinner. Rob has had a heck of a time getting a stable level of Cyclosporin. It is affected by all the other meds and each individual seems to require a different dose. Such is the art of medicine. I do hope tomorrow brings you relief and that you feel much, much better. We're sending tummy soothing thoughts from southern California!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:39 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
I'm glad you are doing so well. I can't imagine that you made it home in eleven days. I went back to work last week so I am now in my second week. I have been busy with schools calling. I hope you will get feeling well enough so you can do some teaching this spring. I suppose you heard that Lee left (went to Hamline), Dawn went to the state dept of educ and Sara Hick left. So there are a lot of changes. I loved the picture of the chicken! Love, Ralph
Ralph <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:35 PM CDT

Dear All, Karen's image just made me HOWL with glee, since I, on a different wavelength, had visions of china coursing through you: leetle tiny saucerlets, leetle tiny cuplets, leetle tiny platelets.....oh, no, oops, that's right, cuplets, are leetle tiny RHYMES!!!:

Ode to Happy Platelets

Onward, upward fresh new cells,
We all want you do to quite well!

Enjoy your new home now with Jane
(No need to move from her to Maine.)

So live with Jane and stay in tune,
Building up her low immune,

System that does yearn to dance
And not be down in resting stance.

She hopes to bike and weed and knit,
So help her now to be more fit.

Help Jane bloom and help her flower,
So give her oomph and give her power!

Just be sure she knows her friends
Will stick with her until the end!

Oh, goodness, my muse gets sooooo enthused .....
MY love and hugs to all, (and deep apologies to any REAL writers and poets who might read the above and have the urge to urrrfphf--I DO so hope we're done with that)
Diana and muse
PS I highly recommend the therapeutic benefits of howling, when nothing else seems to help -- A-RRRRR-OOOOOOOOOOO!
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

Congratulations on elevated platelet levels! Although I have visions of a med tech counting them one at a time (" . . . fourteen thousand six hundred, fourteen thousand six hundred one, fourteen thousand six hundred two . . . No, I can't take a call right now! . . . fourteen thousand six hundred - Oh, no! I lost my place! . . . one, two , three, four, five . . .), I imagine that's not how it really works. Here's something to put on your list for today: See how many different smells you can detect while sitting still for a short time. It's amazing what's out there. Have a wonderful day! Best wishes to you to, Larry!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 7:46 AM CDT

Wow, Janie, you're doing really well! That IS exciting, to see how many platelets you have already. Won't be long they will be in the normal range. Already you have enuf energy to make and work on a To Do list? I'm so happy for you!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

Happy day, All, We're having a definitively fine KY day, sun, not too hot and not too humid (both of which often go together, more often than not).

Today's image for you involves the garden again. I realized that you have had doses both of "Round-up" (to kill off the cancer cells) and "Miracle Grow" (to help Patrona cells settle in happily). It's no wonder you get tired with so much inner activity going on! I heartily agree that basking in the sun is important to do. You'll soak up lots of vitamin D, and simulate cat-hood. Just don't start licking your......oh, well, let's not go there, just stick with the basking part, and perhaps stretching luxuriously...... Anyway, I'm sending warmth and love up from the south. Carpe diem! Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
louisville, ky usa - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:19 PM CDT

Copes, all,
I've been thinking and praying, just not reading and writing lately. Just took some time to read the past couple weeks' entries. Such inspiration and faith! Will have prayers for you at PUCC today.
Barb Johnson <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE - Sunday, September 5, 2004 9:58 AM CDT

Oh my, dear Jane and Larry. Your site is filled with such goodness and caring and love and even good poems. Looking forward to visiting with you Sat. I think the large party next year is in order and planning can never begin too early. Thunder is outside my home this morning--angels bowling was my childhood story. take care
love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:37 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

We check in at least once a day and think of you far more frequently than that! You just let your body rest and heal, dear Jane. It is doing lots of work in there. Larry, what I wouldn't do to have some of that apple pie! I'm glad you have such a warm and close community surrounding you. You all sound like such a nice bunch! My close friend just moved from Minnesota. Too bad, 'cause I'm sure I would have visited her now that things are beginning to settle down a bit. I would have loved to meet you face-to-face, though I feel we already know each other quite well in our hearts.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 0:54 AM CDT

Jane --
So glad you're back at home! Another stage! Do rest as much as you can - enjoy the wonderful vistas from the various corners of your house - relax while your body sturdily does all the repair work - it's got quite a job! Miss you, and wish you a wonderful recovery. Best to Larry, too. I'll be able to offer help in coming weeks.
Lisa
Lisa Taylor Lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN Hennepin - Saturday, September 4, 2004 6:47 PM CDT

Jane, Larry, Lynn, Chicken...
The photos of you "out there" have encouraged me to get "out there" to this wonder-filled world of places. And I also thank you for your praise of small things... which I accept unaware.

Because you are the first woman (or man) to ever send me a poem... I send you this poem from Garrison Keillor's "Good Poems"

THE ORANGE by Wendy Cope

At lunchtime I bought a huge orange-
The size of it made us all laugh.
I peeled it and shared it with Robert and Dave-
They got quarters and I had a half.

And that orange, it made me so happy,
As ordinary things often do
Just lately. The shopping. A walk in the park.
This is peace and contentment. It's new.

The rest of the day was quite easy.
I did all the jobs on my list
And enjoyed them and had some time over.
I love you. I'm glad I exist.

Love, Paul P.S.I'm 82 today! (Saturday)
Paul Rusten <paul_rusten@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 9:58 AM CDT

Jane,
Things sound like they are going very well. I remember having to stop and rest when walking up stairs. Before cancer, I would run every day or bike about 20 miles. The first time I rode my bike, after the transplant, I could only go about two miles.

As your body heals and you start eliminating and lowering your medication, you'll get stronger. But, as you know, it feels awfully good to just sit in the sun.

We'll be watching for news of your biopsy. God bless you and Larry.

Greg and Laurie Shields
Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Friday, September 3, 2004 11:13 AM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,

Tomorrow morning I'm leaving for Park Rapids to spend the weekend with Mom. I'm bringing her computer back to her after my brother-in-law did some work on it. If I can get the computer hooked up properly (I am definitely NOT a techie), I may try to email you from the the north land. I'm glad that Thursday felt like a good day, Jane. I'll give you a phone call next week; maybe we can arrange a visit.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 6:29 AM CDT

Larry and Janie...I am thinking and praying for you both. Larry, so good to see you at Plymouth recently and THANK YOU for being a friend and telling me what is going on with Janie. I will keep track of you both.

Fondly,

Beth
Beth Comeaux
Northfield, MN USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 12:57 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry, Lynn,

We continue to keep you in our daily prayers & hope for happy, energectic days ahead. Your perseverance is an inspiration.

Char Turch & family <char@fdg-advisors.com>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

Hi Jane and Larry
Now I am reading your journal every day. It's good to know the neighbors especially Mary are helping out. Wish we were right next door still to help out. Keep up the good work, but you don't need to push yourself with the bike and stuff, your body is very busy repairing itself from the chemo and radiation, some exercise is good , but getting too tired detracts from all the repair your body needs to do. You can always work on the muscles later. I think of you when I'm out there digging in the garden and feeding my worms. Oh, and the brothers of your worms (my worms) say hello
Shirley Williams
Port Townsend, WA USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 3:17 PM CDT

Dear Larry and Jane,

There is a womb of fog surrounding our office building this morning, softening the world's sharp edges. I think that friendship is like that . . . Last evening I made my bimonthly blood donation at the Minneapolis Red Cross. I know that doesn't help you directly, Jane, but I'm still going to dedicate that particular pint to you. I have B+ blood, so let's "be positive" that your recovery will be steady and forward.

Love to you both and to Lynn,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 6:38 AM CDT

Dear All, I'm so glad today was incrementally better! And also that you have an organized team of helpers nearby. When we did similar "sharing the caring" for church friends contending with lung cancer, we called ourselves the FROGS, partly because frogs hop in when needed, and then to stand for "Friends of Rich Or Gail" and then later for "Friends, Relatives, Others Giving Support". Very similar to your Share the Care group. By whatever name they're called, I'm very glad they're close by and watching over you. I would be right there with them if I were closer, but I'll send warm wishes from the south whenever I can. Glad too that Lynn is safely off to school and can rest easy that you all are being cared for. Is she really a senior?!?!?! Love and hugs all around, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:46 PM CDT

What a difference 10 days makes!!! So glad you're at home in your own environment and that you are getting stronger through exercise -- and you have family surrounding you. It also sucks to be feeling sick -- hope those feelings abate and you get stronger and feel better each day.
Love,

Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:04 PM CDT

Hello Jane,Larry and Lynn,
Thanks for the daily postings. While I rejoice at your good days, I certainly don't expect you to filter the downer days. Let us support you in the ups and downs of this roller coaster ride.
And Happy belated anniversary to you both! Heard you had a half-hour walk around the Richfield Nature Center. I grew up in Richfield and thought you'd get a kick out of this: Richfield Nature Center was THE hot spot for teenagers in love to go walking, talking and hand holding-- or so I heard- no one ever asked me to go.
I look forward to organizing our 'Share the Care' group. Hubby Greg will help me develop a spread sheet with names, email addresses, phone numbers, what people prefer to help with and availability. I'll work to get rides to the clinic lined up, additional gardeners, cleaning folks, errand runners, craft projects and DVD comedies, etc. Now that Lynn leaves for school, your wonderful friends, colleagues and neighbors who have been waiting in the wings are ready to step in as needed. Lynn, there are lots of helpful folks with competent hands and kind hearts who will help your dad nuture your mom back to good health.
I'm guessing this cool Minnesota weather has everyone itching to cook again, cuz the weekly meal schedule is full clear out til the end of October!
Enough already from me.
Will catch you soon in person,
Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:56 PM CDT

To dear Jane and Larry, a most Happy Wedding Anniversary. Here is a virtual flower bouquet to you--thousands of colorful wildflowers to place outside your window for viewing. Or, maybe a long trail of roses entwined in that lovely tree to be viewed from your seat next to the fireplace.

And, Jane, no matter what, you are not Patrona, you are the same Jane we know now and knew before Patrona. And even though you feel strange to you that huge part that we love is still there. Take care love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 28, 2004 5:45 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
My mother e-mailed a photo of herself to me last night to show me her "crew-cut." All kinds of people are complimenting her hair cut. She often just thanks them without explaining how glad she is to have so much hair again. I am glad to see the return of her bushy eyebrows; makes her look more her usual self again. And it does appear that her new hair has a lot more black than the hair she lost. She was hoping maby it would come back all black again. Or red.
I don't suppose that's all that much consolation for you, but I know that you know we all love you whatever goes on with your hair.
Love, Joyce
Joyce Stone <rina1461@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, August 28, 2004 12:37 AM CDT

Dear Janie, I've sent a couple of packages your way in the course of the week, hopefully things that will cheer you. I sense that the ups and downs will continue for a while--whoopee. But you are HOME, with a view of, and the ability to walk in, the gardens, and sleep in a familiar bed, and be surrounded by those you think the world of you.

I've been thinking of seeds nestling in the soil while they germinate. All kinds of good things go on under ground, even though they can't be seen from the surface. I can see those little cells hunting all around for just the right place to implant and grow happily forevermore.

Take good care of you, hug Larry and Lynn, swim in your mind, bicycle when you can, and know that MANY folks are rooting for you! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

We have returned! And you have returned! Both good, I think. We were really sick with nasty colds for the first days of our vacation in the UP of Mich, so it is good we were far away from you. We did get better,though. Hiked in forests, saw creatures, caught fish (17" 2 3/4 lb largemouth bass was the highlight), ate enormous cinnimon rolls (really! 1 lb @!)and wrote more on my fantasy novel. (Am now in chapter 31--this is getting ridiculous!) Now we're back in the maelstrom of get-ready-for-fall-program activity.
But we have been keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Are you bored and needing something to keep occupied, or do you just need to quietly BE for a while?
How is Larry doing through all this adaptation?
Blessings on all those little transplants--may they find a healthy and happy home-marrow!
Love,
JimBethLeeKurtKimGloin
Jim Galbreath <jbgalbre@theramp.net>
Princeton, IL USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:49 PM CDT

Bounce, bounce, sproing and bounce! Thus go all my words to your other account. Phooie! Well, here's the gist of 'em all anyway...

>--HUGSFERDAYS!---<

And now, it's my turn to go put in some laps in the pool for you. With water and good thoughts to lift your spirits,
love,
k
Kim Pribanic <muddydogs@earthlink.net>
Newbury Park, CA USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 1:47 PM CDT

Just checking in. I'm so glad you are home! Take good care of yourself. Love, Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:40 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

I find it very symbolic that you continue to climb "back on the bike." It says a great deal about your character and fortitude! I know you are going through some real ups-and-downs, emotionally and physically. I hope the tummy problems are easily resolved. So many possible culprits to tease out, eh? It will all work out in the end. And the hair... well, all I can say is that Rob's has grown back in very thick, black and CURLY. Not a bad thing at all! I will look forward to seeing your new locks peek through in the coming weeks and months. Until then, never fear. Your smile and spirit far outshine the glossiest of hair!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 1:00 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry, and Lynn,

I have a new wish for all of you: sweet corn. Last evening I had my first sweet corn of the season, and it was divine! Jim gave me some from his garden. It was a fitting going-away gift - he's leaving today for a 2-1/2 week trip to Wyoming to go horseback riding. So I hope that you get some fresh-off-the-stalk sweet corn soon. It's one of the best picker-uppers I know. (Don't forget the dental floss!) Love to you all,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 6:23 AM CDT

Oh my dear Jane, It is so good to hear you talking about next year. My best. See you Saturday. Food requests in order.

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:08 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

I have been wracking my brain to think of something clever, consoling, or profound to say - especially since your journal has been filled with intimate and educational messages. But my brain is a little cloudy this morning, so I'll simply say that I think of you every day and appreciate being able to participate - even in small ways - in your journey. I hope that today brings you some new surprising, delightful, adventurous, "aha" moments. I'm so glad that you are home. I hope to see or call you soon. Love,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:26 AM CDT

Hi Janie!

I think Diana might be right about your new hair-to-look-forward-to. I too have heard that after chemo, etc. it often comes back better than ever. Just think of yourself as a butterfly in a chrysalis/cocoon about to be reborn. Maybe the butterfly I gave you at your high school graduation was a portent of things to come. I remember that you somehow already knew that it was a butterfly before you opened the package! Or maybe you have always been that butterfly. And while you're waiting you can wear all sorts of grand hats and headdresses!

"The pupa state of certain insects, esp. of butterflies, from which the perfect insect emerges" -- dictionary.com definition. I think that is apropos here. I can hardly wait to see the results! (-:

Thanks for baring your soul about all the bad hair days we had as kids! If I thought I looked funny as a 7th grader, do you remember what happened when I started high school? Mom gave me this funky perm and haircut that stuck out all over the place. And I grinned and showed my broken front teeth that didn't have caps yet! What a picture! Hmmm, you're right about our 2nd/6th pictures. No wonder I can't find them, they exist someplace else! I thought maybe I was sick again. I seemed to be sick at picture taking time quite often.

Anyway, you had your long hair, and can again if you want to wait for it to grow. Maybe you or Larry can post your wonderful wedding picture with your hair to your waist and immaculately combed. Now that Lynn's grown up you can have your hair long again if you want it. I always envied you yours but everyone in our church group seemed to think long hair was for hippies. And even if yours does come in gray, or even better, silvery, I have a couple of friends with long gray hair that is spectacular. And there's always Heloise (the Younger) with her gray mane.Mine is already waist length so I haven't had any bad hair days for some time, yay! Except that it is thinning a bit. One of these days I'll learn to braid it from one of the braid books I have. And maybe I'm just a throwback to the grandparents' times.

Anyway, hang in there, sis, the best is yet to come!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:00 PM CDT

Jane: That you are already home and riding that bike is wonderful news. We here at St Kates think about you often and you know you are in our prayers. Just let me know when you'd like to here about our chaos here and we'll be glad to share. This is a wonderful web-site. Have a good evening - hope that growth factor does the trick! Sincerely Pat
Patricia C. Dunlop
St Paul, MN USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 8:04 PM CDT

Dear Janie, I'm so touched by your willingness to share the many parts of this journey with us who love you. And this most recent journal entry really points out the complexity of the emotions you're feeling.

As I write this I'm noticing how important it's been to be in charge of my own hair. It goes back to second grade when the kid seated behind me pulled on my waist length curls. Apparently I didn't think much of this and protested, though I don't recall how. What I do remember was the solution: cut off Diana's curls to short hair, above my ears. I have no memory of consequences to the other kid. After that, my mother kept my hair short. In high school I let it grow, and it's stayed long ever since, even now that it's graying. (I didn't have a good reason like Lynn, to cut it shorter).

I'm also remembering our friend Rich who shaved his head when his hair started to fall out from the chemo. He said doing that helped him stay in charge of something personal when so much other invasive stuff happened to him.

And I'm also remembering my friend Teresa whose hair came out in clumps when she had radiation. She carried on as if nothing out of the ordinary was happening, even though her fine strawberry blonde hair, what there was of it, dried and made her look a bit like a scarecrow. Curiously, her hair grew back in thick and medium brown with waves and body.

I say all this by way of commisurating (sp?) and noticing the importance of being in charge of what you can during a process that dictates what will happen to you.

Perhaps you could consider (even in your mind's eye) some temporary lime green hair dye and moussed spikes (like the play), or maybe purple, which I just might do in honor of this part of your journey.

Be encouraged that this is temporary and that we'll all love you no matter what. Hugs and love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 12:41 AM CDT

Jane,
Hair is really over rated but, I know, being a bald man is different then being a bald woman. Anyway, I promise you it will be back. Congratulations on your early release! You did a great job to get out so soon and healing at home is much nicer. Get lots of rest and take each day as it comes. Your future is bright when you do it one day at a time.

Greg and Laurie
Greg and Laurie Shields <gshields@mn.rr.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 10:01 AM CDT

Ooo DRAT! I meant DREDS, not Dreads. Get with it, huh Lisa?

;-)
Lisa Pribanic
Tenafly, NJ - Monday, August 23, 2004 8:49 AM CDT

Dearest Janie,

I wish that it were in my power to offer consolation. All my heart wishes that. But I can only offer a heart that loves you dearly, arms to hold you even from afar, and ears to hear your crying and your laughter. And hope that with all of us with you, offering the same things, it will tide you through what seem to be inconsolable times.

That being said, dear Janie......... You just had a birthday almost two weeks ago. And like your original, very first birthday, maybe you'll start out again with a less plentiful head of hair. What will you do for a haircut on your new first birthday? Perhaps this will give you the fine opportunity to have those good haircuts and fine school pictures that you didn't have the first time around. Or maybe not. I'd be amused to see you in dreads - a side of you I've never seen.

Hugs galore,
your L
Lisa
Tenafly, NJ - Monday, August 23, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry and Lynn, So nice to know you are all together. FIRST: Lynn,YOUR daughter, was spectacular at Camp Plymouth on Saturday. She quietly wowed the kids, gradually building up the excitement until they were all calling everyone out to see the rockets and the grand finale with the dry ice sending its tendrils onto the grass and into the woods. Truly magnificant. She was well organized, calm, clear,and she had fun and helped the kids to have fun too. Truly a chip off === as they say. Thanks Lynn. I had hoped to speak with you before you left but didn't get a chance. You were great. And a special thanks to all three of you for Lynn's activities on the very day her mother was coming home from the hospital.

And Jane, for you, I am so glad you could sob deeply to feel the grief and fear and loss of part of you and again for your mom. That can be so healing.

And Larry, You have suddenly filled my entire screen plus. How can I make the picture and journal fit my screen? Any technical advice? No other problems with older journal entries nor with this guestbook. Thanks
Looking forward to Sat after platelet donation, if that is still on.
anne

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 7:54 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
Having been away on vacation, I just got Larry's letter and couldn't believe what was happening to you. And now I find that you are already home. Wow! There is definitely no place like home and with such wonderful friends having done so many nice things for you....I can't even begin to express the emotions flowing through me. Unfortunately being so far away I can only send you my best wishes for a great recovery. Good luck and keep smiling ! As always, Susan Baud and family
Susan Baud <sabf@span.ch>
Geneva, Switzerland - Sunday, August 22, 2004 6:39 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry and Lynn,

Happy homecoming! I am glad you arrived to such a lovely workroom -- do you mind if I borrow Larry, Lynn and 50 of your closest friends :-)) It is appropriate that your outdoor garden is blooming, is it not? Surely your "indoor" garden is blooming just as beautifully!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:21 AM CDT

Jane, We're so happy that you're home! We hope your're enjoying your new project room, the blooms and plants, and the comfort of being home.

Thank you for your concern about Susannah -- after working through this nasty virus and drug reactions, Susannah's appreciating the tiniest things, like strawberry milkshakes and sunshine. We're both so glad that you're out of the hospital and able to enjoy these beautiful days, too!

Thanks to you and your family for keeping up with the journal entries. It's so nice to know what's going on with you. Be well -- we're thinking about you all the time.
Susannah Kyle and Kristen Murray <kmurray@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, August 21, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

I want to join the crowd of well-wishers for your journey home today. Simply marvoulous! I hope the stress of getting everything ready at home was managible, and is now over. I'm sorry I did not have the time to help, Larry and Lynn, but it sounds like you got good help from others.
I love this web site. It makes me feel like your best friend, Jane, even though we haven't yet had the chance to get to know each other as well as that. I certianly am getting to know you better reading this journal, as well as learning so much about the amazing BMT process. I check this site everyday when I get home from work, and with all the updates and photos, I feel like I was right there with you. (Of course, I was in the love I've been feeling.) May today's homecomming bring you joy and comfort.
I'm planning to go dancing tinight, but guess it unlikely that you'll make it on such a big day, Larry. However, tomorrow why don't you and Lynn --I'd love to meet you, Lynn--cross Nicollet Ave. after church, and cross that big parking lot? I should be out there working on the repair of my garage, and would like a short break to see you.
Love to you all,
Joyce
Joyce Stone <rina1461@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, - Saturday, August 21, 2004 10:39 AM CDT

Home again, home again, jig-ety, jig, tomorrow I hope, I hope? HOME to all that is familiar and comfortable and colorful. Oh yahoo!!! What a month it has been (and what a rare mood you're in?) But so buoyed by the love of so VERY many good folks. I'm amazed and grateful and just....oh gush, gush, and babble -- IT'S ALL TOO GRAND for words!!!
More soon, Much love to all, Diana

I have things to mail which will be the first errand of tomorrow. Things to amuse you while puttering about.
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Janie, we are so excited about your going home tomorrow and your fast recouperating. We have so much to be thankful for! I'm still computer illiterate, so Frans got me here and will handle this message when I'm through. I'm just so proud of you. I have Frans check your website several times a day, and print up all your journal entries. I'm keeping them for several reasons, not the least as a reference for when I have to be courageous. I'll read your entries and know what courage looks and sounds like.
I pray God blesses your donor's socks off! Will she ever find out how you're doing? I hope so.
We love you. We're keeping you all in our prayers. Hi to Larry and Lynn, and keep doing what your doing 'cause you're doing everything right!!!

Judy Rynders <ilbbww70@wmconnect.com>
Blue Mound , IL USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Home tomorrow? What great good news! I was sure you'd make all those white cells feel at home. How very like you. And now you'll at least be able to *look* at compost and firewood and all the warm familiarness of home. Hooray. --Gordon
Gordon Murdock <murdo001@umn.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 4:40 PM CDT

Dear Janie!

There's no place like home...there's no place like home...

Diana has said it all. I can't think of any more superlatives. I am dazzled that you get to go home so soon. What a wonderful gift for being so good! (-: Lots more ahead of you but at least you get to move your base of operations back to the old home place where you can sleep in your own bed, eat your own garden produce, breathe that fresh country air...all the great stuff of life.

We had almost 2" of rain overnight so everything is finally soaked up well. But now the 90s are due to descend upon us. Guess Summer will be late this year. The beans look good; the bunnies haven't eaten too many of them. Maybe the coyotes are keeping them under control. We see their pawprints sometimes. No deer tho! Deer eat every one of Gena's tomatoes and peppers every year. Don't leave a leaf.

Well, good. You get to go home. I couldn't be more pleased.

Love and hugs, Barb

Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

What wonderful news. I hope the transition to home goes smoothly. Love and Prayers, Mary
Mary Hughes <marylois@marylois.com>
Athens, IL - Friday, August 20, 2004 9:02 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Congratulations on the big news! Sounds like everything is moving along nicely and that you are doing great, Jane! I remember when Rob was released. It seemed way too early to me and I was actually trying to get them to keep him in longer. Yes, "anxiety" is the word of the day for us BMTers and caregivers. But you have a great team of docs, family and friends and Jane will be well cared for! I am glad to hear you have had lots of help getting everything in order. Larry, I really had planned to be in better touch, but -- blah-blah-blah -- I'll fill you in some other time. Right now, the focus is on Jane and getting her home and comfy! We're all still with you in heart, spirit and prayer.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 0:58 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
My email has been down for three weeks and imagine my surprise when I saw tonight that you may be going home on Saturday. You and your doctors are truly amazing.

I am going back to work at SMM on the 30th. I talked to Larry today and there have been a lot of changes in education. Lee is leaving to work at Hamline, Sarah Hicks left earlier this summer, Dawn Cameron left to work at the state dept of education on Science Testing and, of course, one of the outreach teachers left to move to Nebraska (Can't think of her name). There is also a new principal at Wellstone so that may change some things there too.

Hope you will be back at the museum soon. It won't be the same without you.

You remain in my prayers. Love, Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:28 PM CDT

Wendy told me of this web site. I heard you may be going home soon. Will you be allowed to weed your gardens? Kathy's biggest concern after her surgery was "how soon can I weed?" Be well soon.
Roy
Roy Henderson <roybhenderson@compuserve.com>
Westminster, MD USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

Dear All, Let's hear it for all those little white blood cells!!!!And home Saturday -- how cool is that!!! YAHOO!!!!
Love all around, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 12:56 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

Have you just set a world record for being ready to go home after a BMT? You've gone for the gold medal and it looks like you'll get it. I wish I had a laurel wreath to send you, but I'll settle for sending my applause, cheers, and jubilation over your olympic achievement!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:38 AM CDT

Dear Janie, Larry and Lynn, HOME,OHMYGOSH,HOME!!!!!!!!!!!! What utterly grand news!!!! I'm in total amazement that you're in such good shape so quickly (throwing up and flashing eye-lights aside.....) You'll be SOOOOO much happier in your own surroundings, with your own books and plants (even if all you do is look at them). I don't think there's a sufficient number of superlatives to describe the wonderfulness of this news. For once I'm speechless, but filled with much love for all of you and your local freinds to help, and all those clearly happy new cells, and Patrona for giving them to you. Thanks, blessings, and love all around! Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

Dearest Happy Janie,

A couple of days ago you were aching to cook and eat your own food. Now that you won't be able to complain about that hospital food, I was just wondering what you plan to make first when you get home....

Just hearing this is happening has given us such a sense of relief and elation. I can't begin to imagine what it must feel like for you and Larry and Lynn. All of us out here are wrapping many happy joyous arms around you tonight. Dancing, dancing! Not so long ago we were dancing with you on Janie's first Night In. Now let's all go dancing together to celebrate Janie's first Night Out on Saturday!

Boundless, WAY boundless love to you and the amazing Larry and Lynn!
your L, R, and munchkin in waiting
Lisa Pribanic
Tenafly, NJ - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:20 PM CDT

Through the eyes of this republican leaning, bent on the practical, spade is a spade immigrant, the Copes' have for 17 years been viewed as our very friendly, highly likeable, slightly goofy subterranian neighbors.
After several hours of being logged on to your amazing journey I still regard you as described above, but with a great deal of added respect and admiration. We are so happy that you will soon be scurrying around Zoidburrow.
Billy (and Barbara) Johnston
Billy Johnston <dalriada@comcast.net>
Inver Grove Hts., MN 55077 - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:27 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry and Lynn, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT You get to go home and watch your birds and deer and other fauna feeding outside your window. THAT IS SO EXCITING not only that you are going home but that you are WELL ENOUGH to go home.

I can't help you prepare--I am working all day Thursday and Friday I have MD appts and prep for Camp Plymouth. But I trust all your other friends and family will well fill out the required work crews. I AM JUST SO EXCITED FOR YOU.

I think the lovely BMT room will miss you, and the staff, but you will have a healthy environment at home. I just hope all the work can get done to clean everything from the environment that is not supposed to be there.

I suppose you haven't stopped smiling and maybe misting a little. Take care and I'll see you at home soon.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

Hi there Jane,
Wow! I just got your latest note about the possiblity of going home so soon. You are such a stellar patient! Whatever you are doing, keep on...
Zoidburrow will be a much more comfortable place to continue your healing process. We await word on the date.
Lots of love and healing hugs,

Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 4:03 PM CDT

HOME!! That's wonderful! Then Larry and Lynn won't have to schlep to Minneapolis, and you can make them dinner, get back to the laundry, and vacuum and all that good stuff... Right?

But even if they don't let you do all those fun things, HOME is just so much better! The sunshine is just that much closer - and brighter. And the flowers smell so much better!

HOME is a wonderful thing! That is truly great news!
Ron Palmer <Rapalmer50@aol.com>
Starkville, MS USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:29 PM CDT

Dear Jane,

I'm so glad you got to go outdoors yesterday! Wow! An honest-to-gosh field trip! Did you have to write a report when you got back to your room? ("How I Spent My Field Trip To The Eye Doctor" by Jane Copes) Seriously, I think of you every day and send waves of encouraging energy and love. I figured out that I was looking at the wrong hospital, but I can see the right one now so I can still keep my eye on you from my office.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 6:16 AM CDT

Dear Janie,

Well, I can tell I've been in the corporate work world way too long. I just read your journal and got to your description of that first naughty cell that replicated himself wrong and started so much trouble for you. My first thought was, "Well, I certainly hope that cell was reprimanded by his supervisor!" Which progressed to, "No, he was probably promoted and moved a corner office." Oh dear, perhaps it's time for a career change!

On a more serious note, I am a collector of quotes, and one of my favorites lately (by an unknown author) is this:

"Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but by how we react to what happens."

I am so inspired by you - by your incredible strength, wisdom and courage. You are an amazing woman. Be well and may God bless you.

Wendy Scollins <demersus@att.net>
Baltimore, MD USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

Hi Janie, I was just thinking yesterday how you really should be out in the fresh air and sunshine (relatively fresh anyway) and here you got to be for a bit!

Mom would be SO proud of you and your progress, and getting to be out at bit on her 99th birthday no less. Glad there is nothing wrong with your eyes. I didn't think so. I don't know anything about drugs but I bet they can tinker with the dose and get rid of those stoopid flashes. Also glad to hear you were doing a bit of reading. What sorts of things do you like to read? I have been getting some absolutely wonderful books at the used stores lately -- gardening and an Edwin Way Teale book about his travels in America called Journey Into Summer. Haven't read it all yet but I keep wanting to type up pieces of it for you. Nope, can't send it to you -- cannot part with that one! (-: One of the chapters was about Birdseye Maple. I bet you already know how rare it is. It actually is a mutation of sorts of the common sugar maple, and as of that writing they still weren't sure what caused them. Did we have any at home in any furniture or such?

We finished the long bed for the dwarf irises yesterday but it is a bit too warm to transplant them yet. Those anasazi beans ALL came up, all 32 feet of them. Gotta keep them watered -- we got 6" of rain in July and only a bit so far in August. No squash yet but the plants are growing.

Gotta go make a late supper -- hope you are able to get other than hospital food once in awhile.

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

Dear Jane, I promise not to insert this two times--such technical prowess. So, after almost two weeks in sterile air, how was the outside world??? Good to breathe air even though there were imbedded auto fumes? I am so happy for you. Plus a good eye report.

I had a wonderful drive to your home area and visited MR in her absolutely fantastic Loft. What a delightful, creative space for any human being but better for such a good person. And, I am so excited about how we managed to set me some goals and ways to achieve them. She is good. And again I thank you for the introduction.

Tomorrow is Buffalo for me and today finishes day # 6 for you, I think. Good going !!!

I think you need to create some more symptoms that require an OUTSIDE trip for assessment. Seems like a good idea to me.

Take care, love to all three. anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 6:30 PM CDT

My dear Jane, I am no expert in falling bodies, boredom and neurologic miscommunicaiton HOWEVER that does not keep me from giving advice--I am of an age, you know--I remember a well known writer,NK name, who checked himself out of the hospital and into a hotel and watched hours of old comedy movies and laughed heartily as often as possible. Could that maybe dispell some of the doom and gloom?? I don't suggest the hospital checkout but maybe the movies ???

Today I meet with mary rose and, should anything successful come out of that, you can take responsibility for putting us together. Thanks I am very nervous.

take care. I have a bit of a sore throat so am not planning anything but virtual visits today.

My love

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:01 AM CDT

Jane, just now logging onto your website and I love it. Hope you will have a good day today. You (and Larry and Lynn) are in our thoughts everyday.
Terry Dent <dentsden@comcast.net>
Inver Grove Hts, MN USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:35 AM CDT

Dear Janie, Larry and Lynn, We're having glorious not-the-usual-Kentucky-August weather. NO humidity, which we generally have in enough quantity and frequency to cause even ME to have the vapors.... We're in a flurry of house projects and so living in a construction zone. How nice to get out of dusting for a legitimate reason!

I so appreciate knowing how you're doing and that you're surrounded by near and dear friends and neighbors. How wonderful that you have such a strong web of love to care for you, like a hammock to rest in for a while.

Blessings to the little cells as they scurry about finding new homes in your bones. I'll toast you as I have my calcium! Much Love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:32 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers! Diane Schmitz
Diane Schmitz <Diane.Schmitz@mpls.k12.mn.us>
Minneapolis, MN. USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:28 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry, and Lynn,

Here's a verse from a New Zealand school song that I thought was appropriate. I hope it lifts your spirits:

"Here's to the long white road that beckons,
The climb that baffles, the risk that nerves.
And here's to the merry heart that reckons
The rough with the smooth and never swerves."

My love to you all as you travel the long white road.
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 6:14 AM CDT

Hi Jane--

Thinking of you and Larry & Lynn. And pulling like a working harder horse for these cells to take off and do their thing.
You're in the lead.

Love,
J.
J. Newlin <newlin@smm.org>
Saint Paul, MN Ramsey - Monday, August 16, 2004 12:12 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
So sorry that you've been feeling sooo sick. Saw Larry & Lynne in church today (Anne gave me a ride -- Yahoo!!) and they gave me an update. Hope this is all just short term and things will even out for you. But UGH -- in the meantime it sounds miserable. Sending loving thoughts and prayers your way every day. Love,
Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 6:23 PM CDT

Dear Jane, Emily and I had a wonderful drive to Ramsey to pick up your/our friend, Alice. We drove her to church, visited with many afterwards, went to lunch at Christo's with Lisa and Greg, shopped at a huge Walgren's in Anoka and then on to Ramsey. Took about 6 hours total. Much fun. Hope all who can provide her with transportation enjoy it as much as we did. Her 'proposed' garden is great. The work crew trimmed some trees, repaired a bird feeder, dug out a future home for bulbs and made the back yard look really good. I have still not purchased any bulbs or determined which ones. Will do.

Your Patrona/Jane cells are like bulbs, with a future flower inside, and I know they are eagar to become an 'at home' part of your healthy body.

take care love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 15, 2004 6:04 PM CDT

Jane -
Here's to the New Woman! May your chemical stew align itself in just the perfect combination! (Add garlic; you can never have too much garlic).
Lynn and Larry have been keeping me up-to-date at church. I'm cheering you on, sending blessings and love and all else in my power to help you grow stronger and healthier. It's hard to remember that all this biz - nausea, calories, isolation, drug-induced weirdness, etc. - is temporary, when you're in the midst of experiencing it. So carry on, dear Jane, with courage and hope.
Take care, new friend, and know that I am sending you my prayers.
With love, Lisa
lisa taylor lake <thelakeview@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 3:53 PM CDT

Janie, I'm so happy to see you're feeling better today. I recently heard from Laura and Earle that you were getting the transplant and they shared this website with me. A big cyber hug from me for you and Larry and Lynn. A quick update on our activities...yesterday my Larry and I went to the state fair with our daughter Tara, her husband, Scott, and our 4 year old granddaughter, Kira. We, of course, enjoyed watching Kira who was facinated by everything. We saw the "butter" cow (sculpted from butter), rode on the "sky" ride, visited horses and cows, ate junk food, etc. Kira seemed most impressed with the trapeze artists and decided she wanted to do that too. Please know that our thoughts and hopes are with you often. Love, Mary (and Larry)
Mary Hughes <marylois@marylois.com>
Athens, IL - Sunday, August 15, 2004 12:02 AM CDT

Dear Jane, I LOVE the picture of you on the North Shore and your caption is so loving too. Good to see it again. Glad all the different chemicals in your body are settling down a little and that the Patrona/Jane cells can grow a little. I think there was supposed to have been a storm last night--I was asleep--hope you saw it.

Take care and happy Day 4.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 14, 2004 8:01 PM CDT

Hi, Jane (and Larry and Lynn). It is so good to hear how you are doing. We're thinking about you and sending our good thoughts for good new cells. (We're in Vasteras, Sweden. Yesterday we picked wild raspberries in the woods and climbed to the top of the tallest Viking burial mound in the country.) We look forward to seeing you when we're back in the U.S. I hope you find some palatable food in the meantime. Much love, Laura
Laura Cooper <benlauraeurope@yahoo.com>
Vasteras, Sweden - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:46 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry and Lynn,

I do so enjoy your entries, so eloquently written... and I also look forward to reading your guestbook where your friends share such warmth, humor and insight. Jane, you will feel so much better when Patrona's cells engraft. This is a rough part of the ride. I hope you are able to meet your 1000 calorie quota without too much trouble. Larry, you know I'm thinking about you lots and I'm sure Jane is so grateful to have you by her side. I, myself, feel very lucky to have "met" you both.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 1:26 AM CDT

Dear Janie, Larry and Lynn, Oh my, what a week! Up, down, back up, Patrona arrives, you look great, you're up to Day 3 and so far so good -- sounds like your "new life" is off to an amazing start.

And in response to the quest for Alice, when we came home from the baseball game tonight there was a very nice little moth hanging in the frame of the front door. Since I called my mother/Flora, Moth (mother without the "er"), it was like a little visit from her. I've asked the Moth to go find Alice and the two of them please to come visit you. Don't be surprised if the two of them bring you cuttings of interesting plants --you know how they were...

In the meantime, I send you fertilizer for your inner garden, a Tree of Life to grow on the wall across from the end of your bed, cloud soup which will settle gently on your tummy, and a bazillion hugs to use when needed.
Love all around, Diana

Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Jane - You look wonderful! Back from my Feng Shui conference with a possible assist for you - someone quoted a study showing significantly faster recovery for people who either had a window showing a nature scene or a poster showing a nature scene. You've talked about the sky, but can you see any trees? Or do you need a nice landscape poster? Love, blessings, prayers, healing thoughts. - Martie.
M. Van Roekel
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 4:36 PM CDT

Dear Jane - all of us at Central Square are hoping that everything is going ok. We have read your guestbook and are so happy that you have so much support. We are thinking of you. Sue, Nancy, Shannon, Chelsie, Marissa and Bob
Sue MOen <s.moen@southstpaul.org>
South St. Paul, MN Dakota - Friday, August 13, 2004 12:47 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Hope today is a more alert one. Though resting can be comfortable too. Thanks for letting me visit a little yesterday. It is before sunrise now but the darkness outside my window reminds me of winter when you shall be 'more better'. Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, August 13, 2004 5:23 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

We are sorry to hear you are not feeling well. Just remember that it is temporary and that you will have another good day soon! We think and speak of you so often. If good wishes count, you are well on your way to a better tomorrow.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 1:37 AM CDT

Hi Jane: I'm a member of the Plymouth Prayer Chain and have been following your progress thru this trying time. It is so wonderful that you are having this procedure and hopefully, the stemcell use will follow. We pray for you and send thoughts of healing and comfort to you always.
Joan Wicklund <dreamon58@aol.com>
Edina, MN USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 7:32 PM CDT

It's done, that's fantastic! As you say, it's day one and each day is a step closer to complete recovery.
I just wanted to say hello and send my best from the East Coast contingent.
Between the Catholics, the Protestants, the Buddhists and the Jews at Columbia, I think that we'll be able to generate some good attention on high. We're still working on the Moslems and Hindus but be assured, all will be mobilized.

Best,
Jill
Jill Shapiro <jss19@columbia.edu>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 5:04 PM CDT

Hi, Jane!

I saw Larry last evening at the BeFriender party - everyone there sends good wishes to you - and I was so pleased to hear that yesterday was a good day for you. You probably feel like a chemical factory these days; let's hope that the chemicals don't get into tussles but take their turns to make you well. This morning's sunrise was glorious! Pinks, blues, yellows, and oranges all dancing across the horizon to greet the day and to greet you. Have a healing, happy day!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 6:36 AM CDT

Hello, Jane,
I love your picture -- you look so positive and hopeful and just plain YOU! I'm glad you've gotten out the 100 day periodic chart -- something tactile that I worked on and understand -- can't remember if I had anything in the first month -- you may recognize my style in the offbeat collages. All best wishes for a most discerning batch of bone marrow that can sniff out the good you stuff from the bad cancer stuff from its own stuff -- yes, very discerning indeed -- yes -- that's the kind you have.
Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:11 PM CDT

Hi Jane,

Well, here it is the first somethingversary (diaversary? what's the day equivalent of an anniversary?) of your having your lovely new cells. I suppose they're all still looking around, rearranging the furniture, finding the light switches and getting used to their new surroundings. I'm sure they'll find you as congenial and good company as all of us do. Get to work, guys.

But, Jane, 'till they all get settled in, do I refer to you or y'all?

Seriously, it is wonderful to hear that all went well.

I know you've been concerned about Alice Schroeder too. There was a party for her at the Bakken yesterday as you may know. She was there looking as vigorous, cheerful and just plain fine as ever. I can't tell you how good it was to see. Her treatment is causing her symptoms to abate a good bit so that she's lowering her pain meds and feeling better. All this is still short of a cure, just yet, of course, but it's change in the right direction.

Now we'd like more news like that from you.

Caitlin's here from California for a few days and we're headed to the north shore for a brief stay. Will cross paths with Evan and a friend on their way into the BWCA so that'll be an added bonus.

More anon. Looking forward to reading that you are feeling fine.

Cheers, Gordon
Gordon Murdock <murdo001@umn.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:25 PM CDT

Hi Jane, Larry, and Lynn,
We are checking in on you from Ohio at my Mom's house and its great to see the new photos and read the accounts of all the action in the last couple of days. I'm sure it doesn't exactly seem like "action" to you but I have the advantage of distance. Happy Birthday. We will see you when we return. Next Sunday I will be sitting in the sanctuary where my teen years were spent listening to Larry's dad's music. I'll be thinking of all of you!
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul or Dayton?, MN or OH? - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:06 AM CDT

Jane, Larry & Lynn,

Happy b-day +1! I am glad to learn that the actual transfer was dull and boring, just the way it is supposed to be. So you will soon have 1 down and 99 to go on the crucual first 100 days. I think you can tell just how many people will be with you every step of the way, holding all of you in the light that we all possess.
Chuck Fulner <cfulner@gmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:45 AM CDT

Hello, Jane and Larry and Lynn. I feel as if you are taking care of us by posting your notes and photographs on Caring Bridge. Now that we are in Sweden it is especially reassuring to us to see that you are all together and doing well--or as well as one can be under the circumstances. On the day of your transplant we were in the garden of Carl Linneas outside Uppsala, and it seemed to me that garden image was a good one for transplant day. Jane, you are so connected to the life of your garden and it seems especially unfair to be deprived of its restorative power for a time. On the other hand, it makes your return to gardening at the end of the process especially celebratory.

May your good health and all the love that surrounds you bring you through the struggles to the garden,
Laura
Laura Cooper <benlauraeurope@yahoo.com>
Knivsta, Sweden - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:32 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Lynn, Larry, I fell asleep before Patrona arrived but upon awakening at 1:00 a.m. (I am of that age, don'tcha know) I came to find your great pictures. Oh so happy as Patrona's cells, and what a huge bag of them, are settling in for a long August night and many weeks and months and years.

So thankful and so prayerful. I will now sleep better and pray harder for this stage to go well. My bountiful love.

anne

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:21 AM CDT

Dear Janie, Happy Day #1 !!!!!!!The photo of you just glows with your spirit and determination, and I guess this really is the first day of the rest of your life -- WOW!!! And thank you Patrona, wherever and whoever you are, for such an unselfish gift. I'm in awe of it all, but sending enough love to go all around and plenty left over for canning. Hugs all around, Diana
P.S. Go, go little cells and enjoy swimming about to explore your nice new home -- you'll just LOVE hanging out with Janie!
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

YEEHAW!!!!!!!! Happy Birthday! Patrona's gift looks so healthy and full of life! Do you think a housewarming party is in order?

With MUCH LOVE and best wishes,

kimchee
Kim Pribanic <muddydogs@earthlink.net>
Newbury Park, CA USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

Congratulations on the transplant!!! Happy new birthday and hurray for lemon merangue pie. How vulnerable you are right now -- but with such promise for a full recovery and complete cure. Must be lots of mixed emotions. All my best prayers, good thoughts and healing vibrations.
Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

Hi J L & l, it's almost time for the 10 p.m. news so before I go watch it I just want to say WOW, neat pictures and update (better late than never!). You had me on pins and needles all day but the time has finally arrived. And do enjoy that pie too! Mom made the best, remember? My favorite pie too. Happy New Birthday; we will always remember this date. May you have a new long and happy life from this day forward.

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

Jane,
Missed you at the Oddfellow's on Saturday, a warm, steamy place that emptied considerably at the break.
Just returned from the Kerry HQ working on the phone banks. I can take only about an hour or so of the predictable rejection. (I think I keep getting the people in the "Jessie Corridor". I'm telling myself that the 373 area code is in no way a sampling of anything.

I so appreciate your journal. Love and thoughts and prayers. Kathy McGonagle
Kathy McGonagle
Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:03 PM CDT

You're waiting and I'm checking this site each hour. Your lemon meringue (sp?) sounds wonderful. My father's favorite pie and he always asked for that on his birthday instead of a cake so Jane, on your second birthday, you can celebrate as he did. It just got through my brain that you are soon to be a born again and that I will have to adjust to. My love.

anne
anne <anneseltz@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:01 PM CDT

Hello Jane, Larry and Lynn,
Just signing on to try and catch an update. Perhaps you are having the miraculous injection as I write!
You have been with me all day, every day Jane. Thanks for the energy and enthusiasm for breaking down this journey into understandable bite sizes for us mortals.
Question: what type of food are you hungry for that I could send along with Larry? Great weather for cooking and baking and a great time for new beginnings and healing.
All my love, support and prayers to you, Larry and Lynn.

Mary Rose Remington <mrose@maryremington.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:21 PM CDT

Dear Janie,
Brian and I have been thinking of you all day, the beginning of your rebirth and day one. In fact, Brian has spent much of the day in his studio doing some recording for a little gift for you as you recuperate. So, I can say, without a doubt, you have been in our thoughts (and ears) all day. We appreciate all the photos of you as it gives us some peace of mind that we can keep track of you! The daily updates have made us a part of your lives and helps us understand more of what you are going through.
Brian's Dad just got word his chemo did the trick and the lymphoma is not visible anywhere in his blood tests. He's an 83 year old miracle, now enjoying watching a few baseball games down the street where he was the Oneonta Yankees scorer for umpteen years.
Our prayers and love continue to be with you and Larry and Lynn.
Love, Jan and Brian
Jan Best and Brian Whittemore <jbest51@yahoo.com>
MN - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:05 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

My computer went out yesterday morning and Rob has only now got it up and running -- just in time for us to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! The photos are great and you look wonderful! I am impressed by your energy in the midst of this process. We will be sending good wishes and quiet prayers all day and evening as Patrona's cells begin to circulate and settle in their new home. Congratulations on this new beginning, dear Jane.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

Hello Jane and Larry too,
First of all, I am in total awe of all the great friends you have and what wonderful writers they are. My message, I can assure you, will be simple in comparison. Thanks for sharing Lynn with us last night. It was fun listening to the girls retreat back in conversation to their days at EHS. A less complicated time perhaps, although I'm sure they didn't think so at the time. We are so glad they have remained friends even though their studies have taken them worlds apart. It must be true friendship. Now, as for you Jane, wow, is all I can say. Your intelligence, bravery, energy, and positive attitude are an inspiration to us all. And your ability to communicate the most complicated infomation so even I can understand it continues to amaze me. We have had you in our thoughts and prayers and will continue to do so. Today is the big day. Lynn tells us that the transplant itself is not very complicated. It's the before and after that are the challenge. The before is just about over. I think you have already proven that you are up to the challenge. Let the healing begin!
Lynn Stoerzinger <dstoerz@comcast.net>
Inver Grove Hgts., MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:36 AM CDT

Hi Jane,
I'm thinking about you and your family, and remembering our fun trip to the HP film. Lots of good thoughts and wishes to you...
Love,
Kristen
Kristen Murray <kmurray@smm.org>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:35 AM CDT

Hi Jane...Today is the day! I'm sending lots of love and prayers.
Sue Landers <slanders@smm.org>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:53 AM CDT

Dear Jane & Larry & Lynn--
My thoughts are with you all on day one. I miss your smile and humor, so it's great to see it blossoming profusely here.
I've been meddling with a light proposal but I see now that the light is really within you all.
Love, J.
J. Newlin <newlin@smm.org>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:28 AM CDT

Dear Jane, I sit here with tears in my eyes having read the recent entries. Am overwhelmed by the pouring out of love and the magnificant expressions of caring. My happiness for you is overflowing because you not only have good medical resources, not only your own personal resources, not only your magnificant Larry and Lynn, but all these loving friends. The BMT section of the world must be glowing with angels carrying all our prayers. Thanks to Patrona and a happy birthday to you.

My enormous love and respect.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 10, 2004 7:13 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

As they say in Gaelic (Irish), "L� breithe mhaith agat!" In German, it's "Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!" and in Slovene, it's "Vse najboljse za rojstni dan!" (I can keep going if you'd like.) Anyway, Happy Birthday in a multitude of languages! The whole world sends you its best wishes on your new birthday. Thanks for the new photos - it's fun to see your new "digs." I think that you should name the bicycle "Lance Armstrong," a name that connotes strength, determination, and perseverence, even in the face of adversity. And remember, "A woman is like a tea bag...you don't know how strong she is until you put her in hot water." (I think I've used up my quota of quotation marks for today.) Much love,
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 6:42 AM CDT

Dear J, L, and L, After a week in Maine, I am DEFINITELY in favor of low humidity and cool breezes and gentle winds, and of course fresh blueberries. Our week progressed much more easily than expected, considering my mission was to help guard over a 90 year old lady with Alzheimers, in the family summer home where she'd visited since the '40's. She had a grand time, and had lots of naps with a view of Penobscot Bay, and there's worse places to nap than Maine....

I just tonight caught up on my reading of your journal entries, as well as the massive numbers of friends you have. It's been rather a week, it sounds (am I a master of understatement or what....). You seem to be doing post-doc work in "fix-my-marrow-ology" .... and it sure sounds like you know what they're telling you, or will soon, plus you can pronounce all those words.

In one entry you mentioned having a Hickman catheter, which reminded me that Flora had one of those in 1982, when I think they were pretty new (at least that's my memory, accurate or not). I know it's presence made her treatment considerably easier, and she felt much less like a pin cushion. I wish the same for you. Perhaps both our mothers are watching over you, too.

In the Prevention Magazine which arrived today, Ardath Rodale talks about tending the inner garden. She talks about global visions, but the phrase "tending the inner garden" did start me thinking about planting seeds of hope and health and healing, courage and grace, learning and forging on, friendship and support and connection, and love coming at you from all directions, fertilizing all the baby cells. Your interconnected web is large and strong, so let us be the hammock that holds you as you rock in a gently breeze (unless, of course, that motion makes you vomitorious, in which we'll just stand still and support you)

Ike or Mike the bike, perhaps?... though that sounds far less elegant that Baxter, the IV pole. Maybe Reginald...?

Today has turned into tomorrow, so it's officially T-Day, and I will hold all of you -- Janie, Larry, Lynn, and Patrona -- in my mind and heart all day, with love and hope and healing all around. I hope it all goes swimmingly! Keep us posted. Much love to all, Diana

Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 11:48 PM CDT

Hi Janie, got your postcard today. The weather this summer has been fantastic and now they say we'll have a mild winter too. Can't wait to see what the Fall garden will do. Love your new pictures and glad to be able to see you in your new 'digs.' Hope they will be very temporary altho I do not know how long you will be there. You seem to be very comfortably set up with some of your favorite things. Will be thinking of you tomorrow on your special T-Day, as always. Kudos to you and your team and Patrona. How brave you all are!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:59 PM CDT

Dear Jane,
Today is our 35th anniversary. Last weekend we celebrated it in Spring Green Wisconsin. As we played golf, little signs began to pop up all along the fairways that said prairie restoration project in progress. The prairie flowers were breath taking and more than made up for the bad golf I was playing. I of course thought of you and how you would know every single one of them as though you were meeting old friends. All the best to you as you go into the transplant. You and your family are in my prayers. Take care my friend. Gloria

Gloria Williams <gloria-wms@comcast.net>
Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 9:36 PM CDT

Jane, Happy new birthday tomorrow. Prayers and thoughts are paving the way for everything to go just right.

Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:54 PM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry, and Lynn,

We will continue to keep each one of you in our daily prayers. We have the happy picture of the 3 of you hanging in our room so we see you each day & the kids know who they are praying for.
Char Turch & family
Blaine, MN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 3:24 PM CDT

Dear Jane, sitting on the quilt of many colors, watching the clouds come and go with a little blue here and there. The air is refreshing today, cool and a little blowy.

The body, the vessel, waiting for Patrona's cells, waiting to give them a safe, nuturing home.

My love and hugs to you today.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, August 9, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

Last Friday I discovered that I can see Fairview University Hospital from my office window, and I don't have even have to get out of my chair to see it! So I'm keeping my eye on you and, always, wishing you the best. Friday evening Jim and I were driving around the Ham Lake area after dinner, and we saw a fox. It stayed in view for a long time, and it seemed to bounce on springs as it ran away from us. At one point it was following the edge of a little pond. What a lovely sight to see the fox and its reflection simultaneously. Saturday morning I saw a hen mallard with four little ducklings on Lake Calhoun. The ducklings were so tiny that they must be a second hatching. I hope they mature enough to go south once the cold weather comes. I was hoping for a thunderstorm last night, too. I love "nature's fireworks"! Waving goodbye for now,

Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:59 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

Everything consititutes a milestone for you these days, eh? Today, the last bit of fludarabine; Tomorrow, the eve of the rest of your life; Tuesday... TAAA-DAAAAHH... New life and new hope begin and every day after that has an element of magic and expectation to it (well, and some yucky stuff too, let's be honest). Just want you to know you're on our minds and we continue to send good wishes!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:05 AM CDT

Fludarabine etc. etc. etc.! What an education in molecular biochemistry we have had just keeping up with the journal. Who would have thought it possible for someone on the cusp of such a serious medical procedure (to say less than the least) to be such a devoted and effective educator. Jane, your composure and outward-reachingness (for lack of a better word) put the remainder of humanity to shame....
(Mr) Bill and Elaine <brosent@hunter.cuny.edu>
Tampa, FL USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:43 PM CDT

Some notes on friendship from Louis Untermeyer:

"The quality of friendship, unlike that of mercy, is continually being strained. But it is the essence of friendship that it can stand the strain. Friendship is like love at its best: not blind but sympathetically all-seeing; a support which does not wait for understanding; an act of faith which does not need, but always has, reason."

We, your many friends, salute and support you always!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson (Big Sis) <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:02 PM CDT

Love the room, Mom! I'll try to figure out how to add some more color to the wall. I'm not sophisticated OR grown up, don't listen to Anne! Love you googobs, even when you're vomitrocious.
LYNN <lec2002@columbia.edu>
IGH, MN United States - Sunday, August 8, 2004 6:31 PM CDT

Oh Jane. How little Lynne has grown up. She looked so sophisticated today in church. Know you are glowing and smiling in her presence. I know your body is doing things mine has not done so I can't say 'yes, I know', or 'that I too experienced'. I can't give you that kind of support. But know that Im imagining Patrona's cells becoming eagar to become part of you in less than two days. I feel Patrona is also wondering who you are and wishing you to be a good host for her gifts. So much symbolism here.

Take care and be as strong as you wish to be and ask for support each time you want it no matter what time nor how often.

My love, anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 4:23 PM CDT

Hello Jane,
Thanks for your great updates - full of so much good informtion and your funny sweet personality.
I am so glad that Lynne is home and can visit you!!!
Blessings to you.
Myra
Myra Sarkenburg <star1945@msn.com>
Minneapolis, Minnesota - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:20 AM CDT

Jane, the GREAT LARGE RABBIT is magnificant. I see her often as it is near my home. Isn't it the neatest sculpture?

It was SOOO good visiting you in the horsepital (that's how I pronounced it when I was a wee one). For all out-of-towners let me take you on a tour. The fourth floor of this building is newly renovated but you have to remember to look for 4C and the only place you can find it is near the ceiling over some closed double doors. Then you come into a space of corridors at unusual angles and you again look for room numbers and there is Jane's room, way down at the end of the corridor. 'Wash hands before entering' kind of clarifies the nature of this station. Double entry way to her room and there was Jane, busily knitting something brown that looked great but I forgot to ask what it was to become. One whole wall is window from the ceiling to the sill--overlooking the Mississippi river (I think). Her bed is covered with one of the softest, most colorful quilts I've seen. It's a star pattern made by a friend. Really brightens the room which is a little devoid of color---for now. Baxter--the tall gangly frame that holds all the monitors and life giving fluids--I think I saw three different bags--is at her side. Lovely wooden rocker and another armchair for visitors, a computer station near the windows and, best of all, Jane. She looked wonderful, was a gracious hostess serving me tea in the handmade tea pot and cups--her sister in law made them. I was there about an hour and we talked a blue streak with only two pauses from a very good nutritionist/dietitian (not recall which) who helped Jane learn where she could find some really good vegis, not overcooked ala hospital food, and perhaps some whole grain bread. Then a nurse came in as Baxter was beeping in an unexpected manner--really rather rude as his message was false--there really was more fluid in the bag.

I have a suggestion: since flowers aren't allowed and since there may well be days ahead when food is not too appetizing because of drugs and etc. Maybe those of us who write well can write word pictures of nature and water and birds and fresh air. Maybe those of us who don't write so well can find writings and send them to Jane. Or those who are good photographers, nature photos, send them to Jane for her bulletin board and wall (no tacks please). She can't open any windows and, even though the air felt fresh, a fantasy about fresh air might be nice.

I've gone on much too long but I want you to know I appreciated being able to see Jane's environs so that now I can know just where she is.

ANd Jane, take care and eat well and I'll talk with you soon. Thank you for letting me visit. Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 10:11 PM CDT

Jane and Larry, too, I often think of you.

Seeing your fine pictures on caring-bridge
and reading your CML transplant news
makes my day more complete.
The �rabbit with friend� photo is personally touching.

Keep hope on your side, close.
And life will follow with fullness in light.

If this idea were new; it�s not.
This is your story, returned to you with interest.
For you are brave, and your courage helps others
more than you may know. God knows.

As for THIS transplant, you are the donor
offering friends that benefit of dimension
most unseen. Yet like marrow, an essential of life,
this testament you most sweetly share
is yourself, lovingly your soul.

George Anderson <granders@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, mn usa - Friday, August 6, 2004 4:53 PM CDT

I hadn't read the entries for a few days. I agree with other friends that "vomitrocious" is an interesting term--would me more so in theory, without the practice:)
I just finished a book I'd recommend: "These Is My Words" by Nancy Turner. It's a fictional diary of a pioneer woman in post-civil war Arizona. I really enjoyed it.
Will continue with prayers and reading the news. Hope today is a good one--if not, time to open the blue jar and enjoy some of the saved-up stuff:)
Fondly, with love to Larry & Lynn,

Barb Johnson of Nebraska <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

Jane,

As I read your journal and watch the sun slowly rise, splashing yellow, orange, and pink across the horizon, I think of you. A new day - and a new life - is dawning for you. And all of your friends get to witness the glory of it. What a gift you are giving us, allowing us to be so intimately involved in this wondrous miracle!
Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 6:02 AM CDT

You know Janie, if you and Larry keep hauling out words like "vomitrocious" I am *never* going to beat you at Scrabble! ;-) Sheesh! But back to the subject, look at it this way: At least you're not bringing up slugs. (They would make a mell of a hess if they got onto the "Award for Special Services" that has Patrona's name on it!)

Okay, enough with the Harry Potter references. Sending you lots of California sun, and some marine layer mists as well.

love,
kimchee
Kim Pribanic <muddydogs@earthlink.net>
Newbury Park, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:37 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Sorry to hear about your vomitrocious experience. I often reminded Rob that these discomforts were an inherent part of the curative process, but he would throw me one of those looks... I shook my head in sympathy when I read you accidentally deleted your entry last evening. I can't tell you how often that happened to us! Rob would get so frustrated. Now we always click and copy before we move on to enter the journal. Rob actually does it in WORD and then pastes it. I like your careful gardener analogy, and it is quite fitting. We are looking forward to Patrona's cells taking root and climbing toward the sun just before they bloom. Your journey is lovely to follow, and the next chapter will be even better.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 0:44 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Vomitrocious---what a wonderful word but, even though I have never heard you use a foul word, I prefer puke--especially when it involves me. That terrible feeling of nausea relieved only by retching. But then some peace until the next wave of nausea. Hope it abates. But if not, hope it tires you out enough so you can sleep.

Glad you like the sound of rain--frogs sound good--find someone to get it for you. If the staff hasn't heard that before, I think a little or a lot of acoustics in your environment might teach them something about manipulating the acoustic environment for future BMT people.

Well your goal is not to change the world of BMT but I like you doing what is helpful to you. Wonder if Patrona is enjoying music/sounds in her world right now.

I might attempt a call one of these days and want to hear your voice. Take care

Love

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:15 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
Who knows what is welcome or not at any given time during these next days. If you are not feeling up to it, don't fool with this little note but your mention of the view out your window reminded me of one of my favorite poems and it has fit my life at different times and maybe it will fit your life as you look out the window and imagine the days ahead when you will be free of "Baxter" and the other things that temporarily tie you down, but ultimately set you free. So here is a poem that Larry can read aloud to you or you to him. I hope it isn't too wistful. I think it is hopeful and forward-looking and even defiant of those things that would keep us tethered. I am writing it here from memory so I may have a few words wrong and for sure the punctuation, stanza-fying, etc. is wrong. I think you can tolerate that, though. I learned it in high school and have brought it out periodically all through my life. Here you have it:

The Sound of Trees

I wonder about the trees.
Why do we wish to bear forever the noise of these
so close to our dwelling place?
We suffer them by the day 'til we lose all measure of pace and fixity in our joys
and acquire a listening air.

There are those that talk of going
but never get away.
And that talk no less for knowing
as they grow wiser and older
that now they mean to stay.

My feet tug at the floor
and my head sways to my shoulder
sometimes
when I watch the trees sway
through the window or the door.

I shall set forth somewhere.
I shall make the reckless choice
someday
when the trees are in voice
and tossing so as to scare the white clouds over them on.
I shall have less to say
but I shall be gone!
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 5:12 PM CDT

Our prayers are with you.
Pat Evans <tomevans01@zoomnet.net>
Kingston, Oh Ross - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hi Janie, I'm so glad you have your computer back, yay! Thanks to you and Larry for keeping us all up to date with your procedures even if we don't understand them all. If they make you well and healthy again, more power to them! And you! And your caregivers! You and Larry are such GREAT writers! I am in awe. Love Larry's sense of humor. It shines right through.
Planted some French green beans the other day and they are coming up. Also got some Anasazi or Jacob's Cattle beans at the health food store and plan to plant some of those too. Evidently they are bush type, 24" tall. We'll see. Not enuf time to dry them but they'll make good shellie beans in a couple months.
All my best to my bestest sister. Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:32 PM CDT

Hi Jane and Larry,
I'm just one of the many who are thinking of you. Like Ana, I thank you for your open journal. I have really appreciated understanding the process better but also considering some of the things you are thinking and feeling. Thanks, too, to Larry for journaling when you are not feeling like it. It keeps us all connected!
p.s Flora is hoping to find some butterflies in your garden for us to photograph and send to you (she doesn't know I'm a lousy photographer).
Adele <abinning@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 11:34 AM CDT

Well, its Wednesday and a couple of days are behind you. I hope that things are not as difficult as you probably have imagined they will be. I loved the picture of the prairie flowers. See you at the museum...soon. Love ya, Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:11 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry, Thanks, Larry, for the update. Glad you were so close to me at Currans as there is no other place for comfort food. And reading aloud--what a gift to each other. Today brings what Bush might call the preemptive action to get them before they get you. Aside from that republican reference--I prefer Kerry's motto--the future is not built on fear but on freedom and hope. That is what I pray for you. Garrison Keillor was once asked how he could work with humor in a troubled world where so much needed to be done. He replied: "Caring about the world does not begin with fear and morbidity but with fascination." I savor that quote and share it with you because I enjoy your ability to translate your fascination about your body's journey to us so that we can understand it better. Take care and love. anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 4, 2004 5:32 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

I thought about you all day today. So, tomorrow a.m. begins the end of those Phillies! Good riddance... I'm glad to hear of Jane's status. She is going into this under the very best of circumstances. You, Larry, are a gem, I can tell. Jane is lucky to have you, and you to have her! I love the thought of your read-aloud sessions. What a nice family you are. I am hoping the next several days are as comfy as possible for you, Jane and not too much strain on you, Larry. As always, we're sending our positive thoughts and prayers!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 0:59 AM CDT

Hi Jane.
I'm teaching at Camp Runestone this week. The kids are definitely full of energy, but all are excited by the chemistry we're studying in potions class. They all kept asking me if we were going to be able to mix "real" chemicals. Of course we get to mix the real stuff! How funny!
I heard that today was going to be a big day in your treatment, and I wanted you to know that I was thinking of you. I hope all went well and that you are feeling good about all that will be happening in the coming weeks.
Healing thoughts, wishes and charms to you,
Brandi Hansmeyer <correo@unique-software.com>
Apple Valley, MN 55124 - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

Dear Janie, Larry and Lynn, My good wishes come to you from a different as Chuck and I are in Deer Isle Maine with one of my ladies, the one who turned 90 and has Alzheimers. We flew with her to meet her daughter and family for a week at the family summer home where she's vacationed since her honeymoon in the '40's. I'm just now catching up with the journal and continue to be in awe of the network of love and caring that surrounds you as the process continues. I'm there in spirit, along with all the others, holding you up. I have a small cheer gift which I'll get mailed tomorrow. Much love all around! Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
Just wanted to let you know that everyone here at SMM is thinking of you as you prepare for the transplant. I hope everything goes well. I am reading the 5th Harry Potter book and I think of you every time I pick it up. Thanks for being so open in your journal entries! I have truly learned a lot by reading about your experiences. Take care.

Ana Kaveh <akaveh@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 5:12 PM CDT

OK, Janie and Larry and Lynn, I know this sounds weird, but I'm glad this time has finally come. It's been a long time feeling it approach, and now that it is here, I am feeling something new. I am feeling what it will be like to have Janie and her new gift with us without so much fear and with much thanksgiving. Lots of trials in the meantime perhaps, but I just have such faith that you will be up and teaching me some crazy dance steps in just a little time! Then we will go for a true Night Out.

Janie, all of us are going to be with you on your Nights IN. If you want a celebration of community, here it is with all of us surrounding you with our hearts. Let's all go dancing with that new tube of yours and make it a welcome part of your life for a little while, OK?
With love,
another of your many L's ;-)
Lisa Pribanic
Tenafly, NJ United States - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

The problem with sending one's computer away is that one does not have the opportunity to check one's mother's website and find out the schedule. So I called at 6:15 instead of 5:55 and missed you. Sorry...you know I love you, right? Hope today is okay, I'll call this evening! Googobs of hugs...
Lynn Copes <lec2002@columbia.edu>
Washington, DC USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 7:28 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,

Our thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow as you enter the hospital to begin your new CML-free life! Larry, you have my number and you can call any time at all. As a fellow caregiver, I have a sense of how you're feeling right now. And the same goes for you, Jane. Rob and I have found it helpful to talk to others in the same situation. No matter what, we are all one. Lots of love and hope flowing your way from Solana Beach, California!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry,
I have been thinking of you on and off all day, hoping you were enjoying greatly. I'm glad you got in a swim. Always good for the sprit. Good luck tomorrow. I'll be sending my love.
Joyce
Joyce Stone <rina1461@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 2, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Dear Jane, Well your OLD friend Anne was a day ahead of herself and wrote tomorrow's message today so tomorrow I will write today's message and you can be appropriately confused. Sounds as if today was just what it was supposed to be. Glad it went so well.

My best to you and L

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, August 2, 2004 9:11 PM CDT

Dear Jane, Today is almost over and all the procedures scheduled are now completed and you are thankful. I hope the pain and stress wasn't too great. I hope you are snuggling in with your new PJs and whatever else you brought with you. My imagination as to your environs is totally based on when my younger sister was 17 yrs old, had a bad staph infection in her heel that wouldn't heal, and was in isolation at UMH student ward. I was her only relative in town and had to put on gowns and gloves to visit and then only once a day or something like that. Also, that was before email so I don't know how she did it but that is what I remember. Sterility is not always pretty unless they have come up with new, safe decor. Ask them for lots of good food and feed Larry well too.

Waiting anxiously for any report.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
minneapolis, mn - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

Dear Janie (and Larry),
We love your photo album, especially the group shot of the three of you. Thanks for the lovely pictures of lovely people.
Too bad your peace and quiet had to be disrupted by that brat Lynn coming back from Kenya! Just when you thought you were free of her. We're going to try to see her Thursday, so we'll tell her off for you. We're sure you'd much rather see Harley and Harry, who would've written except they can't hold a pen in their paws.
You know you're in our thoughts and in our hearts, and know that we love you.
Howard and Carol

Howard Grimwood and Carol Thacker <hgrimwood@juno.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 9:57 AM CDT

Jane,
I am so impressed with the number of friends and family who are participating in this website and who, as are the Johnsons in Nebraska, praying and caring for you. What a blessing you are receiving. This "fellowship of the saints of God" surely will pray a miracle.
My best to you.
Barb (not the sister in MO) Johnson <jajohnson@hamilton.net>
Aurora, NE - Monday, August 2, 2004 9:31 AM CDT

Janey: I don't need the lovely photograph at the top to be reminded of one of my fondest memories but it is nice to look at it, study it and make a connection with some work the two of participated in. I think of it more often than you'd guess. I had asked you to participate in judging some scholarship applications, one of those tasks where the applications are so good that you wish you didn't have to do it. It was the good old days, aren't they all? on the 6th floor of MDE. The Capitol Square Building is no longer there turned into a parking lot. We had a wonderful view though of two lovely churches just across the street; the churches in scale with humans and Cap Square in scale with nothing and as architecturally signficant as a Target Store. You arrived with a grocery sack of prairie and garden flowers and a jar to put them in about which I recall almost nothing but it was a plain jar...simple and perfect, just like jars my Mama used on the kitchen table for flower jars. I got the water and you arranged the flowers. As I recall it was only you and me who noticed and appreciated them but it made the work easier, more pleasant and connected us to the planet. It was such a thoughtful gift. I've always appreciated it, in fact I still do, almost daily throughout the summer and fall. Take care. With lots of love and good energy. P.S. I watered plants at the coop this afternoon; the soil was dry even though we'd had a short but light rain a few hours earlier.
Edward Hessler <ehessler01@hamline.edu>
St. Paul, MN US - Sunday, August 1, 2004 6:19 PM CDT

Goody, I am number 1670 to view this web site. How many friends can one person plus husband and daughter have??? How thrilling to be part of it all. Em and I returned from a wonderful family reunion with 98 cousins and aunts and uncles and distant relatives and three dogs. Truely great outdoors fun with singing and food and laughing and looking to see how our aging process compares with others'.

I expect you and your family to attend or create many family reunions in the future. SO GLAD Lynn will be with us at family camp and doing your thing with the magic stuff.

The time will go fast and then you will be starting the journey in the UMH and my thoughts will be right beside you, perhaps on the left side of the bottom of your bed (being a democrat and all).

Thanks for the HP story. FYI I just ate four peach halves canned by my cousin AL which were magnificant. That has nothing to do with HP but knew you would enjoy.

Love anne
anne seltz <anneseltz @aol.com>
Minneapolis, - Sunday, August 1, 2004 4:28 PM CDT

Janey and Larry:

I think of you every day reminded of the journey and our joining at some trail head somewhere in the misty past...walking together as colleagues and friends. The things you do to make life sweeter. My heart and head will be very much with you this week as the journey continues. With lots of love.
Ed Hessler <ehessler01@hamline.edu>
St. Paul, MN US - Saturday, July 31, 2004 3:37 PM CDT

Hello Jane---My positive thoughts will be with you this week and especially next Tuesday, the 10th.
Rebecca
Rebecca Heyns <heyrebec@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, July 31, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry and family,

We found this part of the journey -- the preparation for and anticipation of the transplant -- perhaps the most difficult phase. I, too, had lots of tears... and in the least expected moments (once in the grocery store). Rob was very quiet and withdrawn. For some reason, once the actual process started, we both felt very grounded. We, like you, knew the transplant was our very best hope for a long life together, free of CML. The road may (and probably will) have its bumps, but remember the prize, dear Jane! We are all here to support you and help you through this in any way we can!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, July 31, 2004 0:52 AM CDT

Dear Jane:
I am following your eloquent journal. I will join the ranks in prayer for your successful transplant.
Love,
Gail Kroeger (from the CML community)
Gail Kroeger <Dkroeger1@aol.com>
Basking Ridge, NJ - Friday, July 30, 2004 9:33 PM CDT

Dear Larry, Jane, and Lynn,

What a trying, awful, joyous, encouraging, frightening week you have all had! I had thought that the testing phase would be thorough and exhausting - I had never imagined it would be so painful. My love and caring go out to all of you. Jane, the wildflowers in Glacier Park were in full bloom when I was there last week, and they were all waving at you. Larry, thanks for the welcome home email message. Lynn, thanks for the postcard of the rhino mom and baby. I'm glad you had a great adventure and were able to come home to share your stories. May the days ahead be filled with the support and strength and love of friends and family!

Karen Barstad <karenb@pbmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 6:26 AM CDT

Bravo to you and Larry and Lynn for creating the freedom to scream with pain, weep with fear, and leap with joy at Lynn's coming. All in one day. Such energy consumption must allow you to eat lots ??? Sweet corn is good. Yesterday my breakfast was salmon--braised--and sauted and then covered with fresh blueberries. MMMMM and colorful. Two of my favorite things: flavor and color.

My love and caring.

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:13 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

What a very rough day you have had! I'm sorry to hear you had to bear so many discomforts and such pain. Rob also found the testing phase very trying, all the more so because of our anxieties about the week looming ahead. Fear not, dear Jane. You have already shown us all that you are more than brave enough to persevere! And when you need to stop and breathe, all who love you will prop you up and get you through. There are many, many people thinking of you and praying for you. It will be okay.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 0:36 AM CDT

Dear Jane,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Larry and your daughter. I love your prairie photo. Some prairie grasses have roots as deep as they are tall, thus allowing them to survive and thrive even in a drought or fire. You have deep roots, I think. They will serve you well, I trust. May God's richest blessings be yours, even in this challenging time.

Love,

Jean Greenwood
Jean Greenwood <green104@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 8:42 PM CDT

Jane,Larry and Lynn,

I just finished reading your diary entries. You are such a good writer. Your entries are so informative, interesting. You are so brave to be able to open yourself up to us on all the emotions that this disease is putting you through. This website also is a huge tribute to you in that it shows all the many people that love you and support you. Know that you are in my prayers throughout this journey. You are a strong person and,well, with that wonderful husband of yours...what's his name?....yah,Larry (hee hee) and Lynn (my other daughter) by your side....you will be cared for and doted over and wrapped in love and that will certainly help you through this whole ordeal. I'm sending strong healing vibes to you and your patrona. love, Pat
Pat K. <pkegler@juno.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN Dakota - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
What a wonderful way to share through your journal. I just read it tonight due to lack of time for me and competition for the computer at home. Some of these experiences seem like living in a science fiction world. The odd thing about it is that there are caring people and new friends, even young ones - people who are somewhat going through this same experience. We are never alone, and you have many friends. God bless you. Mary Baker
Mary Baker <mbaker7@mn.rr.com>
Hopkins, MN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 10:04 PM CDT

Hello, Jane,
Reading about the procedures really brings home just how vulnerable you are right now. I loved your idea of the 100 days of periodic elements and am decorating mine to send you now. Think of you a lot and send all my love and good vibes and hopefully enough vibrations to reach your nose when it needs scratching! All best love to you and Larry and Lynn arriving soon!
Alice
Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
Another great picture! It was good to read all about the process. I think it makes it less scary. I will be checking your website regularly to monitor your progress. I am assuming someone, Larry?, will be posting news regularly. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I have received a miracle in the past (when my eyes were blinded) and I know the same is available to you. Love you. Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

Oh My !! I just heaved a huge sigh after reading your entry filled with details, angst, fear, frustration, hope, and the ever or never ending schedules and PROCEDURES. I can understand why you feel as if you are observing from a distance. How can anyone feel 'at home' with such a strange new experience.

I wish I were near to sip a cup of tea but we can have a virtual cup together.

Em and I go to a family reunion this Friday and return Sun afternoon. I will call after that. Do hope you hear soon from Lynn. Maybe she is sleeping off the jet lag.

Keep sharing and talking and listening and praying. My love to you both.

a <ANNESELTZ@AOL.COM>
- Tuesday, July 27, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

Decisionsdecisionsdecisions! Keep talking as long as you're able! You never know who might be listening and who can add 2+2 and get 5 or more! Even the exalted Michael DeBakey was once a lowly intern, so you just don't know what kind of genius might be walking through your room. With the usual doctor's visit, we don't always get the opportunity to tell the doctor everything we want to (he/she always seems to have someplace else to go!). Maybe these are opportunities to inform the medical folks of all the seemingly little insignificant things that are going on from head to toe (and especially between your ears!). So keep your energy up and keep talkin'!

Ron Palmer <Rapalmer50@aol.com>
Williamsville, ny usa - Monday, July 26, 2004 11:59 AM CDT

Dear Ones, Ah, teaching hospitals...the blessing of fresh newly trained minds, and the desire to make it through the next rotation.... In your hospital, will another group start at the first of the month? If so, you may want to announce that you'll help them all get A's if they work WITH you and treat you as a person and not a disease. And working with you means paying attention to the person, esp when she says go away. If indeed a new bunch starts on 8/1, you'll be starting with them and can train them the way you want them, and that will help a little. I'll be sending strength to you all day long! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 10:57 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry, and Lynn,

Continue to turst our Lord Jesus, He is with us every step of the way. You will continue to be in our prayers & thoughts.
Char Turch <char.turch@fdg-advisors.com>
Blaine, mn anoka - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:57 AM CDT

Dear Jane (and Larry [and Lynn])....So tomorrow starts the outpatient tests, with more fun to follow in each of the next two weeks. We here in the city of the Stanley Cup champions (so silly even to have ice hockey in Florida, is it not?) will be thinking of you throughout. Wish I could take some of the tests for you (I did this for someone in my first year of college), but that would be cheating!

With great hope and affection,

(Mr) Bill (1/4 Cantor to Larry) and Elaine
Bill Rosenthal & Elaine Howes <brosent@hunter.cuny.edu>
Tampa, Disenfranchisia USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 5:31 PM CDT

Dear Janie and Larry, A new week is almost here, with an outpatient tests and I suspect a roller coaster of emotions. Dick said, more than once, that such times provide the chance for the patient to be patient. The more I wrestle with medical systems, the more I understand this to be true. As this week begins, I pray for inner peace and support for you two, competence and compassion for your doctors and nurses, loving hands to tend your garden, giggles to sustain you, strength to contra dance down the halls from test to test, and the delight of new Giant Things on the roads you drive between home and hospital. Be well, dear cousin, my heart is with you! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 5:03 PM CDT

Deaer Jane, thank you so much for your words about Alice, our friend and fellow writer. So beautiful and sad and confusing. I don't remember negotiating either about two of my friends going through such life changing times. You are magnificant at gifting us with how it is to live.

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 24, 2004 5:44 PM CDT

dear jane
you are always in our prayers and hoping your upcoming surgery will be a great success. jesus is lord over all and remember that he loves you very much.
frans and judy rynders <ilbbww70@wmconnect.com>
blue mound , il usa - Friday, July 23, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

Dear Jane, Larry and family,

Wow, I see I have a lot of catching up to do! What an awesome website -- thanks for letting me join in on your journey as you conquer CML. We will be sending lots of prayers and good vibes your way. I can see already that you have everything going for you -- a great attitude, wonderful friends, a super transplant center, a perfect donor and an incredible hubby!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, July 22, 2004 0:49 AM CDT

Hi Jane...I think about you every day. I pray that all the new wonder-treatments and wonder-drugs can "do their stuff" for you, and that God will hold you close to him as you travel through these next months. (I missed your party because I'm helping my Dad close down his house of many years and move into senior assisted living. But my heart was there!) Love, Sue
Sue Landers <slanders@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Wow, Larry and Janie, good to know that you're able to enjoy the summer with friends and family. With weather like this and with Minnesota having so many attractions, you should have many visitors. As I head off to Albuquerque to a conference, I just wanted to catch up on things, one being to visit your site. Great pictures. Also checked Lynn's experience; it's beyond absorbing it all. Best. B.
Bill Batt <hwbatt@yahoo.com>
Albany, NY - Monday, July 19, 2004 2:01 PM CDT

WOW what a fabulous gathering of fabulous people all of whom love you and nurture you and received the love and nurturing of you and Larry. Your science 'gift tricks' to us were exciting, I know you've translated that fun to your writing. The green painting is good--such a summery color. Thanks again and see you soon.

One question, why do you need to have your water tested?

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, July 19, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

Dear Ones, Might it be that you are still partying on after a bountiful Sunday potluck? I wonder, since you're an hour earlier than us. I so hope that you have been surrounded by the love and support of dear friends, and since we weren't there with you, I'll have a cookie in your honor!

I send you a warm southern wind to gently blow away your sadness and tears, the strength of the mountains to sustain you, and the flow of the Ohio River, to remind you to float along with the waves, even when the water is murky. I also send a lovely green life raft, painted with huge sunflowers nodding their heads to you (just like the moving portraits in Harry Potter). And perhaps a feather to tickle you when you need a giggle.

I dreamed of the contra dancing that you and Larry love so much, and I think it's about high time to find lessons!

More very soon, much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Sunday, July 18, 2004 11:22 PM CDT

Oh, dear Jane. I am so sorry you have to deprive yourself of so many things in your home, things that you love to do and watch. I think your thoughts about having some audio input of running water is a great idea. Also, breezes have been recorded and maybe a video of sun and rain and plants growing. There must be some and I will explore unless you have already.

Getting down to the bare bones of life sometimes can make those bones look beautiful--maybe ? ? ?

And maybe if you have enough seed catalogs you can fantasize. Or, maybe you can be the master gardner you are and have others do what you TEMPORARILY cannot do.

We'll talk about this.

Love and prayers and heart songs

]anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Sunday, July 18, 2004 11:51 AM CDT

Jane,
Best wishes through this experience. The photos on the website are great and I'm so glad you are doing so well. I'm pulling for you!
Joy
Joy Frestedt <frest001@umn.edu>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 12:06 AM CDT

Thank you, dear sister! I had the "lark," but all that would rhyme with it was "bark." We have acquired new clothespins. I hope the bird hatches.
J <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
IGH, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

Jane (and Larry),
I have been back in town a few days and and finally getting to your web site. I appreciate the comprehensive updates and also the light-hearted messages. And I love your great photos.
I look forward to seeing you at your party Sunday.
Myra

Myra Sarkenburg <star1945@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 8:41 PM CDT

There was an old man with a beard
Who said, It is just as I feared.
Two owls and a hen
Four larks and a wren
Have all made their nests in my beard!

(and I didn't even have to look it up! (-:
Barb Johnson <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

Dear Jane, (I have only known you as Jane and am not yet comfortable with Janie or Janey). Maychee is so fortunate to recognize your teacher qualities. Sometimes students don't 'get it' until years later and then are sad they didn't thank their special teacher. That happened to me.

She is fortunate and you are fortunate to have had her as a student.

See you soon. Love Anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 13, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

To Jane & family,

***Dear our heavenly father and most beautiful savior...at this time of need, I pray that you be with Jane and her family. For you are so awesome and so loving, that we all know you continue to have a plan for everything in our life, whether good or bad. Father, you know us more than we know ourselves and you know the troubles that lie deep down in our hearts. Hear us cry out to you Father and please calm our hearts, clear our minds, and soothe are soul so that we may be at peace. I pray and lift Jane and her family up to you Father, that you gather them into your arms and comfort them, let them know that everything will be alright if they whole heartedly trust you in Father. Father, I pray that you give Jane and her family strength and courage to overcome this ordeal and to triumph through this event. I am so thankful for you have answered many prayers and especially found Jane a donor. It's a relief to know that things are going to be GREAT. I pray that you continue to bless Jane and her family and shield a bubble around them and be with them everyday..everynight..and every second we breathe. Thank you God for you are most awesome for blessing me with an oppurtunity to get to know such a wonderful person-inside and outside, although she was my chem. professor, I consider her a great friend. Amen.

Jane,

I'm praying you through. Do know that I am here for you if you need anything. Even though me and many other students only knew you at st.kate's for a semester, you will never be forgotten. It's your little games, songs, and dances that get us going in class and those are the best learning experiences, because they are memories. you of all professors I've had for school, is one of a kind. You really show effort to all of us and you really do care for us. You've done so much. I'm so happy. I'm really sad that I won't see you on campus next semester, but do know that you are not forgotten!!!! I'll come here to see your updates and I'm so happy for you've gotten this far in life..!!! A BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maychee Mua <mmua@stkate.edu>
Oakdale, MN Washington - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 5:39 PM CDT

Dear Jane and Larry, Jim and I read with excitement your super, wonderful web page. (we thought your explanation of CML quite good!).
You have been in our throughts and prayers from the beginning and we will keep you there... every day. We are hopeful about the results of the biopsy which is being taken on Thursday. Indeed! Why not a miracle! We are volunteering on Sunday from 4-6 for the 3rd Sunday dinner at Plymouth but do intend to drive to the fesitivities at your house afterwards.

Vonnie and Jim Swanson <JimVonnie@mn.rr.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 9:17 AM CDT

Good luck, Jane. I wish you the very best. Call us and let us know how everything is going.
Amy Schorn, RN (Minnesota Oncology) <Amy.Schorn@USoncology.com>
- Monday, July 12, 2004 3:56 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We are praying for good news, good outcomes.
Love
Jerry & Rae Kersten <jerry-kersten@comcast.net>
Burnsville, MN - Monday, July 12, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

Dear Dr. Jane, you explain things really well. I will reread but expect not many suggestions. The early sunshine today emerged from a rosy, streaked sky which made me smile and breathe deeply. I suggest the same for you.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
mpls, - Monday, July 12, 2004 8:26 AM CDT

Dear Janie, I must admit to selfish pleasure in reading the journal entries to you. It's way cool for me to sit down here in KY, picturing you and Larry away up there in MN, KNOWING that all kinds of positive energy and light and love and prayers are zooming toward you from all over the place: NJ, KY, MO, different places in MN and so many other places from so many people who clearly think so highly of you all. You have such a grand network of love and support, and I feel so fortunate to be a small part of that! Plus I've learned that you have another cousin in KY, and Barb isn't too far away, and I Anne sounds like a dear friend I'd love to meet someday. Thanks for including us in the circle that surrounds and sustains you! Keep dancing! Much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, , KY USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 11:12 PM CDT

Our thoughts and prayer's are with you through your journey,the pictures are nice! Keep in touch, your cousin, Steve
Steven Mathias <smathias@vci.net>
Providenc, Ky USA - Saturday, July 10, 2004 1:52 PM CDT

So---does M.Y. Tripod hire out?

anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 10, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Greats Photos. My thoughts and prayers are with you.I hope we can share info again real soon Cousin. Take care and God Bless. Cousin Brenda
Brenda Humphrey <Alwysawak@aol.com>
Homosassa, Fl - Saturday, July 10, 2004 9:22 AM CDT

Such a good photograph, good photographer, GREAT subject matter. Such fun and happiness. You and family have created those events for years for your own family and those around you. I know, because I have been the recipient of some of that fun and happiness. And there will be much more. Enjoy the fog and sun today.
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 10, 2004 8:06 AM CDT

I like the wacky new sliding family picture. It lacks only a RealAudio soundtrack "Hey Hey we're the Copeses!" See you soon!
Adele <adeletom@bitstream.net>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, July 9, 2004 7:38 PM CDT

Jane, Good luck on your journey. I know you will do well.
Tim Toonen <timothy.toonen@usoncology.com>
St Paul, MN - Friday, July 9, 2004 1:40 PM CDT

Hi Jane,
I will respond to your email but I wanted you to know that I came to your website. What a great family picture! You are in my thoughts and prayers. Ralph
Ralph Carlson <RalphJCarlson@yahoo.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 9:44 AM CDT

Great family photo! Hope you had a wonderful birthday and that your future surprises are only good ones.
Robin C <robinlee@ctec.net>
Luther, MI - Thursday, July 8, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

What a magnificant family picture of a magnificant family. It just sparkles and, after a 12 hour day in Buffalo, I was revived. MMMMMMM Such love.

Fantasy? Maybe those good cells were getting tired of being a minority and decided to take over--Maybe ???

Looking forward to Sunday--whatever.

Love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:32 PM CDT

Dear Janie, Another benefit of this journal is that now I know exactly when your birthday is! Hope you had a splendid yesterday, and a good news and information-filled today. My heart is with you, much love, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:47 AM CDT

OOPS A most happy, delayed birthday greeting to you, dear Jane. I spent it having lunch with a dear friend for two hours==yea and then sitting while they rotated my tires. Hope your celebration included much joy and honoring. My love anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 7, 2004 3:26 AM CDT

Dearest Janie,

Just when I think there can't possibly be any more, there are giddy numbers of fireflies out there! Seriously, never ever ever have I seen so many. So think of all those little Patronus beings soaring up into the trees. Light comes from inside!!!!!! Happy Birthday,
L
Lisa Pribanic
Tenafly, NJ United States - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

Jane-
Catherine and I are holding you in the Light. I'll be thinking of you next week as I pedal the Habitat 500. Are there any "big things" that you need photos of in south-central Minnesota? I will be back for your soiree on the 18th and both of us are looking forward to it!
Steve <steveg@smm.org>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 4:11 PM CDT

Hi Jane-- Very happy birthday to you! I am happy for your news and for your patronem bonissimum.
J. Newlin <newlin@smm.org>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2004 4:08 PM CDT

To Janie, my best and favoritist sister in the whole world, Happy Happy Birthday today, July 6th!

Love, hugs and prayers, Barb
Barb Johnson <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 1:03 PM CDT

Hi, Janie and Larry, SUCH GRAND NEWS!!!! And this site is such a splendid way to keep in touch with the path you're on. You both, and now Patronus/a, will stay in my heart for now and the weeks ahead. Limitless hugs and love to all, Diana
Diana Fulner <dfulner@hotmail.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, July 3, 2004 9:49 AM CDT

Jane, As Emily and I travel to St. Paul, view the incoming paddleboats and rub shoulders with the 100,000 other persons there to do the same thing I will think of you in your cool abode with your cool husband and friendly deer. Keep thinking obnoxious weeds or is it noxious weeds? I am not a latin scholar.

Take care and my love

anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, July 2, 2004 11:42 AM CDT

Jane,
Sending special thoughts your way today and saying prayers for the strength and well being of your perfect match and may you both be using your underlying unconscious energy to prepare you for the transplant. All best love, wishes, and prayers,

Alice Schroeder
Ramsey, MN USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 7:47 PM CDT

Well, dear friend, somehow my note of yesterday did not last though I did read it immediately after my entry. We will see how this works. Can't remember what I said or I'd repeat.

LOVE your flower pictures and am trying to figure out who is in the background--you? Larry ?

the sunshine is for all of us and I know it warmed your heart and sould today. Good

Love Anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Friday, June 25, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

Janie, if memory serves, wasn't the 9th of August mom and pop's wedding anniversary? Hmmm, wonder if this is some sort of serendipity. Whatever it means....

We have green tomatoes already!

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 7:34 PM CDT

Jane,

My thoughts are with you and I am so pleased to hear that they have found a match. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

I miss seeing you around the museum and hope we will be able to catch up before I leave in the fall.

take care,
molly reisman
Molly Reisman <mreisman@smm.org>
Mpls, MN USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 1:04 PM CDT

Ah, my/our Janey, what good news. Your comment on gardening remind me that I'd better start extending my range...to the pots near the coop, my secret garden (well, almost for I was eventually discovered watering in those hot, dry days of last summer). Currently, I'm watering only two pots of plants outside a restaurant.

Take care. My thoughts are with you always.
Edward Hessler <ehessler01@hamline.edu>
St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 10:28 AM CDT

Dear Jane, What is CML ?

Your ignorant friend, anne
anne <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 22, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

Dear Jane,
Wow what wonderful news you have given us! I will be thinking of you as you embark on your journey to good health and many, many summers of gardening to come.
Gloria Williams
Shoreview , MN USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

Hello Jane and Larry:
what a journey ahead. I think of Kyle and Lynn being ready to be seniors and am mystified. You have our best vibes and karma sent your way.
Diane and Steve
Diane Pike <pike@augsburg.edu>
Saint Paul, MN US - Monday, June 21, 2004 4:51 PM CDT

My dear writer friend, I think Patronus is wonderful and am so pleased to know someone who actually knows such an ancient person. If Patronus is a perfect match he/she must be a phenomenal person as his his/her donee.

I wish you many sunny days ordering your garden angels around and know they are so pleased to be able to help. Were I blessed with two good knees I'd be pulling weeds too. But my contribution will be listening (WHENEVER), laughing (WHENEVER), praying (WHENEVER) and keeping you and Larry and Lynn in my heart.

Thanks for this site--stem cells--RAH RAH RAH
anne seltz <anneseltz@aol.com>
- Monday, June 21, 2004 4:23 PM CDT

Great news! Keep your chin up, Sis! (how many times did Pop say that to us!)

Love and hugs, Barb
Barb Johnson <barbjohnson_62@hotmail.com>
Walnut Grove, MO USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:16 PM CDT

This is wonderful news. Looking forward to even more wonderful news as the summer goes on!
Ron Palmer <Rapalmer50@aol.com>
Williamsville, ny USA - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:03 PM CDT

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